Skye

I smiled as Harry’s chest vibrated lightly from the soft humming he was releasing into the quiet morning air. I snuggled into his chest more and wrapped my arms tighter around his waist as he continued to hum a song I couldn’t quite place.

I giggled softly and squirmed as his fingers traced a pattern on my hips.

“I knew you were awake,” He mumbled softly. I smiled largely at the raspy notes in his voice. I pulled back slightly and moved my head so I could see him. Before I could respond he pressed a quick kiss to my lips.

“Morning,” I said softly to him. He smiled at me and shifted down in the bed slightly before burying his face in my neck. I shivered slightly as his breath hit my collarbone. He tightened his grip around me more.

“Can we just stay in here all day?” I asked him softly. He pulled his head back and rested it against the pillow we shared. The tip of his nose just brushed the tip of mine.

“Whatever you wish,” He said smiling sleepily. I smiled and giggled as I went slightly cross eyed trying to focus on the closeness of him.

“Thank you for bringing me here.” I said to him. He rolled his eyes at me.

“I told you to stop thanking me. You never have to thank me for making you feel better. I’m your boyfriend it’s what I’m meant to do, it’s what I want to do.” He reasoned with me. I pressed a kiss to his nose and smiled at him happily.

“Everything is so peaceful this time of morning.” I commented, glancing around at the shadows in my room that was slowly being lit by the sun rising.

“That’s because no one is supposed to be awake.” Harry grumbled.

“Then why were you?” I enquired.

“Because I had a beautiful angel in my arms and I couldn’t help but to stare.” He smirked at me as I blushed darkly. I smacked his shoulder softly.

“Honestly, I wonder how charming you would be if you weren’t accompanied with a British accent.” I grumbled at him. He smirked and pulled me closer before gently placing his lips against mine. We moved our lips together lazily, just enjoying the feeling of being together. Our hands didn’t roam, our tongues stayed put. We just enjoyed the feeling of each other’s lips in the early hours of the morning.

-

“I’m gonna miss you so much, again.” Paige sighed, pulling me into a hug. I sighed into her shoulder.

“Come with us.” I reasoned. She laughed softly.

“We’ll come visit soon, I promise.” Casey said pulling me into a hug.

Mine and Harry’s plane was announced through the airport.

“Time to go love,” Harry said standing next to me. I sighed and turned to give Cody and Trent a hug before giving Casey and Paige another hug.

“I really hate this part.” I muttered to them.

“We do too.” Paige said with a sigh. “But we will see you soon, I promise. Love you heaps and don’t forget to call and message all the time.

“As if I would forget,” I laughed rolling my eyes at her. “Love you too though.”

“Love you heaps and be strong honey. You’re going to be okay.” Casey said to me softly. I felt the tears prick at my eyes.

“Love you too.” I said before finally pulling away from them both and headed towards the terminal. I turned around to blow them both a kiss before Harry wrapped his arm around me and lead me onto the plane. He placed a kiss on my forehead and I glanced up at him as a few tears fell.

He looked at me worriedly until I smiled through the tears.

“I swear you are the only thing that keeps me going.” I told him honestly before pressing a kiss to his shocked face and moved forward to present my ticket. Harry quickly followed as we took our seats on the plane.

-

My eyes widened as we got off the plane, there were thousands of fans standing around screaming for Harry.

“Holy crap! How do they even find out?” I asked Harry completely stunned. He glanced around at them all and shrugged.

“Well me and the boys have an interview tonight, so I guess they just guessed that I would be back today.” My eyes stayed wide as I stared around at them all. A few large men approached us Harry shook their hands while I smiled sweetly.

“We should hurry you through now before it gets any worse.” One security guard said. Harry nodded and grabbed my hand.

“Our luggage?” I asked.

“They will get it.” Harry told me before pulling me towards the crowd of screaming girls. I cringed slightly as the screams got even louder if possible the closer we got. There were flashes coming from everywhere as security cleared a way for us. We got jostled around a bit before they managed to clear enough space for us to walk through. I could hear more distinctly what the girls were saying.

I winced slightly as a few nasty things were hurled my way. Harry’s hand tightened around mine as he pulled me forward and wrapped his arm around my waist tightly. I hooked my own arm around his waist for comfort as we continued to walk through.

