Breathe
Could Be The One
I stand there, frozen, my body starts to heat up. I blink twice and swallow.
“ Say something” He whispers, I register what has just happened in my head, Niall said he loves me.
“ We should get back to the group” I rush over to the till and pay for the waters.
I replay what just happened in my mind over and over again, Nialls voice saying I love you ringing in my every thought. I cringe.
“ I know you don’t feel the same” He speaks sadly
“ I love Harry, Niall I’m so sorry” My voice is barley a whisper
“ He doesn’t deserve you” Niall says annoyed
“ Why do you say that?” I tilt my head, and re adjust the three waters that are sitting uncomfortably in my hand.
“ I could treat you so much better” I steps closer to me and I step back.
“ Lets go back” I say before walking towards the door quickly
“ I’m going to try my hardest for you” He says loudly
“ Shhhhh” I slap his arm and continue walking ahead of him
“ Niall, I’m with Harry and if you do anything to ruin that I will never speak to you again” I warn him and he puts both his hands up as in defeat
“ Can I hug you?” He stretches his arms out, I roll my eyes before wrapping one arm around his neck as his arms go around my waist, gently squeezing me. I remove my arm to notice him still hugging me. I try to step backward but am met with resistance.
“ Sorry” His face goes red as he lets go of me, I look at the floor and smile before continuing the walk to Dani’s room. Niall lurked behind me quietly.
“ Took you guys long enough” Louis huffs as I enter the room, I can feel awkwardness hit me as soon as Niall joins us, shyly I hand Liam a bottle of water and he thanks me silently. I notice Dani out of bed.
“ We can leave, we were just waiting for you guys” She informs me, I nod and walk to stand beside Harry, he looks down at me confused as I avoid his eye contact.
“ What took you guys so long?” Zayn crosses his arms
“ Yeah and Niall weren’t you getting food” El turns and looks over to Niall who stares impassively at me, I notice Harry glancing between him and I – shit.
“ What was the hold up?” Liam asks annoyed with us not responding. Niall opens his mouth to talk
“ Fans” I quickly say before he has the chance to speak, the group visibly relaxes.
---
“ What’s wrong” Harry frowns as he gets into the drivers seat of the car. I shake my head as he sets off towards the complex
“Nothing” Maybe I should tell him Nialls in love with me now while we’re in the confined space of his car.
“ Is everything okay back in New York” He continues to probe
“ Yes. Fine. Thanks”
“ Nina what’s wrong” His tone is more forceful, I shift uncomfortably in my seat.
“ I was just really worried about Dani that’s all” I give him a weak smile. He relaxes, clearly relieved with my response.
“ I want to take you out tonight, for our two month date and our one month, since we never got to do anything” He smiles as he talks
“ Oh, okay” I mutter quickly and he flashes me a look. He shakes his head in frustration his lips press into a hard line but he says nothing. We pull up to the complex and Harry leaves the car to open my door, I step out of the car and am caught in his gaze, I blink and break the eye contact quickly. I rush past him and enter the building, I walk down the hallway and knock on Harrys apartment door, not wanting to wait for Harry to come open it with his key. El answers and relief runs through me.
I stride past El and stop “ Can I talk to you?” I ask shyly and take three steps closer to the bedroom hallway, she looks quizzically at me before following me into Harrys bedroom.
“ Please tell me you’re not pregnant” She asks hesitantly as she closes the door. I give her an are-you-kidding-me look and shake my head. “ Oh thank god” She says relieved
I take a deep breath “ Niall told me he’s in love with me”, her mouth drops open.
