Breathe
We Live For The Night
“Tried Harry, He TRIED” I run after him frantically as he rushes back into the living room.
“Louis, Zayn, Niall, come with me” He demands, they look at him confused
“Don’t ask questions just come” Niall puts his hands up and they all stand
“Liam stay with Nina, make sure she doesn’t leave this apartment”
He nods rapidly.
“Where are we going?” Louis yawns and runs his hands through his hair.
“Just come” Harry presumes on with demands.
“Harr-“ I start but he cuts me off
“Stop Nina” He snarls, narrowing his eyes at me.
I want to fight back, I want to yell at him and tell him how unreasonable he is being, that he’s over reacting that all of this is stupid and I want to go to bed with him and cuddle. The lump in my throat and knowing if I fight back things will get worse prevent me from doing so. I close my partially opened mouth, put my hands together at my belly button and step back.
This surprises him, as the rest of the group. His eyes widen and his look seems to soften slightly, still, anger rushes through him like a river, it’s the worst I’ve ever seen.
“Lets go” He turns away from me, Louis, Zayn and Niall follow him to and out the door.
I take a huge breath in, trying to steady the tears coming on.
“Nina?, are you alright?” I hear Liam’s sympathetic voice coming from the other room.
I cough, to make it seem like I was okay. “ Yes I’m fine” My voice cracks on the last word and instantly Liam appears in the archway.
“Could you tell me what happened” He asks me like I’m in a psychiatric office.
“After the house when you left” He adds
“I went to a bar, Tom was there, we drank, he tried to kiss me and then I left” I say simply
His looks says puzzled “That’s it?”
“Yes” I say breathy “That is all that happened”
“So I’m assuming Harry is mad about three things, 1, that you ran away from him, 2, that you ran away from him and got drunk, didn’t answer your phone or nothing, and three, that Tom tried to kiss you” He looks quizzical.
I narrow my eyes at him “ That’s like 6 things Liam”
His look softens and a laugh rises through him “He really loves you”
I smile fondly at Liam’s comment “I know, I love him too, I just want him home with me”
“What do you think they’ll do?” I’m frightened to hear the response.
“Harry will probably talk some shit to Tom, if he’s still even at the bar.”
Suddenly, I feel relieved, Tom would have left the bar by now and Harry won’t have a possible assault charge on his hands.
-
Harry’s P.O.V
“ Harry can we please go home, this is ridiculous” Zayn whines like a child. I roll my eyes angrily, it’s dark and we can hardly see each other.
“He’s not here, we would’ve seen him by now” Louis adds to the complaining.
“We have your back through anything mate you know that but this is getting out of hands” Niall’s hand becomes present on my shoulder, I shrug it off.
“Liam just texted me, Nina is upset and really wants you home” Louis skims his finger over the phone.
I groan, I want to be home with Nina, but I’m so angry it’s taking over all the happy feelings.
“I can’t just let him think trying to kiss my girlfriend is okay” I finally respond.
“So trying to find him at 4 in the morning isn’t the right thing to do” Louis shouts at me, attempting to get it through my head I assume.
“ I can’t deal with all the attention she gets from other guys” I arch my neck back
“Well you’re the only one getting her attention so why does any of that matter” Zayn reasons with me I frown.
“If the paps see us we’re screwed, can we go please” Louis looks dead serious at me. I nod “Okay lets go”
Nina’s P.O.V
I stride into my walk in closet and skim my eyes over the garments hanging on the hanger, I debate putting on a full pajama out fit, but I’ll be way too hot. I lace my fingers over the seam of Harry’s black tee shirt, I take it off the hanger and slip it over my nude body, the fabric is soft. I search for a pair of boy short underwear, I find a turquoise blue pair and pull them on.
“Are they home yet?” I poke my head out of the bedroom door at Liam, who is comfortably sitting on the couch, slouched with his ankle over his knee, watching some sort of program on TV I can’t make out the name.
