Breathe
Realization Part 2
3 days later
There’s a women in the distance, only thing visible is her silhouette, slowly she walks away from the small child sitting on the sand and floats into the distance, hovering over the sea.
“ Nina” A pair of hands set firmly on my shoulders shakes me awake. I gasp and sit foreword. I take three sharp breaths and look up to Harry through the darkness.
“ You were having a nightmare,” he explains
I say nothing, I swallow to keep the tears from rising again, I’ve cried too much lately.
I lay back down Harry follows. He turns towards me, running his hand over my cheek. Slowly I move closer to him curling my body to fit with his, our legs intertwine. He moves his hands around my waist pulling me closer and closer.
“ I love you,” I mumble quietly against his bare chest
“ I love you too” He kisses my forehead
“ Harry?” I look up
“ Yes love?”
“ What time is it?”
“ Um” He shifts “ 2:06” he yawns
“ Perfect” I grin and flip my self over him so my legs are on each side of him
“ What are you doing?” He says, voice raspy. I connect my mouth with his neck and kiss gently.
He lets out a small moan and moves his hands along my body.
“ I want you,” I whisper in his ear
I feel his chest rise before he takes my shirt over my head, mimicking the same task on him self; he cups my breast and his lips smash onto mine.
“ Nina” He mumbles against my lips as I slip off his boxers and my panties.
I feel him move himself to my center, slowly he uses hand to align it, and gently he pushes in his first few inches.
“ Harry” I call out. Quickly he takes himself out of me. I look up at him confused “ Why did you do that?” He doesn’t answer just re inserts himself, this time all of him.
“ Nina” He grumbles as he moves in and out of me fast.
“ Fuck Harry don’t stop” I throw my arms around his neck and grasp his back, digging my fingernails in.
“ Shit Nina” He calls out, voice deep and raspy.
“ Harder Harry please” I beg him; his lips crash onto mine and his tongue pries my mouth apart to explore.
---
The sunlight pierces through my curtains and hits my eyes unwelcomingly.
I grumble and turn over to be met with the back of Harry
“ What time is it?” I shoot myself upright
I hear him grumble into his pillow. “ 9:05”
“ I have to get up” I stand
“ What why?” He turns over to face me and asks me sleepily
“ I have soccer at 9:30” I walk into my closet and slip my shorts on; grabbing my shin guards and cleats throwing them into a bag.
He steps out of bed abruptly and stretches his back like a cat.
“ What are you doing?”
“ We’re going to soccer” He shrugs and slips his pants on
“ You don’t have to come with me-“ He interrupts me by placing his two fingers on my chin tilting it upright and kissing me softly three times.
“I want to come see you play”
-
I rush past three defenders to capture the rotating ball, I cross them and kick it up to Abby our left wing.
“ Good effort Nina!” Luke yells at me while clapping his hands together
“ Alright three laps” He finishes off the practice.
I scan the field and notice Harry, disguised in glasses and a hat sitting across from us.
I stride over to him; a big smile grows across his face when I reach him.
“ You’re absolutely amazing” He swoops his arms around me; quickly I fidget out of his grab. He gives me a confused look
“ I need to shower” I walk past him
“ You’re coach can’t take his eyes off you” He says, tone hard.
“ Luke? He’s nice” I swallow
“ Does he know you have a boyfriend?” He snaps
“ No actually we don’t talk about our personal lives Harry,” I snap back
“ I just don’t like the way he looks at you” he mumbles
-
Tia’s P.O.V
“ So do we have everything ready?” I look up at Niall who is preoccupied with his hand in a bag of chips
“ Niall!” I shout
“ What are we doing again?” He runs his hands threw his hair.
“ We’re going to help Dani plan the baby shower do we have the magazines and list of caterers?”
“ Why are we doing all this?” his eyebrows furrow, I sigh “ Because Nina and Harry need time to themselves and we’re doing what they’d… well what Nina would be doing”
I walk over to the door; he follows behind quickly grasping the books and papers in one hand.
