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Something To Live Up To


""Honey wake up, it's time to get ready. My father caressed my hair trying to wake up a very sleepy me. I had spent hour thinking about everything I had read about me on the internet. People are so mean, why can't they accept that I care for the Harry the normal boy and not the Harry the superstar? Was it really that hard to believe?

"Where's India?" I asked rubbing my eyes to see she was not in the bedroom anymore.

"She's already downstairs having breakfast. You seemed really tired so I let you sleep a little more." He went to the door. "Now get up or you'll miss the flight."

I stood up very clumsily and moved straight to the shower not even bothering to look at my reflex in the mirror. I stayed motionless letting the hot water wash all my thoughts and worries. Maybe this was all a mistake. I closed the water and tied my hair in a mess bun not bothering to dry it properly. After that I chose some clothes and closed the suitcase pushing it downstairs to the hall.

"What's that smell?" I appeared on the kitchen.

"While I went to call you India tosted the eggs." My father answered jokingly.

"No I didn't. It was not my fault. By that way your phone has been ringing the entire morning, you left it in the living room last night."

"What?" I stood up in search for the device. Unlocking it I saw a few missed calls and messages, 1 from my mum probably to wish me a good flight, one from Ana, 2 from Harry and an unknown number. The messages were from Ana to call her when I land and another from Harry one hour ago.

From: Harry
Please answer my calls, I'm worried. Where are you?

I decided to ignore it nonetheless, I was not looking forward for more charges. Plus, I knew enough to know this lately news were not good for his reputations so it was a win win.
In a quick move I texted my mum saying we were leaving to the airport and would be home soon.

"Dad I'm ready!" I scramed to the kitchen.

"Aren't you gonna eat anything?" He came to the door still chewing.

"No. I'll eat something on the plane, we're running late already."

"Okay then. India hurry up."


"How long till they call your flight?" My father interrupted my thoughts sitting on the waiting room of the airport.

"They will be calling in 15 minutes more or less. Why, do you need to get back to work already?" I rolled my eyes ironically.

"Mia." He sighed deeply. "I know I haven't been around lately but you know I'm doing this for you right?"

"You always say that."

"And you still don't get it. I work very long hours to have the chance to give you and your sister everything you deserve."

"What we want is you. We only get to see you a couple times a year. It's hard for us too you know? We used to see you everyday back home when you and mum were still together." I kept looking down.

"It's been hard for me too but the open relation we had is still here, you just came in a real bad time but it will get better I promise now please can you answer you phone?" He pointed at my bag ringing. It was the unknown number from earlier.

"Hello?" I answered.

"Mia thank God!" A familiar voice spoke.


"Of course. Where the hell are you?" I could tell she was pissed.

"I'm at the airport. Why?"

"How could you go away without saying goodbye?"

"I'm sorry El. I saw all the things the press published. It's best for both of us."

"What about us?"

"What do you mean?" I was confused now.

"You said it's best if you don't talk to Harry but what about me, Danielle,... the rest of the boys?" Her voice was now a whisper.

"You wanted to say goodbye too?"

"Of course! What made you think we didn't?"

"I-I don't know." I was speechless.

"Yeah good thing we're stubborn too."

"Ehm what do you mean?"

"Nothing." With that she hang up. Was she mad at me? Probably yes because she just hung up in my face.

"Is everything okay?" My father asked as I still had my eyes on the phone.

"I think I messed up with some friends." I confessed.

"Oh honey, if they're your friends they'll forgive you." He said while we heard some background vocals.

"Well I guess that's our cue." I stood up ready to say goodbye.

"Oh my God!" India yelled behind me. I turned around to see her looking ahead. Following the line of her eyes I spotted some familiar faces looking everywhere.

"Guys here." My sister waved capting the entire airport's attention.

"India shush!" I slapped her arm but it was too late, the three familiar faces had seen me and were heading towards us. I felt so embarassed.

"Mia!" El hugged me brutally.

"What the hell Mia?" Danielle said inbetween hugs.

"Sorry guys." I looked down playing with my fingers not wanting to meet the green eyed one.

"Ehrm." He cleared his throat. I just closed my eyes and swallowed praying for a hole to hide right now. "Can you look at me?" His hand cupped my cheek very close now. I sighed trying to gain some courage to face him. When I did I saw hurt in his eyes making me regret instantly my previous actions.

