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Something To Live Up To

Vinte e Sete

I woke up to a slight ache in my back as I realised I had fallen asleep right on the floor. I made a mental effort to think what I was doing before falling asleep. Oh right, we were playing truth or dare. I remember Louis going to the balcony and scream "I have a small dick!" then Liam trying to loosen Dani's bra with only one hand and Niall singing and dancing to "I am sexy and I know it" shirtless. These were the last three dares I remembered.

I looked at the window and noticed it was pretty dark so I decided on looking for my phone to see exacly what time it is. 5 a.m., we had just fallen asleep one hour ago so I definitely needed more sleep.
Sighing I placed the phone back in my bag and moved to the sofa regarding a better confort.
After a few minutes I decided I was too awake to fall back again so I headed to the kitchen and looked for something eatable but nothing evoked my interest therefore I remained silent and admired the starts up in the dark sky. I couldn't help but think about everything that happen in these last fiftteen days I spent in London. Iverytime I came here was amazing, but this time... This time I had something preventing me from leaving, something I wanted to keep in my life for more than two weeks. That something came by the name of Harry Styles, the beautiful boy who was getting harder and harder to resist. He was so likeable in every way, to start he was absolutely gorgeous with sparkling green eyes and a very desirable mouth with perfect teeth and dimples not to mention his toned body and big hands that just make you melt into the touch, not to mention his soft curls.

On the other hand, his personality matched his looks. He is very nice, funny and always in a good mood, a truly gentleman that opens door for you, very caring and sweet with his amazing british accent. It was impossible not to like him. Yet that's exacly what scared me the most, I was afraid I' fall too hard and he won't be there to catch me. I couldn't bare that kind of pain again, I just couldn't and that makes me feel so weak. God, I hate that feeling! And I hate the fact that he came in the worst timing ever in my life. If he had appeared one year and a half ago I'd have jump in his arms an live a perfect fairytale.
I felt so clueless right now.

"There's still some leftovers from dinner." A raspy british voice whispered in my ear making me jump. "I'm sorry I did not meant to scare you."

"Jeeezz." I turned around to see some messy curls in the darkness. "You scared the shit out of me." I placed my hand in my now patting chest.

"I've never heard you cursing."

"That's because I don't! Now imagine how much you scared me!" I hissed at him.

"Sorry love. What are you doing up anyway?" I shrugged but I imagine he wouldn't see so I decided to respond with words.

"I just didn't feel like sleeping anymore."

"What happened?" He moved closer allowing me to see his face due to the moonlight whilst placing his hands on my waist.

"I was just thinking." I managed to say while he caressed my hipbones.

"Do you wanna talk about it?"

"You're probably tired, it's best if you go to sleep now." I smiled wiith my lips looking at everyone passed out on the living room.

"Don't be silly, come." He held my hand and guided me upstairs.

"Where are we going?" I tried to say as quiet as I could not to wake anyone. He however din't say a word untill I realise we were going to his room.

"Here we can talk better." He gestured me in. I decided to move to under the sheets because of the cold and he followed. I then decide to lay down to get more confortable. He did the same as we were now both laid facing each other just with the moon to lighten us.

"I don't want to leave." I confessed after a while in silence.

"And I don't want you to leave." He sighed.

"But I have to."

"I know. And you have no idea how much I wanted you to stay with me. There's so much I want to learn about you and to show you. I feel like we barely had time to... I don't know... It just went by so fast."

"Yeah I have the same impression." I agreed.

"When will you come back?" He asked.

"I don't know, maybe end in the of june/july."

"What? It's still march!" He complained.

"I know but I have my senior year exams in june so I'll only come after that."

"This means we won't be able to see each other meanwhile." He said the only thing I was most afraid of.

"It probably does."

"That's why you're so reluctant about me isn't it?"

"Y-yes." I decided to play honest.

"Why? I mean I get it, it's quite a long distance but it's not the end of the world we can't touch or anything which is pretty bad to be honest but we can talk everyday and chat, see each other."

"Yeah I 'll be definitely seeing you." I rolled my eyes.

"What do you mean?" He frowned.

"I'm sure I'll see a new article about you everyday." I answered sarcastically.

"Your tone is quite derogatory. You think I'll be in the news for the worst reasons?"

"I don't live in a cave Harry, I see the news online and the parties, the girls..."

"Do you really have that bad impression of me?" His voice hurt.

"I'm just saying what I see." I argued.

"Sometimes what you see is not the truth. I though I had proved you that already." He was now angry by my accusation. I knew I was not correct but I couldn't help it. What was wrong with me?

After that no one really broke the silence, we just stayed there, eyes closed, listening to each others fast heartbeat. There were to much tension between us and that's not how I wanted it to end. I don't find it amusing when Harry's that mad.

"Harry?" I asked insecure. He sighed heavily and spoke.

"Come here." He pushed me to him and positioned himself better in order for me to rest my head in his chest. "Please let's just appreciate the rest of the night together." He started tracing patters on my bare arm making me sleepy.
I felt confortable in his embrace and tried to memorised the feeling of his soft touch.

I was starting to have feelings for this boy. Not that I hadn't before.. I just couldn't avoid them anymore.


Well well... Will love come to stay for these two birds?


Thank you!! I'm not very happy with this fic actually because I wrote it a while ago and it has toooons of mistakes like spelling and all so in the aspect I think the sequel is better and I hope you like it, I've received a lot of positive comments on the sequel... :)
Yeah, Portuguese! Yes I'm portuguese from Portugal that's the reason why it has so many errors like I told you above. x

So i just finished this fan fiction and i absolutly love it!!! <3 nobody absolutly nobody can or will change my mind about that and i am very happy you are making a sequal becuase that was a major cliff hanger!!!! Anyways i really pove this story and i am very glad you wrote it! And i have one question: do you speak porgougeuse? (And sorry if i spelt it wrong)

ohw,i didn't c that part

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This story is no longer updated, only the sequel.. ;)

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please update...

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