Harry paused suddenly and glanced back at a young girl not far away, tears in her eyes as she stared towards us. He glanced back at me, I nodded and pulled myself out of his grip. He shot me a smile before pushing back through his body guards and towards the little girl. I stood there and watched with a small smile on my face as he chatted and took a photo with her.

“SKYE!” Someone screamed near me. I glanced around foolishly as the girls closest to me began to chant my name.

“You look really pretty!” One called out, I smiled in the direction the voice came from, not being able to tell who it belonged to.

“I love your shoes!”

“Your hair looks horrible!”

“Don’t be mean!”

“Harry deserves better then you!”

“I’m sorry about the baby”

“You look really pretty!”

“Can we get a photo?”

I sighed and smiled and waved at the girls around me trying to ignore the hurtful comments amongst the good.

“Ready,” I jumped slightly as Harry’s arm wrapped around my waist as his breath ghosted my ear. I nodded before allowing him to lead me through the rest of the screaming girls, he stopped here and there to take a photo but eventually we had to leave and get in the car waiting for us.

“Are you okay?” Harry asked me as we settled in the backseat of the car. I nodded at him.

“Yeah, it’s just a bit overwhelming,” I shrugged at him. He smiled sympathetically before leaning forward and pressing a kiss to my lips.

“You’re amazing you know that.” He said softly.

“I know,” I smirked at him before resting my head on his chest as his chuckles filled the car.

“YOU’RE HOME!” was screamed at both Harry and I after we pushed the door to our house open. Niall stood in the foyer eating a bag of chips.

“Yes and apparently you decided to live here while we were gone.” I said rolling my eyes at him. He smiled at me and walked over to pull me into a hug.

“Nah, we just got here like ten minutes ago. Everyone else is in the lounge room.” Niall told me.

“Of course they are.” I muttered, leaving Harry and Niall to greet each other, I headed in the first lounge room. No one was there so I headed into the larger one at the back of the house. I could already hear everyone loud voices from here.

“Do you guy’s not have a home?” I asked them all. I was greeted with large smiles as everyone jumped up to pull me into a hug.

“You look better.” Lacey commented to me. I smiled at her gratefully.

“I feel much better.” I told her. Harry walked forward and pressed a kiss to my head. “We are both doing much better.”

“Well we have to leave for an interview.” Louis announced clapping Harry on the shoulder. He groaned and pouted down at me. I smirked up at him.

“You have fun doing that, I on the other hand will be sleeping.” I told him cheekily. He rolled his eyes at me.

“Please, you will barely be able to sleep without me,” he chuckled placing his hand on my hips.

“True, but I still get to lay in our big comfortable bed and just rest, while you go do an interview.” I said smugly. He pouted at me.

“That’s just mean,” he muttered pressing a kiss to my lips before pulling away and following the boys back out the door.

“Are you actually going to bed?” Lacey asked me. I nodded at her, she looked down disappointed.

“We were going to show you the castle Lacey got for her ballroom event!” Eleanor explained excitedly.

“Castle?” I questioned confused.

“Well not really a castle. But we’re just saying it is.” Dani told me. I laughed and shook my head at them.

“Can you show me tomorrow?” I asked her softly. She nodded at me. I smiled and said goodbye to the girls as they left. I stifled a yawn before moving up to the bedroom. I glanced around at everything and smiled, I hadn’t realised how much I had missed home. I changed quickly into something more comfortable before practically collapsing on the bed.

Pulling the blankets around me I buried my head in the pillow. I laid there for awhile thinking about everything and anything that had happened in the last couple of months. My hand instinctively went down to rest on my stomach as sadness shot through my heart. I would never forget my first baby. It helps to know that I will never forget. But I know now that it wasn’t my fault and I can move on. That doesn’t mean it won’t stop hurting because I expect it to hurt for the rest of my life but at least now I can move on slightly, and live.

I hadn’t realised how long I had been laying there for until I heard Harry enter the front door. I could hear his footsteps drag up the stairs before he appeared in the doorway. He yawned and smiled at me lazily before stripping himself of his clothing. He walked over and practically collapsed on the bed next to me. I placed a kiss on his cheek. He smiled and moved closer to me to wrap me in his arms.

Before long we had both fallen asleep perfectly content.

Notes

2nd :)