Sad Dream

Kaya's POV

What am I going to do? I so screwed. Should I meet him tonight? If I don't he'll come and get me himself. I should probably go on by myself. My head still hurts and half of my body does too.

I heard the water turn off, Harry's probably finished. I felt like the room was spinning and I sat on floor, reading the text over and over again. There's no tears, I won't cry for something like that and I won't tell Harry otherwise he'll freak out. I'll go tonight and I'll face him. I'll try to negotiate something and I'll get him to leave me alone for good. How naive am I? But there's no other plan.

Harry came in the kitchen and saw me on the floor. He rushed to me.

"Kaya, are you okay?!" His eyes filled with worry.

"Y-yes I'm fine. I just needed to sit for a while" I stuttered.

"Come on let's get you to bed" he said relived. He took my hand and lead me to my bed.

I was physically and mentally exhausted, I needed to sleep. Even thought I knew that I won't. How am I going to deal with him? How am I going out tonight without anyone knowing?

"Harry you don't have to stay here, you know?" I tried.

"I don't but I want to" he smiled showing his dimples. He's so cute but I needed to get "rid" of him even if I don't wanted to.

"Look, Harry I'd like you to stay but you need to go home" I said ashamed of myself. He looked at me weirdly. Like if he was trying to analyze me. He probably can't read me thought, I don't even know what I'm feeling myself.

"You sure? I don't want to leave you alone" he sighed.

"I'm not a baby, I'll be fine plus there's El here to watch me" I tried to smile but failed miserably.

"O-ok I'll come back tomorrow, just... If you're feeling bad or anything please call me, you know I care about you Kaya" he said in disbelief. Sadness in his eyes. Shit. I was ripping him away from me. It's for his own safety.

"Sure!"

He gave me a last sad glare, kissed softly my cheek and exited the apartment. I stared at him before he could walk out of my door. Tears started to rise in my eyes. But I didn't cry.

*At Night*

I texted Freddie, he said he was going to pick me up. I dressed up in black ripped jeans and a tank top "Nirvana" showing a bit my stomach and a huge cardigan to keep me warm and a pair of white converse in case I have to run. Harry called very hour to check on me, he was so caring. I had sent El back home.

Freddie was waiting for me and I was more than nervous. I was going to see him again. The guy that destroyed me. Freddie probably saw that I was nervous and he patted gently my thigh.

"You'll be fine, I'll help you" he said quietly.

"I know" I sighed loudly.

We arrived at the location which was an old abandoned park. I've already been here a lot. It reminded me of my old life. But I'm no longer like anymore I might still be broken though.

Freddie and I didn't talk much. I was scared. He guided me through the park and there he was. Luke. Standing surrounded by all the gang. I knew everyone. They were all giving me death glares.

My heart started raving when he approached me. He came really close to me. We were almost touching. I tried to hide my fear, if you show that type of people that you're scared, you're screwed.

"Hi there kitten'" he smirked.

Notes

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