He lets out a roaring yawn and stretches like a black cat on Halloween “No, not yet”
“You can sleep in Tia’s bed if you’re tired” I offer, he shakes his head “The lads will probably want to go back to the hotel”
I frown and look at the clock it’s almost five in the morning I feel the tears breaking through the barrier I’ve put up all night.
Liam turns his head “ Go to sleep Nina, they’ll be home soon” He smiles at me kindly. I nod quickly and vanish back through the doorway, I shut it and make my way over to the bed. My body accepts the comfort greatly and I can feel myself drifting off almost instantly.
Quietly I let the tears slip out one by one silently, I sob into my pillow.
I hear the door creak open. “Shit” I someone mutters after a loud bang is heard.
“Harry?” My voice cracks from the tears, through the darkness I can see his silhouette, moving closer to me.
“Nina” He whispers, climbing into bed with me.
I sniffle and the tears start pouring out
“Are you crying?” He sounds broken, hurt.
“ Oh baby please don’t cry” Swiftly, he grabs my waist pulling me close to him, and buries his head into the gap between my shoulder and neck.
“You scared me” I wrap my arms around him tightly.
“Please stop crying, I can’t bear it” He plants small warm kisses on my collarbone.
“I didn’t know if you were going to come back” I take a sharp breath, repercussion from all the crying.
“I’m here, love. I’m here, and I’m not going anywhere” He whispers sincerely
“Don’t ever do that again” I say, trying to keep my voice tone hard.
“I’m so sorry Nina” I tangle my hands up into his curls.
“I’m yours Harry, all yours” I say with a seductive edge.
I hear his smile through the darkness “You’re tired baby, I’m tired” he yawns.
With a few swift movements he removes his pants and shirt so he’s only wearing his boxers.
He pulls the duvet over us and re wraps his arms around me.
“I love you Harry” I mumble
“I love you too” He presses his lips against mine and quickly removes them. I pout.
“We’re tired, love. Go to sleep”
“Louis, Zayn, Niall, come with me” He demands, they look at him confused
“Don’t ask questions just come” Niall puts his hands up and they all stand
“Liam stay with Nina, make sure she doesn’t leave this apartment”
He nods rapidly.
“Where are we going?” Louis yawns and runs his hands through his hair.
“Just come” Harry presumes on with demands.
“Harr-“ I start but he cuts me off
“Stop Nina” He snarls, narrowing his eyes at me.
I want to fight back, I want to yell at him and tell him how unreasonable he is being, that he’s over reacting that all of this is stupid and I want to go to bed with him and cuddle. The lump in my throat and knowing if I fight back things will get worse prevent me from doing so. I close my partially opened mouth, put my hands together at my belly button and step back.
This surprises him, as the rest of the group. His eyes widen and his look seems to soften slightly, still, anger rushes through him like a river, it’s the worst I’ve ever seen.
“Lets go” He turns away from me, Louis, Zayn and Niall follow him to and out the door.
I take a huge breath in, trying to steady the tears coming on.
“Nina?, are you alright?” I hear Liam’s sympathetic voice coming from the other room.
I cough, to make it seem like I was okay. “ Yes I’m fine” My voice cracks on the last word and instantly Liam appears in the archway.
“Could you tell me what happened” He asks me like I’m in a psychiatric office.
“After the house when you left” He adds
“I went to a bar, Tom was there, we drank, he tried to kiss me and then I left” I say simply
His looks says puzzled “That’s it?”
“Yes” I say breathy “That is all that happened”
“So I’m assuming Harry is mad about three things, 1, that you ran away from him, 2, that you ran away from him and got drunk, didn’t answer your phone or nothing, and three, that Tom tried to kiss you” He looks quizzical.
I narrow my eyes at him “ That’s like 6 things Liam”
His look softens and a laugh rises through him “He really loves you”
I smile fondly at Liam’s comment “I know, I love him too, I just want him home with me”
“What do you think they’ll do?” I’m frightened to hear the response.
