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Breathe

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“Harry!” I hear Louis and spin around instantly. Shit… Shit…. Shit…

As soon as I turn away Amy darts to the door. I run my hand through my hair pulling at strands in hopes it brings some sense into my head. What did I just do…

--

I sit back in the limo and take three deep breaths. Each band mate is giving me worried looks.

“I know what I did okay” I answer their faces

“ Are you going to tell Nina?” Liam utters disappointingly

I nod, “ I have to, I just don’t know how”

“ Do you want one of us to tell her?” Zayn suggests, I shake my head

“ No, I’ll do it” I arch my head back on the seat and close my eyes momentarily.

“ You better tell her before the tabloids do” Louis says raising his voice slightly.

“ Yeah and the way all those people were taking pictures I wouldn’t be surprised if we woke up tomorrow and you were all over the media” Zayn eyes flash with concern, not just for me, but for Nina to. He knows how much this is going to hurt her; I know how much this is going to hurt her we all do.

“ Niall’s there” My head snaps up as I remember the phone call.

“ So?” Liam’s face swirls into confusion

“ If I tell her tonight, I’m scared she’ll take comfort with him” I was being honest. If I tell her tonight that gives Niall a straight path to her, she’ll be upset and she’ll need more than Tia. I sigh at my realization and a horrible feeling makes its way in my stomach, a mixture of guilt, regret, anger, and sadness. It tears through me like a tsunami.

The group falls silent for the rest of the ride home.

--




Nina’s P.O.V

“ We’ll figure this out tomorrow okay” I stand in between Niall and Tia who have been arguing at each other for twenty minutes, Tia obviously defending Harry and I, where as Niall has it made up in his head that Harry isn’t good for me.

“ Niall, Harry is one of your closest friends, your band mate. I don’t understand how you could do this with out telling him” I speak kindly to him, not because I agree with what he’s done, but because I don’t like arguing, I’ve had so much of it lately with Harry that I find no purpose in it here.

“ He’s not my keeper, he doesn’t need to know what I do all the time” He averts his eyes from mine, I suspect because Tia and I are interrogating him like a petulant child.

“ Where are you staying?” I look around the apartment to see he’s brought no luggage or bag with him

“ The Pierre Hotel” A silent sigh of relief goes through my throat. I’m relived he’s not staying here. Tia also seems to have relaxed a bit she’s not standing as stiff as a brick anymore.

“ It’s getting late, I’m going to bed, night Tia, Night Niall” I wave as I exit the living room.

The moment I get into my bedroom I change into pajamas (http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=80142505) and remove any make up present on my face, I scroll through my phone as I brush my teeth. Harry hasn’t called or made an effort to text me. I spit the toothpaste out and swallow the lump of sadness forming in my throat with a gulp of water.





Niall’s P.O.V

After Nina left, Tia and I spent 10 minutes sitting in silence. I could tell she was wanted me to leave. She sat across from me, back straight, hands neatly folded over each other on her lap, her face was emotionless, she looks as if she’s in a Military School and if she doesn’t keep her posture she’s going to be disciplined. I could feel her getting uncomfortable under my gaze but I couldn’t help it. How could one person remain so still for such a long period of time? I could see how odd I’d look to her in this situation – hell I know it was wrong of me to come here, but I just couldn’t keep away. I’m slumped over with my forearms on my higher thigh, mouth parted slightly at the amusement of her silence. I clear my throat; she blinks and looks in my direction.

“ Tell me about Nina” I ask her politely, she smiles fondly when I say Nina’s name.

“ You want to know about Nina?” She says harshly, my face goes crimson, she was still mad that I was here. I ignore her rudeness and nod. “ Yes”

“ Nina is an amazing person that bad things happen to, she lost her parents when she was young, her grandparents treated her like garbage, all her relatives keep distance from her since my parents adopted her cause they feel she’s not part of the family anymore. She’s very smart; she’s always known what to do and what to say. She’s shy and likes to keep to herself; she doesn’t like sharing things with people. She doesn’t like to let new people in, It surprised me how quickly Harry became apart of her life, she’s never accepted a person like that before, even with Tom, it took her 9 months to become his girlfriend and even still she kept him at distance. She doesn’t let them in because she doesn’t know how long they will be in her life for. She lost the two most important people in her world; she hasn’t been the same since. Now Harrys in her life and she’s finally happy again, she’s finally opening up to my parents, it’s taken her 6 years. It’s cause of Harry and Niall so help me if you do anything to ruin Nina, ruin Harry. We’re going to have a huge, huge, issue with each other”

My eyes widen as she finishes her speech. She glares at me, burning holes in my head. I take a sharp intake of breath and stand.

