Sad Dream

Kaya's POV


Tears were flowing on my face, he hugged my tighter. He said he'd save me but it's not possible, it's too late. I'm already dead inside. I pulled back and gave him a weak smile. I whipped my tear stained cheeks before anyone could see me cry. I never cry in front of people. Never.

When I feel something I immediately push it back until there's nothing left of it.

"I don't want you to" I said sternly.

He looked....hurt or disappointed.

"Kaya you need to go back to your room, it's late!" A nurse shouted.

I looked into Harry's eyes giving him a sorry look, I noticed how green and sad his eyes were.

I turned around and walked towards the exit without saying goodbye to him.

"I'll come back" I heard him say. I stopped a little but I pretended that I didn't heard him and kept walking.
I need to go back into my emotionless state. I don't want to feel. I don't do feelings anymore. They only hurt.

I entered into my bedroom layer down on my bed and fell asleep.

*A Week Later*

This week as been one of the most depressing ones yet. I had an appointment with Mrs. Spencer, I talked about how good I was now. Lies. Lies. Lies. Nothing's good. Everything is miserable and depressing.
Everything is plain. I'm empty.

The only good news is that they're planning on releasing me in a week probably. But what about Grace? I don't want her to feel alone again. I can't leave her.

After my session I got into the community room where Grace was playing cards on her own. In the little world of her own. She's always humming something when she's alone. I don't know the song though. She always tell me it's a secret song.

I sat next to her. She immediately smiled at me. God, I'm going to miss her smile. I push back the tears.

"How was it?"

"Good." How am I going tell her that I'm leaving her here?

"I-I need to tell you something" I stuttered.

Her brown eyes locked with mine. I can't. I'm going to cry. Just get your shit together and fucking tell her!

"Yes...."

"I-I'm lea-leaving." She stopped playing with her cards.

"Oh my god! Kaya! That's awesome!" What? I can't read her expression she's smiling but her eyes are pure sadness.

" I-I guess.."

"You wanted to leave for a long time and I'm happy for you with all of my heart"

Grace's POV

I knew that day would come and I'm happy for her. I want her to live and enjoy life. She deserves it. In a way I'm sad I'm going to miss her really bad.

"I'll come back all the time" she said I could see her struggle keeping her tears in her eyes.

My eyes started to get watery, but I don't want to cry in front her otherwise she'll stay.

"I know you will " I huffed while hugging her.

"When are you leaving?"

"In a week" she stated, looking down her hands.

"Look at me, Kaya, you're the most amazing person on earth. Don't be sad for me, I'll be okay. I'm recovering" I cooed.

"What if-"

"No... I'll be fine and you'll be too. You'll come back to visit!" I cut her off.

She gives me a light smile and hugs me again, tighter this time. I'll miss her. I need to enjoy my last week with before it's too late.

*A Week Later*

Still Grace's POV

This week as been crazy, we had loads of fun but Kaya was still sad. Today she won't be there anymore.
She's packing her things with me now.

"How are you going to live?" I asked her.

"Well I thought about it and I found that my mom placed money on an account before she ran, there's not a lot of money but there's enough for me to survive. I found a small apartment near London. Then I'll find a job."

I smiled at the thought of her, living on her own, happy, with friends and maybe a boyfriend.

"Why are you smiling, silly?" She asked looking at my amused expression.

"Nothing really"

"Sure" she sarcastically said.

"Well I'm done packing" she added. I looked around her room, bags filling her bed.

"No, you forgot something"

"What?"

"This" I handed her my hospital bracelet covered with nice words and glitter. It was silly but I made it myself. I want her to keep it and remember that I'm here and that she's strong enough to do it.

"Aww.. Gracie.." A tear escaped from her eye. Please, Kaya, don't cry.

She hugged me. It's now time to say goodbye. I know she'll come back to visit me.

"Kaya, I want you to be happy. Don't ever come back here. Ever. You are a good person, you'll make good friends other than me of course. Don't get yourself in trouble. Don't cut yourself. Don't starve yourself. Don't do drugs. I'll be fine. Please don't come back here." I cried.

"I love you Grace, I promise I'll be strong for you" She cried harder.

"I love you too" I smiled.

We hugged for a couple of minutes. "Go" I told her.

She smiled and kissed my cheek like I used to do every night before we go to our rooms. I watched her past the huge gates of the hospital. Goodbye Kaya. You're my bestfriend.

Kaya's POV

Before I could walk out the door I turned back to see Grace one last time, her head was in her hands she was sobbing. My heart broke at the sight of her.

Come on, I'll keep my promise and move on for her. The cab was waiting, I hoped in.
"Where are we going?" the driver asked me.

I gave him my new address and he drove off. I took one last glance to the hospital and let the tears overwhelmed me. I'll do it for her.

Notes

That chapter was sad. At least Kaya's out. Poor Grace.

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