Sad Dream

Kaya's POV

I dreamed about Harry last night. I couldn't get him out of my head. His green eyes. His chestnut curls. His smile. His dimples. Ugh. I hated that I liked him.

I got up and took a shower, I wrapped myself in a towel and walk towards my closet. I noticed that I didn't have much clothes. I put on some high waisted skinny jeans and a burgundy sweater with my white converse. I apply light makeup on my face and let my hair down.

I texted Eleanor.

'Hey do you want to go shopping with me?'

'Sure I'd love to, meet you in in ten minutes! :)'

I'm so happy that I made a friend but I haven't forgotten Grace, I'll see her soon. I turned the TV on and watched whatever was on it. It was E!News. I don't really like that kind of shit but I watched it without really caring when I heard Harry's name on TV.

The girl was talking about his relationship with Kendall. I knew about them, he had told me that he didn't really liked her. I wasn't jealous. Why would I be? I mean it's not like me and Harry have a thing. He did said that he liked me. But I didn't believe him.

Why would he like me? I'm shit.

My thoughts were cut short when El entered in my apartment.

"Come on! I need new clothes!" She whined. I laughed.

"I do too"

I turned the TV off and talked with Eleanor while we were heading to her car. She talked about a guy she met yesterday. I wasn't really paying attention until she started asking me stuff about my life. I never talked like this with people I didn't really had girl friends the only ones I had were punk.

"Where did you go last night I was worried" she asked me.

"I..uh..I didn't feel good and I went home" I lied.

"Oh okay... Want to eat something?" She smiled pointing a coffee shop.

"Uh... Yeah sure I'm not really hungry thought" I lied again.

"Kaya, we don't really know each other for a long time but I have to ask you... Do you ever eat?" She looked at my worriedly.

My mouth fell to the ground. She noticed. How am I going to respond? I couldn't lie anymore it's like she knew for me for a life time.

"I-I don't really" I sighed.

Her eyes were full of sadness.

"Are-are you anorexic?" She stuttered.

"Yes" I almost whispered then she hugged me. I was surprised but I hugged her back.

"You need to eat, I'll help you" she smiled.

"O-okay" I shyly smiled.

She had bought a muffin and shared it with me. She knew I wasn't going to eat much. I couldn't help but smile. She actually cared about me.

We were shopping for hours, trying everything on. And we laughed. I missed laughing. I only tried long sleeved sweater because I didn't wanted her to see my arms. She then lead me to the underwear section and picked out some for her and some lace ones for me.

"Come on try it!"

"No thanks, I'm good" I shyly said.

"Kaya you are fucking beautiful, try it!" I smiled and blushed at her compliment and took it.

I tried it on, I wasn't satisfied. I'm more than insecure with myself before I wasn't much but since I left the hospital I am. Eleanor ripped open the curtains to see me.

"You look hot!" She cheered.

"Sure" I sarcastically said.

"I'm serious, buy it, you'll need it tonight"

"What?"

"You heard me, we're going out tonight" I get she's a party animal. I used to be one too.

I sighed and nodded. I bought the underwear and a black tight short dress for tonight. We got home. I had a bad feeling about the party.

Notes

Short chapter sorry :(

What will happen?

Is Luke going to find her?

Will she use the drugs?

What about Harry?

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