“Goodnight Tia” I speak quietly. Wounded from such harsh disapproval. I notice her eyes soften as she gets up to walk me to the door.

“ Goodnight Niall” She produces a small tight smile before closing the door behind me.

-----

Nina’s P.O.V

The sunlight hits my eyes and I feel them warming up, I sit up sleepily and stretch my arms, slightly arching my back. I glance over at the clock, 10:43am; thankfully today I don’t have classes. I struggle out of bed and make my way into the kitchen, I see Niall sitting at the breakfast bar and Tia serving him breakfast. She has a gitty smile plastered on her face, one I haven’t seen since she dated Josh back in 12th grade. I look over at Niall, although his mouth is full of food, I see a slight blush.

“ Hey guys” I talk nervously walking around the table to the refrigerator. Suddenly I feel like a third wheel.

“ You’re up early” I direct my comment to Tia sarcastically since she’s usually in bed till noon.

She dismisses my observation “ What are you doing today?” She looks over

“ I have to get Harry a birthday present” I rub my neck and my stance gets uncomfortable at the thought of him still cross with me.

“ When’s his birthday?” She narrows his eyes

“ It’s on Friday” Which only gives me three days to figure out my gift and how I’m going to give it to him. I turn to Niall.

“ Do you have Gemma’s phone number?” I raise an eyebrow, he swallows his mouth full of bacon and egg and nods.

“ Can I have it?” He takes out his phone and reads out a number, which I quickly program into mine.

--
The phone rang for what seemed to be hours before anyone picked up

“ Hello?” a slightly familiar voice talks

“ Hi Gemma, this is Nina, Harrys friend” Shit, I’m his girlfriend not his friend.

“ Oh yes I remember meeting you” She speaks kindly

“ Harry’s birthday is on Friday and I’m not sure what to get him” I admit, slightly embarrassed.

“Harry’s very difficult to shop for since he has everything, I wouldn’t get him clothes or watches or Jewelry” She speaks like how a sister would, she know practically everything about him.

“ Get him something memorable” I can hear her smile on the other end of the phone. I pause and I know exactly what I’m going to get him.

“ Thanks Gemma”

“ Are you coming up to London for the party?” She gasps, “ You should come up and we’ll surprise Harry! Like you’re one of his birthday presents” Her excitement hurts me to deny

“ I’ll see what I can do, I would really like to come up”

--

I walk out of the room and notice Tia and Niall putting their shoes on by the door. My eyebrows wrinkle.

“ Where are you two going?”

“ For lunch, Nialls never seen the Statue of Liberty, and you’re going to be busy looking for Harrys gift” She says bent over zipping up her boot.

Harrys P.O.V

“ Have you told her yet?” Louis grills me as soon as we exit the interview; I shake my head, his face drops.

“ She’s or Tia or Niall or her family, someone’s going to see a magazine Harry,” He scolds me and I frown “ I know, I know” I put my hands up in defeat.

“ I’ll call her tonight” I say to please him although she’s probably still upset at the way I acted last night… I sigh.

Nina’s P.O.V

“ Thank you” I smile at the kind man behind the cash register. He hands me my purchase; Harrys gift. I smile and check it off my to do list in my mind.

I’m walking down Broadway Ave when something in the vendor of a man selling magazines and candy catches my eye.

My hand abruptly makes its way to my open mouth as I feel a blockage in my airway from the lump forming, I struggle to swallow it down but it does nothing but make my breathing harder and shallow. I pick up the magazine and read it emotionless. Tears spill over my eyes and run down my cheeks leaving a burning trail. With each word I read I feel pressure form on my chest, an agonizing pain seer though my heart. I felt like I was drowning.

Notes

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Comments

@march5th
Please update again pwease!

@sav4sav
I really want the story to update

Stupid Simon, I hate him and Sarah, shes making her think he doesn't want her :(
When are you going to update?

I love it I love it I love it
☺☺☺☺☺

Oh my I am addicted to this story. Guys is there like a sequal. I am not trying to rush but this hasn't updated in 2 months. I am afraid because this is the best story ever. I thought it was gonna end with Dominic coming back and . killing them. Anyway, love the story.