-
Harry’s P.O.V
We walk back into the apartment hand in hand, I notice her glance over the untouched will and packages from the detective’s visit. She lets go of my hand and turns the sink on for a glass of water.
“ Nina” I caution
She smiles “ What babe?”
“ We need to talk about this” I look over to the coffee table in the living room, she hasn’t gone near it for 4 days.
Her face falls into sadness and I regret what I said.
“ There’s nothing to talk about”
“ You’ve been walking around like nothing’s wrong when I know it’s a lie” I say softly
“ There’s nothing to talk about Harry, I’m fine,” She says firmly but I know it’s the farthest thing from the truth.
“ No, you’re not fine so don’t lie to me and say you are” I grab her arms to stop her from walking around the kitchen, pulling her focus into the conversation.
Her eyes widen “ I’m dealing with it”
“ Talk to me, you haven’t mentioned anything about what happened, yet you cry every night” I whisper
She takes a deep breath; I can see the panic rising through her face.
“ You need to learn to communicate and tell me how you feel love” I cup her face and she averts her eyes
“ I’m sorry” Is all she manages
“ I don’t want to talk about it yet” I see the first tear fall I quickly swipe it away and cradle her head into my chest.
“ I’m sorry love, please don’t cry” I coo her gently stroking her cheek.
We stay like this for a few moments before being interrupted by a loud ring.
She walks over to the small table and answers her phone…
“ This is she” I hear her say shaky
Then suddenly she turns, her hand shoots to cover her open mouth, eye’s wide and alert, dropping the glass of water onto the floor shattering into a million pieces.
There’s a women in the distance, only thing visible is her silhouette, slowly she walks away from the small child sitting on the sand and floats into the distance, hovering over the sea.
“ Momma” The small child calls out “ Momma where are you” she screams bursting out into tears, then a man walks forward following the woman, the small child grabs hold of the mans leg but he pulls though her grip. The man too stands beside the women hovering over the sea.
“ Daddy” pause “ Daddy come back,” her petite voice shouts “ Momma, Daddy don’t leave me”
“ Nina” A pair of hands set firmly on my shoulders shakes me awake. I gasp and sit foreword. I take three sharp breaths and look up to Harry through the darkness.
“ You were having a nightmare,” he explains
I say nothing, I swallow to keep the tears from rising again, I’ve cried too much lately.
I lay back down Harry follows. He turns towards me, running his hand over my cheek. Slowly I move closer to him curling my body to fit with his, our legs intertwine. He moves his hands around my waist pulling me closer and closer.
“ I love you,” I mumble quietly against his bare chest
“ I love you too” He kisses my forehead
“ Harry?” I look up
“ Yes love?”
“ What time is it?”
“ Um” He shifts “ 2:06” he yawns
“ Perfect” I grin and flip my self over him so my legs are on each side of him
“ What are you doing?” He says, voice raspy. I connect my mouth with his neck and kiss gently.
He lets out a small moan and moves his hands along my body.
“ I want you,” I whisper in his ear
I feel his chest rise before he takes my shirt over my head, mimicking the same task on him self; he cups my breast and his lips smash onto mine.
“ Nina” He mumbles against my lips as I slip off his boxers and my panties.
I feel him move himself to my center, slowly he uses hand to align it, and gently he pushes in his first few inches.
“ Harry” I call out. Quickly he takes himself out of me. I look up at him confused “ Why did you do that?” He doesn’t answer just re inserts himself, this time all of him.
“ Nina” He grumbles as he moves in and out of me fast.
“ Fuck Harry don’t stop” I throw my arms around his neck and grasp his back, digging my fingernails in.
“ Shit Nina” He calls out, voice deep and raspy.
“ Harder Harry please” I beg him; his lips crash onto mine and his tongue pries my mouth apart to explore.