"I'm sorry." A whisper came from my mouth. He however hugged me tightly for a few moments. As I hugged back I fell his delicious perfume invading my nose when our bodies collided.

"Why were you leaving without saying goodbye?" He looked me in the eyes holding my face in his hands.

"I saw it. The news about me and you."

"I told you!" El tossed scaring me. Harry just eyed her and turned to me again.

"Mia." He breathed heavily. "You appeared in my life publically two weeks ago and my fans are, let's say, overprotective and they're just tying to look for me and they think the best way to do it is by attacking the person I'm with, it's not you they'd do it with any other person."

"But they sad bad things about you too."

"Like they always do. I'm used to it. But that things don't affect me because I know they're not even close to the truth." He pressed his hands harder agains my face. "These kinda things don't hurt me, what really did was you leaving without even a word!"

"I'm sorry." I looked down again embarassed.

"Hey, it's okay." His hand came to my chin forcing me to stare at his eyes. "As long as I have a proper goodbye." He smiled. I looked at my dad and saw him eyeing Harry suspiciously. I decided on ignoring it as this was the last time I was gonna see Harry in months. Therefore I hugged him tightly and try to memorise his smell that sends shivers throught my body everytime he's that close to me. His hands rested in my waist as mine travelled to his curls stroking it. I couldn't fight the urge to caress his curls, they were so soft.

"I'm gonna miss you." He breathed against my skin with his face burried in my neck.

"I'm gonna miss you too." I kissed his neck slightly on my tiptoes as he was taller than me.

"You are?" He asked insecure looking at me but still holding me.

"Yes." I answered. "But I really gotta go now they've already called my flight." Hesitating I kissed the corner of his mouth quicky and he chuckled.

"I wish that lasted longer." He laughed showing me his irresistible dimples I was already missing.

"You stole a kiss from me yesterday so that's all you get." I raised my eyebrows at him making him pout. "Now let me say goodbye to them." I freed myself from his embrace trying not to cry. I hugged the girls one last time and apologised as they promised we'd be in touch.

"Dad?" I moved to him.

"Come here." He placed India on the ground and hugged me. "Call me when you get there okay? And I promise we'll spend the entire time together the next time you came here okay?"

"Sure dad." I kissed his cheek.

"And we have to talk about that boy huh?"

""S-sure dad" I smiled weakly. I took my bag and waited for India who was saying goodbye to my friends. That moment left me really nostalgic, I wanted to stay so much, stay and enjoy more amazing times with this amazing people I had met.
Please don't cry Mia. I begged my sensitive side.

"Okay guys, last call." I sighed and hugged them back quickly again.

"The boys send their goodbyes too although they can't be here." Dani assured me and El nodded.

"It's okay girls. Boyband stuff." I smiled.

I held India's hand and directed ourselves to the bording door.

"Fuck it." I heard Harry frustrated behind me so I turned around to see him approaching us with big steps. Before I could ask what he was doing he locked his lips with mine. My eyes instantly flew shut while his lips rested on mine. "I really needed to do it before you leave, have one last feeling of your lips." He stepped back smiling from ear to ear.

"You're unbelievable." I said but smiled largely nonetheless.

"I don't kiss you properly because there are other people around." He winked as I shook my head. He kissed my head and released me winking at India. "Bye."

I waved one last time when we handed our tickets and saw my dad and Harry shaking hands. Oh God, my father had just seen our intimate moment! Holy crap!

"Don't worry. He has seen worst." My sister responded to my thoughts.

As soon as we got in the plane I made myself more confortable and prepared for the next few hours. India had her earphones plugged in so it was just me. I closed my eyes and rested remembering again again the touch of Harry's lips on mine. A tear rolled down my cheek as I knew I wouldn't fell that again so soon.


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Thank you!! I'm not very happy with this fic actually because I wrote it a while ago and it has toooons of mistakes like spelling and all so in the aspect I think the sequel is better and I hope you like it, I've received a lot of positive comments on the sequel... :)
Yeah, Portuguese! Yes I'm portuguese from Portugal that's the reason why it has so many errors like I told you above. x

So i just finished this fan fiction and i absolutly love it!!! <3 nobody absolutly nobody can or will change my mind about that and i am very happy you are making a sequal becuase that was a major cliff hanger!!!! Anyways i really pove this story and i am very glad you wrote it! And i have one question: do you speak porgougeuse? (And sorry if i spelt it wrong)

ohw,i didn't c that part

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