Chapter 4
Im Sorry

I woke up the next morning after the party. My head was throbbing and my throat was dry. I Made my way downstairs to grab some water to soothe my throat.
When I entered the kitchen, the lads where sat on the stools around the island in the middle of the kitchen. Their heads instantly snapped up to look at me. ‘Dickhead’ Zayn mumbled under his breath. ‘Why am I a dickhead?’ I raised my voice, even though I was trying to be calm, ‘You don’t remember?’ Liam asked shocked. As I shook my head, the lads did the same, but in disappointment. What have I done? Louis piped up then, ‘Mate you was supposed to meet up with Eve, you stood her up, then tried getting on to her, you was so smashed Harry, she just walked out, she found me outside, she was crying and told me to tell you….’ He paused; I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. I had completely forgotten to meet up with Eve. I was so busy yesterday, but I don’t remember her turning up. ‘What do you have to tell me Louis?’ He looked around at everyone but me, ‘Jesus Louis tell me!’ ‘She told me to say that, she has gone back home and doesn’t want anything to do with you anymore, and if you try contacting her, she’ll move away and change her number, everything, sorry mate.’ His voice cracked at the end of his sentence. I was speechless. Surely she was overreacting. Surely I wasn’t that bad. Was I? As I was trying to remember, Louis walked over to me with his hand in his pocket, ‘she also told me to give you this’ As he extended his hand, my heart throbbed. It was the ring. Soon as I laid eyes on it, I began to cry. My best friend hates me and I know that now. The ring means nothing to her because I let her go when I told her I wouldn’t. I just turned away and locked myself in my room. I had nothing to say, but so much in my mind. Would there be any way to fix this? There must be. I hope so.

I know life won’t be the same without my best friend. Without the girl I have been madly in love with since I was 15.