“ Have you told Harry?” She asks shocked, I shake my head
“ I don’t know if I should, Niall said he’s going to try his hardest for me” I glance towards the window nervously, I hear El’s intake of breath
“ You need to tell Harry” She scolds me, I widen my eyes
“ I know, we’re going on a date tonight, I’ll tell him then” I reassure her, she nods and sits beside me on the bed. “ This sucks” I nod and the door swings open. “ Well I’ll see you later” She pats her thighs before getting up and leaving the room
Harry glides towards me, “ Why did you run off” his tone artic. I dismiss his question quickly
“ Lets have a nap babe” I say yawning and his look softens, I crawl up the bed and lay my head on the pillows, I hear shuffling behind me before the bed shifts to Harrys weight. He pulls me into his chest and I turn in his arms. I relax and he puts his forehead against mine. Our legs intertwine with each other like vines and I hear him smile. I look up at him, and he parts his lips taking a deep breath, I blink and he smashes his mouth onto mine, I groan as his tongue explores my mouth, I feel something pressure into my lower thigh and giggle. Harry moves and I end up underneath him, I lift my head up and my lips meet his again, his hands travel greedily all over my body taking off any clothes he touches, I swiftly move my fingers down to the seam of his shirt and lift it over his head, then I unbutton his jeans and he slides them off, with one hand he wraps it behind my back and undoes my bra. I moan as his mouth lands on the top of my breast and his hands work his way down to remove my panties. I feel his length on my leg and bite my lower lip as he gently slides into me. He buries his head in the crook of my neck and starts to move. I arch my back and moan.
-
“ That was a nice nap” Harry says teasingly from on top of me
he glances over at the clock “ We need to get ready” he looks down at me
“ Lets shower” I suggest and wiggle underneath him, he lifts himself off me and walks towards the bathroom, I hear the shower start.
“ Are you showering first” I shout at him and I see him appear in the doorway; still naked. “ I thought we were showing together” He pouts
“ Oh” I stand up and walk towards him “ Okay” He smiles wickedly at me before leading me into the steamy bathroom, He steps into the shower, holding my hand balancing me as I join in after him. The warm water sooths my cold body. “ I’ve never showered with a girl before” Harry says masking the loudness of the water, I turn and face him. He gives me a smile revealing his perfect dimples, I turn my head and grab the body wash, I open the tab and squirt it on his chest, he chuckles and rubs it around his body, he snatches it from my hand and pours a handful on my chest, he watches the liquid run down past my breasts and onto my stomach. He moves his hand onto my navel and rubs forming small white bubbles, I help him by moving his hand in small circles, his fingers gently digging into my skin.
-
“ How should I dress?” I ask Harry while drying my hair, he shouts at me from inside his closet
“ Fancy” I hear him clear his throat. I walk out of Harry’s bathroom with a towel wrapped over my head and body, I see him sitting on the bed dressed in navy blue pants with a cream dress shirt a black bow tie and a black dress coat. “ So fancy, fancy” I walk over to him and press a small kiss on his mouth. “ Go get dressed” He swats my behind playfully and I take out http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=77422133 from my bag and retreat to the bathroom.
Harrys jaw drops open as I emerge from the room “ What?” I ask
“ You look beyond amazing” He breathes. I take three steps closer to him and his hand finds mine. He pulls me out of the room and I notice everyone’s over. Nialls eyes catch mine and I struggle out of his gaze.
“ You look beautiful” He strides over to me and I squeeze Harry’s hand, he looks down at me confused. “ What?” he mouths, I shake my head.
--
“ Where are we going?” I look out the window, we’ve been driving for 30 minutes Harry sighs and looks over at me “ You’ll see”
We pull up to a large house with three cars parked outside it, I step out with the most confused look on my face, “ I thought we were going for dinner” I latch onto Harrys arm “ We are, just making one stop” He opens the door to the house.
“ Harry!” A dark haired girl meets us as we walk in, her smile is warm and she’s quite pretty “ Gemma !” Harry mocks her tone “ Nina, this is my sister Gemma” I feel his hand press on my back leading me foreword
“ So this is Harry’s bird!, he’s never brought a girl home before” Why is she calling me a bird.. I smile shyly and shake her hand
“ Nice to meet you” I take my hand back. “ An American girl, she’s very pretty Harry” Gemma says before walking back into a room in front of us
I look up at Harry and whisper “ I’m not a bird” “ I’ll explain later love” He grabs my hand and leads me into the room Gemma went to.
