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Something To Live Up To

Quarenta e Sete

I woke up to flashes and whispering around me so groaning I hid my face in my very soft pillow. I only caused more giggling on the room.

"What?" I opened one eye to see what the hell was happening. I spotted Perrie and Dani with their phones pointing at me and taking pictures. That's when I noticed my soft pillow was in fact Harry's chest. We fell asleep earlier, both exhauted from all the fighting and the rough night we spent apart.

"Sorry, you just looked too cute." Dani answered.

"I just woke up, that pictures must look terrible." I rolled my eyes.

"Well then get your arse out the bed and pick a cute outfit, we're clubbing tonight." She winked.

"We are?"

"Yes." Perrie answered instead. "I only have a few days left here and I want to enjoy the boys company. And yours too of course." I smiled softly at her words. Me and Perrie had only seen each other a couple of times because she's always super busy with her band but from what I've seen she's really cool and sweet so we can definitely be friends.

"Sure. I just don't think I brought clothes for that occasion now that I think about it wich is really silly but I completely forgot." I started wondering.

"That's fine, we can borrow you something." Perrie shrugged.

"Cool. It's settled then." I clapped happily. I need some fun after everything that happened lately.

"Now come, it's almost 7 so we need to get ready. Niall ordered pizza, we're all downstairs."

"Okay." I looked at Harry's peaceful face still fast sleeping. "Maybe he should sleep a little more, I'll awake him before we go out."

"Yeah, he didn't sleep last night." Dani informed me.

"Yeah I figured." My stomach twisted, feeling like a punishement for everything I put him through.

"Don't blame yourself. It's hard to date someone as big as Harry." Perrie realised my guilty expression.

"Yeah Mia. Now you learned that there will always be people trying to break you up but you need to be strong and support Harry, he worries a lot about you." Danielle added.

"He's afraid I'm gonna leave him because of all the fandom isn't he?"

"Yes, he never dated an "ordinary" girl so this is quite new for him too."

"I know." I sighed nostalgically. "Well, let's go eat then otherwise Niall will eat everything." I got up carefully not to wake up the beautiful angel still sleeping on the bed.

"We'll be downstairs." Perrie left with Dani right behind her leaving me alone in Harry's room with him.

"I'm sorry." I whispered kissing his cheek slightly while running a hand through his hair. "I really am." I sighed turning the lights off again and closing the door.

"Mia!" Niall yelled with his mouth full of food when he saw me on the stairs.

"Shush, Harry's sleeping." I glared at him.

"How is he?" Liam asked worried.

"Fine.. I guess.. I'm not sure.. We didn't really talk about it, he's exhausted." I sat on the table with everyone else.

"He cares a lot about you Mia." Louis spoke not meeting my eyes. I knew he was still upset with me because of what I did to his bestfriend.

"Look guys I just wanted to say I'm sorry. I never had to deal with something like that. My relationships were never followed by thousand of people and everything and it was really hard for me to see that picture of Harry because we live in different places and I know he's young and a lot of girls like him so I was not really thinking. I'm sorry for my behavior, it was really childish of me." I contained a tear that was threatning to fall.

"We understand sweetie." El stroke my hair. "You're pretty young, we can't blame you for cracking down under such pressure."

"Still.. I should have asked Harry first."

"It belongs to the past okay?" Liam said seeing my tearful eyes. "Just don't do it again without talking to at least one of us."

"So am I forgiven?" I looked straight to Louis.

"Ehm.." He pretended ot be thinking about it. "I guess you are." He smiled high-fiving me.

"Great, now there's only Harry left." I bit my slice of pizza.

"Just dress something really hot tonight and he'll forget it sooner or later." Zayn winked mischievously making me blush as all the boys laughed knowing something that I clearly didn't.

"What was that?" El pointed to them, eyebrows raised.

"Oh nothing, it's just Zayn brought something up." Louis replied still laughing hard with his hand in his stomach.

"Care to share?" Dani asked intersted too.

"It's just some things Harry told us about liking Mia body and when I say like I mean..."

"Zayn sweetie, we're eating." Perrie cut him off.

"Wait now I wanna know! What did he say?" I asked curiously.

"He can't keep his hands of you, I think that says a lot about his... how to say... reaction when it comes to you wearing something hot or a bikini." Zayn laughed playfully along with the other lads.

