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Breathe

Birthday Part Two


I stare at his back as it moves further and further away from me, “ I’m sorry baby” I whisper under my breath as I hear a door close. I feel them coming, tears, running along my face and off my chin. I sniffle and glance around the room… clothes… where are my clothes.

I find my shirt and shorts crumpled up under the coffee table, that’s all I need. I disregard my panties and bra and throw on the shirt and shorts. I walk to the door but before leaving I look back, maybe I’m looking for Harry to beg me to stay and tell me everything’s going to be alright, I know that isn’t going to happen, I pushed him away like I push away everyone else that wants to be close to me. I close my eyes briefly, open the door and step out.

I glance around helplessly, I don’t want to be alone yet here I am completely alone and freezing cold at 2 in the morning. I take out my phone and dial Tia.

Ring….Ring…Ring…

“ Hi you’ve reached Tia Jones, please leave a message after the beep!”

“Shit” I mutter.

I walk down the long narrow hallway and take a few turns before I reach Nialls door. I pause and take a deep breath before knocking three times. I hear rustling from inside the door.

“ Stop walking away from me Nina” Harrys deep voice haunts me in the back of my head. I cringe.

I hear a click and the door swings open.

“ Nina?” Niall looks at me, dazed, eyes red from just waking up and hair scruffy and messy.

“ Can I talk to Tia” My voice cracks and the tears renew. His eyes widen and quickly he gestures me in.

“ Tia” Niall shouts nervously

“ Wha-“ She walks in annoyed, appearance same as Nialls. Her face changes at instant though when she sees me, tears streaming down my face.

“ Nina what happened” She rushes to my side and it all becomes too real. As she wraps her arms around me I break down into a thousand pieces mixed with tears and sobs.

“ Talk to me Nina”

“ I ca- I cant Tia” I sniffle, ready for the dry heaves to kick in “ It hurts so much” water pours out of my eyes as Tia struggles to hold me up. We slide onto the floor and I throw my arms around her, crying loudly.

I can see Niall from the corner of my eye, he runs his hands though his hare and glares down at us, concern, fear and hints of worry make up his face and accent into his eyes.

“ Tell me what happened” Tia tries once more to get me to talk

“ Nina breath, you need to calm down” she runs her hands along my cheeks.

I nod, shaking the tears onto the floor, I take three shaky deep breaths.

I open my mouth to start, but I don’t know where.

“ He kissed her, he fucking kissed her and I didn’t expect it to hurt me as much as it did” I ramble on the thoughts floating around in my mind

“ It’s just a kiss” I whisper “ I know its just a kiss but it hurt like it was more”

Tia studies me, like a therapist.

“ And now I don’t know if I can let him back in Tia I don’t know If I can give him another chance” I talk fast, attempting to keep the tears under control and failing miserably.

“ I look at him and all I feel is angry and hurt” My voice sounds like I’ve swallowed shards of glass from all the crying

“ It’s not the same anymore, kissing him, talking to him, being with him, everything’s changed” Fear evident in my every word, a fresh set of tears appear.

“ Do you love him?” Tia asks

I pause for a moment and stare up. Do I love him? I tell myself I do, but do I actually. I remember the way we felt when we first met, how inseparable we were and how many feelings we had. It’s not when we first met anymore and I don’t think we’ll ever be like that again.

“ I don- I don’t know” I breath, my voice barley audible.

“ It’s a yes or no question”

“ Yes I do, I think I do, I don’t know and that’s what’s scaring me Tia, he was all I could think about two weeks ago and all I wanted”

“ I think you just answered your own question” She whispers, giving me a small smile.

You don’t think you love someone, you do or you don’t. Two weeks ago he was all I thought about but is he still now? He was all I wanted, do I still want him? Tia’s words make sense to me.

“ I need to, I need to go Tia” I stand abruptly

“ Where?”

“ Back home, I don’t belong here”

“ You promised Harry you’d come to his party, stay here tonight, we’ll figure this out in the morning” She grabs my arm and I produce a small yawn.

“ Niall?” Tia turns her head

“ Yea?” He comes forth from his hiding place in the kitchen

“Nina is staying with us”

“Finally!, you can take the first bedroom on the right” He gives me an understanding smile. I try to curl my lips into a smile but I cant get myself to. I nod and walk into the bedroom.

“ Do you want pajamas?” Tia asks caringly, I shake my head unresponsively and close the door.

--

Harry’s P.O.V

“ Wake up birthday boy!” I hear Louis yell before what feels like a thousand pound weight falls on my back, I turn to see all my band mates piled on top of me.

“ Get off” I state

“ You slept in its almost 2” Zayn informs me, I glance over at my clock, shit he’s right.

“ Now get up or I’m getting a bucket full of water” Niall threatens

“ I’ll help!” Louis gives him an encouraging high five. I notice Tia standing in the doorway. A tingling feeling runs up the back of my neck… is Nina here…

“ You got 10 minutes Styles!” Liam says before the group leaves the room.

Tia doesn’t though, she stands in the doorway leaning on the frame, staring at me, studying me.

She narrows her eyes at me. I clear my throat “ Did Nina make it to the hotel?” She shakes her head and my stomach drops. “ Wh-Where is she?” I stand abruptly, I can feel my body start to heat up and my mouth goes dry at the thought of Nina hurt.

“ She stayed with Niall and I last night” She informs me quietly

“ Oh thank god” I sit back down and run my hand along my forehead.

“ She came up, balling her eyes out, she broke down crying right in front of me” her tone is cold, harsh.

“ Tia I’m trying for her, I’m trying as hard as I can”

“ Stop trying Harry” I’m taken back by her words

“ What do you mean stop trying? I love her”

“ She wants space, she needs it, so back off from her for a while, let her work things out”

“ I’m scared” I breath

“ Of what?” she crosses her arms and walks forwards.

“ Do you see how many guys want her?, I’m scared if I let go that she’ll meet someone better and forget about me” I bow my head as I feel the water form on my eyes.

“ You need to let her go, give her time and see if she comes back”

I nod, not cause I agree but cause I want her to stop talking “ Alright thank you”

She smiles largely at me before leaving my room.

I glace down at the floor and frown.

There was no way in hell I was ever going to let Nina go.

Notes

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Harrys birthday will be 3 parts.

I'm so excited for the next chapter.

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Comments

@march5th
Please update again pwease!

@sav4sav
I really want the story to update

Stupid Simon, I hate him and Sarah, shes making her think he doesn't want her :(
When are you going to update?

I love it I love it I love it
☺☺☺☺☺

Oh my I am addicted to this story. Guys is there like a sequal. I am not trying to rush but this hasn't updated in 2 months. I am afraid because this is the best story ever. I thought it was gonna end with Dominic coming back and . killing them. Anyway, love the story.