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Something To Live Up To

Cinquenta e Oito

As I laid on Harry's chest in the morning I couldn't help thinking I only had three more days with him as I had to return home. If the though itself was extremely paintful I can't imagine when the day actually comes...
The truth is I never expected to fall in love with him and I tried, I really tried to avoid all the feeling that erupted inside me but now... Right now there's nothing I can do to change it, he's a part of my life, a big part in fact.
There's a big difference between feeling happy and feeling whole and I've just learned that differece so I'm not ready to let go specially when I don't know when I'll be able to see him again.

I was completely lost in my thoughts when Harry started moving. I stayed still waiting for him to wake up by himself but he just pushed me more against him without opening his eyes and no words said.

After half an hour neither of us really moved, but I knew he was awake just as he knew I was too but this moment as too perfect to waste with words.
But then his phone started ringing right on the bedside table.

"Hello." He said with a morning raspy voice. "Humm not sure. *pause* I'll ask. *pause* Don't worry. *pause* Okay bye." After turning off he kissed my head and remained silent caressing my bare shoulder.

I looked up still laid in his chest, to meet his eyes.

"I knew you were awake." He said with a very sweet smile. I pressed my mouth against his making our lips move very lazily, just enjoying each other's taste.


"El called saying she and Dani have an idea for your afternoon." Harry said as I passed him some toasts and sat on the sofa next to him to watch some crappy tv.

"Why didn't they call me?" I said.

"They tried but they said you were not answering." He explained.

"Oh I left my phone here during the night. But actually it sounds a good idea." I said but he kept silent. "Is that okay for you?"

"Sure." He turned to me with a smile that didn't quite reach his eyes.

"It's just a few hours, I really want to spend some time with them before..." I stopped talking.

"Of course love, go meet them." He answered.

I knew this morning we were silent for a reason, we were both thinking of the same thing: my departure.
Except that I don't want to bring this up today, I want to enjoy it fully.
As we said nothing more and I was not really paying any attention to the tv, I sighed heavily and moved to his laps, one leg to each side of him and stradling his waist. I kissed his forcefully and removed his shirt along the way. His reply was needless so he just kissed me back placing both hands on my hips.
I ran my hand through his soft curls and started thrusting my zone against his provokingly.
In return he took my shirt off and immediatly unclappsed my bra. I unbluckled his belt as he played with my bare breast, sucking it hardly. I gasped a little as he bit it with force.
I took his pants off easily as he was only on socks and started caressing his boxers. That's when he grabbed me by my legs and pushed us both to the floor leaning over me to find my lips again.
Not containing my excitment I rapidly removed his underwear as he did the same with mine. Not waiting longer he put a condom he had in his pants' pocket and started moving up and down.
I breathed heavily pressing my nails on his back due to the force of his movements. It was like we needed that intensity right now and neither of us wanted to stop.

Shortly later we both reach our climax and he rested his head on my breasts panting heavily.
We stayed on the living room's floor for a while, letting our naked bodies do the talk.

But then again his phone started ringing again except this time he didn't move.

"I should tell something to the girls." I told him. I grabbed my phone and typed a quick message to Danielle asking them to pick me up in half an hour.

That said I went upstairs and took a quick shower because I was all sweaty after my previous activities. That's when I realised I was getting a bit sore, more than the first time we did it. But well it was kinda rough now, I guess.
Already clean I looked at my clothes and chose something confortable yet presentable.


I was adding some final details when I heard the doorbell and quickly grabbed my purse downstairs.

"You look cute." Eleanor said kissing my cheek happily as always.

"Thank you darling." I winked laughing.

"Ready?" Dani asked after our little greeting hug.

"Yes, let's go." I assured her before turning to Harry. He was there looking at us and checking me out I noticed. I walked to him and kissed his lips wrapping my arms around his neck. "I'll see you later babe."I burried my head in the crock of his neck and murmured against his skin.

"Have fun." He kissed my temple. I looked up and smiled, kissing him one last time. When we entered the elevator I sent a quick text to Louis asking him to keep Harry some company while we were out.

Sconds later he replied saying it was okay. It relieved me a lot, I could always count on him.

"Okay girls, ready to do some massive shopping?" I asked.

"Oh look at you, already acquiring some english vocabulary." Danielle pointed out.

"That's Harry's influence, he's always saying that, 'massive'..." I imitated his accent making us three laugh.

"You're so funny, I don't know why Harry didn't find you sooner." El commented.

"It happened when it had to happen." I told her.


Sorry it's short but 1D is here for they're concert TODAY and I can't focus properly I just... It's really exciting aknduiwbcewbcphip
Anyway, it's a bit crappy but hope you like it, it's almost in the end.. :)

As you can see I started using Polyvore, is anyone having trouble opening it or does it works fine?


Thank you!! I'm not very happy with this fic actually because I wrote it a while ago and it has toooons of mistakes like spelling and all so in the aspect I think the sequel is better and I hope you like it, I've received a lot of positive comments on the sequel... :)
Yeah, Portuguese! Yes I'm portuguese from Portugal that's the reason why it has so many errors like I told you above. x

So i just finished this fan fiction and i absolutly love it!!! <3 nobody absolutly nobody can or will change my mind about that and i am very happy you are making a sequal becuase that was a major cliff hanger!!!! Anyways i really pove this story and i am very glad you wrote it! And i have one question: do you speak porgougeuse? (And sorry if i spelt it wrong)

ohw,i didn't c that part

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This story is no longer updated, only the sequel.. ;)

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please update...

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