"Eww I'm eating, can you not talk about that please?" Niall looked horrified.

"It's okay baby boy, I'm sorry." Louis covered his ears.

"So just wear something really fit tonight and you'll know what we mean." Zayn continued as my face kept getting darker and darker. I don't know what Harry told them about me but I was getting scared.

"I'm extremely curious now so we'll need to find the best dress ever for you tonight." El spoke enthusiastically. I could see her already scanning her wardrobe in her mind.

"Take it easy okay, I'm not dressing like a hooker or anything." I calmed her down.

"That was not offensive at all!" She eyed me.

"Don't worry." Dani winked. "Now we should get ready, it's almost 9 already." She dragged me, El and Perrie to Louis' room where all El's clothes were.

"Okay girls let's get ready for the partyy!" Perrie spoke in a really weird accent.

"You're really excited aren't you?" I asked her.

"Yes I am." Her smiled reached her ears.

"I thought you'd rather stay alone with Zayn and... you know..." El winked picking some dresses for us all to try on.

"Oh don't worry about it, we still have time for that." Perrie winked. I thought she were more like, I don't know maybe not so talktive about that stuff. Specially with me here, we don't really know each other that well.

"I bet you do. You spend so much apart, I can't imagine how it gets when you see eacher other after a long time." El joked making us all laugh.

"I'm not sharing that details." She said.

"Please don't." Dani looked terrified.

"We all do it honey, it's part of our human nature." El defended herself. "And don't pretend like you don't have some hard fun with Liam sometimes. He may be the cutest and politest one but he's still a man."

"Yes he is indeed."

"What about you Mia?" Perrie asked making then all turn to me as I sat on the bed.

"Me?" I said. "Ehrm me and Harry we.. it never happened."

"Yeah we know but did you ever..." El sat on the bed too leaving the dresses.

"No, I've never done it." I confirmed.

"It's okay, you're only 17, there's plenty of time for that." Dani smiled. "Although with Harry that will be hard to maintain."

"He doesn't make it easy to me." I confessed to them.

"Oh spill it." Perrie looked amused as we all sat on the bed talking.

"I don't he just... He really does something to me, it's hard to explain. When we're kissing it's so good and the whole zoo erupts in my stomach and he makes things pretty intense."

"He desires you... a lot."

"How do you know?"

"He can't keep his hands or eyes of you, it's pretty evident." Dani completed El's theory.

"That's such a turn on, you have no idea. He gets very involved when we're kissing and stuff and it kinda excites me too you know." I admitted to them.

"That's called sexual atraction." Perrie commented.

"Yeah but the last guy I was with, things were pretty intense too but my body never reacted like that."

"You had a boyfriend lately?"

"We didn't have a relationship... Well it's hard to explain but it was too physic but he never made me feel like Harry." I shrugged.

"And you never did it with that guy..."

"No, I mean we were about to once but I told him I wanted to do it with someone I could call my boyfriend so we didn't make it to the end of it."

"Well I'm glad, then you can save it for Harry." Perrie winked.

"I don't know, it's soon to tell."

"Trust me, you won't be able to resist him." She patted my leg.

"Yeah and when you do it you have to tell us everything." Eleanor clarified.

"I agree." Dani supported her friend.

"Okay okay I will." I assured them.

"Good, now let's pick our outfit, tonight will be memorable." El got back to the dresses.

I sighed happily, it felt nice to have new friends I could trust. They know Harry for a long time and date my boyfriend's bestfriends so everything seems to fit perfectly. I was glad I had new friends I was already very fond of.


Clubbing chapter the next one, yay! :D


Thank you!! I'm not very happy with this fic actually because I wrote it a while ago and it has toooons of mistakes like spelling and all so in the aspect I think the sequel is better and I hope you like it, I've received a lot of positive comments on the sequel... :)
Yeah, Portuguese! Yes I'm portuguese from Portugal that's the reason why it has so many errors like I told you above. x

So i just finished this fan fiction and i absolutly love it!!! <3 nobody absolutly nobody can or will change my mind about that and i am very happy you are making a sequal becuase that was a major cliff hanger!!!! Anyways i really pove this story and i am very glad you wrote it! And i have one question: do you speak porgougeuse? (And sorry if i spelt it wrong)

ohw,i didn't c that part

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