“Harry will probably talk some shit to Tom, if he’s still even at the bar.”
Suddenly, I feel relieved, Tom would have left the bar by now and Harry won’t have a possible assault charge on his hands.
-
Harry’s P.O.V
“ Harry can we please go home, this is ridiculous” Zayn whines like a child. I roll my eyes angrily, it’s dark and we can hardly see each other.
“He’s not here, we would’ve seen him by now” Louis adds to the complaining.
“We have your back through anything mate you know that but this is getting out of hands” Niall’s hand becomes present on my shoulder, I shrug it off.
“Liam just texted me, Nina is upset and really wants you home” Louis skims his finger over the phone.
I groan, I want to be home with Nina, but I’m so angry it’s taking over all the happy feelings.
“I can’t just let him think trying to kiss my girlfriend is okay” I finally respond.
“So trying to find him at 4 in the morning isn’t the right thing to do” Louis shouts at me, attempting to get it through my head I assume.
“ I can’t deal with all the attention she gets from other guys” I arch my neck back
“Well you’re the only one getting her attention so why does any of that matter” Zayn reasons with me I frown.
“If the paps see us we’re screwed, can we go please” Louis looks dead serious at me. I nod “Okay lets go”
Nina’s P.O.V
I stride into my walk in closet and skim my eyes over the garments hanging on the hanger, I debate putting on a full pajama out fit, but I’ll be way too hot. I lace my fingers over the seam of Harry’s black tee shirt, I take it off the hanger and slip it over my nude body, the fabric is soft. I search for a pair of boy short underwear, I find a turquoise blue pair and pull them on.
“Are they home yet?” I poke my head out of the bedroom door at Liam, who is comfortably sitting on the couch, slouched with his ankle over his knee, watching some sort of program on TV I can’t make out the name.
He lets out a roaring yawn and stretches like a black cat on Halloween “No, not yet”
“You can sleep in Tia’s bed if you’re tired” I offer, he shakes his head “The lads will probably want to go back to the hotel”
I frown and look at the clock it’s almost five in the morning I feel the tears breaking through the barrier I’ve put up all night.
Liam turns his head “ Go to sleep Nina, they’ll be home soon” He smiles at me kindly. I nod quickly and vanish back through the doorway, I shut it and make my way over to the bed. My body accepts the comfort greatly and I can feel myself drifting off almost instantly.
Quietly I let the tears slip out one by one silently, I sob into my pillow.
I hear the door creak open. “Shit” I someone mutters after a loud bang is heard.
“Harry?” My voice cracks from the tears, through the darkness I can see his silhouette, moving closer to me.
“Nina” He whispers, climbing into bed with me.
I sniffle and the tears start pouring out
“Are you crying?” He sounds broken, hurt.
“ Oh baby please don’t cry” Swiftly, he grabs my waist pulling me close to him, and buries his head into the gap between my shoulder and neck.
“You scared me” I wrap my arms around him tightly.
“Please stop crying, I can’t bear it” He plants small warm kisses on my collarbone.
“I didn’t know if you were going to come back” I take a sharp breath, repercussion from all the crying.
“I’m here, love. I’m here, and I’m not going anywhere” He whispers sincerely
“Don’t ever do that again” I say, trying to keep my voice tone hard.
“I’m so sorry Nina” I tangle my hands up into his curls.
“I’m yours Harry, all yours” I say with a seductive edge.
I hear his smile through the darkness “You’re tired baby, I’m tired” he yawns.
With a few swift movements he removes his pants and shirt so he’s only wearing his boxers.
He pulls the duvet over us and re wraps his arms around me.
“I love you Harry” I mumble
“I love you too” He presses his lips against mine and quickly removes them. I pout.
“We’re tired, love. Go to sleep”
@march5th
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2/22/16