---
The sunlight pierces through my curtains and hits my eyes unwelcomingly.
I grumble and turn over to be met with the back of Harry
“ What time is it?” I shoot myself upright
I hear him grumble into his pillow. “ 9:05”
“ I have to get up” I stand
“ What why?” He turns over to face me and asks me sleepily
“ I have soccer at 9:30” I walk into my closet and slip my shorts on; grabbing my shin guards and cleats throwing them into a bag.
He steps out of bed abruptly and stretches his back like a cat.
“ What are you doing?”
“ We’re going to soccer” He shrugs and slips his pants on
“ You don’t have to come with me-“ He interrupts me by placing his two fingers on my chin tilting it upright and kissing me softly three times.
“I want to come see you play”
-
I rush past three defenders to capture the rotating ball, I cross them and kick it up to Abby our left wing.
“ Good effort Nina!” Luke yells at me while clapping his hands together
“ Alright three laps” He finishes off the practice.
I scan the field and notice Harry, disguised in glasses and a hat sitting across from us.
I stride over to him; a big smile grows across his face when I reach him.
“ You’re absolutely amazing” He swoops his arms around me; quickly I fidget out of his grab. He gives me a confused look
“ I need to shower” I walk past him
“ You’re coach can’t take his eyes off you” He says, tone hard.
“ Luke? He’s nice” I swallow
“ Does he know you have a boyfriend?” He snaps
“ No actually we don’t talk about our personal lives Harry,” I snap back
“ I just don’t like the way he looks at you” he mumbles
-
Tia’s P.O.V
“ So do we have everything ready?” I look up at Niall who is preoccupied with his hand in a bag of chips
“ Niall!” I shout
“ What are we doing again?” He runs his hands threw his hair.
“ We’re going to help Dani plan the baby shower do we have the magazines and list of caterers?”
“ Why are we doing all this?” his eyebrows furrow, I sigh “ Because Nina and Harry need time to themselves and we’re doing what they’d… well what Nina would be doing”
I walk over to the door; he follows behind quickly grasping the books and papers in one hand.
-
Harry’s P.O.V
We walk back into the apartment hand in hand, I notice her glance over the untouched will and packages from the detective’s visit. She lets go of my hand and turns the sink on for a glass of water.
“ Nina” I caution
She smiles “ What babe?”
“ We need to talk about this” I look over to the coffee table in the living room, she hasn’t gone near it for 4 days.
Her face falls into sadness and I regret what I said.
“ There’s nothing to talk about”
“ You’ve been walking around like nothing’s wrong when I know it’s a lie” I say softly
“ There’s nothing to talk about Harry, I’m fine,” She says firmly but I know it’s the farthest thing from the truth.
“ No, you’re not fine so don’t lie to me and say you are” I grab her arms to stop her from walking around the kitchen, pulling her focus into the conversation.
Her eyes widen “ I’m dealing with it”
“ Talk to me, you haven’t mentioned anything about what happened, yet you cry every night” I whisper
She takes a deep breath; I can see the panic rising through her face.
“ You need to learn to communicate and tell me how you feel love” I cup her face and she averts her eyes
“ I’m sorry” Is all she manages
“ I don’t want to talk about it yet” I see the first tear fall I quickly swipe it away and cradle her head into my chest.
“ I’m sorry love, please don’t cry” I coo her gently stroking her cheek.
We stay like this for a few moments before being interrupted by a loud ring.
She walks over to the small table and answers her phone…
“ This is she” I hear her say shaky
Then suddenly she turns, her hand shoots to cover her open mouth, eye’s wide and alert, dropping the glass of water onto the floor shattering into a million pieces.
Notes
CLIIIFF HANNNGERRRSorry for the late late late update, I've had boyfriend/school drama and it's been a tough week !
comment.rate.subscribe <3
I'm so excited for the next chapter, lots of drama.
@march5th
Please update again pwease!
2/22/16