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Something To Live Up To


"We need to talk." I said resting my forehead against his. He sighed as if he knew exacly what the theme was.

"I know." He said looking me in the eyes.

"I'm leaving in two days." I said as a ball started forming in my throat stopping me from talking to loud.

"I'm well aware fo that." He said looking down but never releasing me from his arms.

"And..." I encouraged him to continue.

"And nothing."

"Is that all you got to say?"

"What else can I say besides the fact that I know you're leaving soon?"

"Nothing Harry, you can say nothing." I pushed his hands away and descended of the counter.

"Wait!" He grabbed my arm. "Are you mad?"

"No." I said with my back to him.

"Then why don't you look at me?" He grabbed my chin forcing me to look into his eyes. That's exacly one of my weaknesses, I can't think clearly when I'm looking into his perfect beautiful eyes. "What do you want me to say?" He said not louder than a whisper.

"Nothing." I swallowed.

"Do you want me to ask you to stay?"

"Harry..." I interrupted.

"Because I could. In fact there's nothing I want more, I want you to stay here with me but I know it's not fair because you have your life, your family and your friends far away from here and I can't separate you from that, it would be too selfish of me and I want you to be happy whether you're with me or not." I was speechless with what he just said. He wanted me to stay but didn't say anything because he thought it was too selfish of him to say that.

"You really gave that thing a thought huh?"

"More than you can imagine." He held a lock of hair behind my ear.

"I really love you." I pressed my mouth to his in my tiptoes.

"We can make it work right?" He asked eagerly.

"Of course." I sounded more sure than I actually was. "We'll talk 24/7 and see each other whenever we can." I smiled assurantly.

"Will you have time for that now that you'll start university?"

"Of course, you're my boyfriend, I'll make time for you." I pecked his lips.

"I hope so." He sighed.

"But I could say the same thing, you're the popstar, not me."

"What? I do have some busy schedule but I'll always have time for you. One of the pros of being a popstar as you say is having a private plane which means I can fly to Portugal and kidnap you." He smiled mischievously.

"Sounds perfect." I knew it'd be hard maybe maybe we could make it, made our relationship wasn't doomed to failure, maybe just maybe it could all work out and we'd be happy like this past weeks. "Now all we can do is enjoy these last days together."

"I'm all in."

"That's why the girls have the idea of going out tomorrow and party till dawn."

"Tomorrow?" He frowned.

"Yes, is there a problem?"

"No, it's just I thought we'd spend your last night together."

"And we will."

"I said together as in just the two of us."

"Oh." I said.

"Why don't you schedule it for today?"

"They had plans." I explained.

"Humm let me call Louis." He took his phone from the jeans and dialed a number extremely quickly. Obviously he knew his number. I let them speak and grabbed his computer on the couch.

I went to twitter and noticed I had more 100,000 followers since the last time I checked it. That's completely insane!
Thousands od tweets started appearing mentioning Harry obviously. It made me slightly happier to see that some of them were actualy good and said we make a good couple and I'm pretty. I tried to think of that ones and ignore the ones who sent hate.
Then I thought it'd be nice if I follow some of this people so I chose some of the good comments and followed the people who sent it.
I checked my timeline and saw some tweets talking about me. I saw one who said "Mia shopping today" with a picture attached. I opened it.

"Wow they're fast." I said to myself.

Then a few more mentioned I was spotted shopping with Eleanor and Danielle saying we're new bestfriends and everything.

"I spoke to Louis." Harry entered the living room.


"We're going out tonight." He winked.

"Yes!" I jumped from the couch to his lap and started kissing his face multiple times.

"I'd love you to do that a little longer but we need to get ready if we want to make it on time."

"Sure. What about Louis?"

"He has some clothes at Eleanor's so they'll meet us at the club." He explained.

"Perfect." I clapped.


We're supposed to leave in 10 minutes but I was still undecided about what to wear.

"Should I wear this or this?" I exited the bathroom and showed Harry the two outfits as he was laid on the bed playing on this phone for over 20 minutes.


"Both of them make you look extremely fit so I suggest you wear something else." He smiled.

"The white one it is then."

"But I don't want anyone else looking at you."

"Well no matter who looks at me, my eyes will be locked on you." I blew him a kiss and put my heels on.

"In second thoughs I'd rather see you with no clothes at all." He came from behind me and started kissing my neck making me shiver.

"Harry..." I chuckled. "They're waiting."

"We can cancel." He grabbed my waist provocativelly. As much as it sounded irresistible I wanted this last night with everyone else before I leave.


"Fine." He let go of me. "But you owe me a dance."

"Anything." I grabbed his hand as we left the building towards the car that would take us to the club.


Sorry it's short but I promise the last one will be bigger as we walk towards the end...
And thanks for your lovely comments, I love to come here and see you have something to say to me .. ;)


Thank you!! I'm not very happy with this fic actually because I wrote it a while ago and it has toooons of mistakes like spelling and all so in the aspect I think the sequel is better and I hope you like it, I've received a lot of positive comments on the sequel... :)
Yeah, Portuguese! Yes I'm portuguese from Portugal that's the reason why it has so many errors like I told you above. x

So i just finished this fan fiction and i absolutly love it!!! <3 nobody absolutly nobody can or will change my mind about that and i am very happy you are making a sequal becuase that was a major cliff hanger!!!! Anyways i really pove this story and i am very glad you wrote it! And i have one question: do you speak porgougeuse? (And sorry if i spelt it wrong)

ohw,i didn't c that part

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This story is no longer updated, only the sequel.. ;)

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please update...

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