“ Hi mom” Harry and I walk towards another brunette who looks exactly like Harry I smile fondly at her as she engulfs Harry in a big hug. “ This is my girlfriend Nina” Harry nudges me foreword
“ So this is the famous Nina” She pulls me into a hug.
“ Nice to meet you” I repeat the line I just said to Gemma not less than 4 minutes ago.
“ Harrys never brought home a girl before” She eyes Harry teasingly
“ You guys are very dressed up” She looks us up and down
“ We’re heading off for dinner” Harry says looking at his watch and giving me the we-need-to-go look
“ Heading off so soon?” Anne frowns, “ We’ll be back soon” Harry kisses his moms cheek. “ It was very nice meeting you” She tenderly squeezes my hand “ Hopefully next time it will be longer” I reply before walking next to Harry back into the car
--
“ They’re really nice” I answer Harrys unnerving stare, his face relaxes he breathes a smile and pulls out of the drive way.
--
We pull up to a small restaurant, with tea lights strung across the patio, it has a romantic take to it, I step out of the car look around, there are no people sitting in the outside area, Harry takes my hand leading me into the restaurant. “ Reservation for Styles” He speaks to the host.
She brings us to a romantic room laced with roses and candles, he walks over and pulls my chair, I feel my phone vibrate
From: Niall Horan
How’s the date going?
I ignore the text.
“ What’s up?” Harry asks concerned I shake my head, “ Damn it Nina will you tell me what’s wrong?” Harry sits up straight moving his water from the corner of the table, his look irritated I gaze at him “ Please. You’re driving me crazy”
I swallow and try to subdue the panic rising in my throat, I steady my breath. “ Niall told me he’s in love with me”
“ Say something” He whispers, I register what has just happened in my head, Niall said he loves me.
“ We should get back to the group” I rush over to the till and pay for the waters.
I replay what just happened in my mind over and over again, Nialls voice saying I love you ringing in my every thought. I cringe.
“ I know you don’t feel the same” He speaks sadly
“ I love Harry, Niall I’m so sorry” My voice is barley a whisper
“ He doesn’t deserve you” Niall says annoyed
“ Why do you say that?” I tilt my head, and re adjust the three waters that are sitting uncomfortably in my hand.
“ I could treat you so much better” I steps closer to me and I step back.
“ Lets go back” I say before walking towards the door quickly
“ I’m going to try my hardest for you” He says loudly
“ Shhhhh” I slap his arm and continue walking ahead of him
“ Niall, I’m with Harry and if you do anything to ruin that I will never speak to you again” I warn him and he puts both his hands up as in defeat
“ Can I hug you?” He stretches his arms out, I roll my eyes before wrapping one arm around his neck as his arms go around my waist, gently squeezing me. I remove my arm to notice him still hugging me. I try to step backward but am met with resistance.
“ Sorry” His face goes red as he lets go of me, I look at the floor and smile before continuing the walk to Dani’s room. Niall lurked behind me quietly.
“ Took you guys long enough” Louis huffs as I enter the room, I can feel awkwardness hit me as soon as Niall joins us, shyly I hand Liam a bottle of water and he thanks me silently. I notice Dani out of bed.
“ We can leave, we were just waiting for you guys” She informs me, I nod and walk to stand beside Harry, he looks down at me confused as I avoid his eye contact.
“ What took you guys so long?” Zayn crosses his arms
“ Yeah and Niall weren’t you getting food” El turns and looks over to Niall who stares impassively at me, I notice Harry glancing between him and I – shit.
“ What was the hold up?” Liam asks annoyed with us not responding. Niall opens his mouth to talk
“ Fans” I quickly say before he has the chance to speak, the group visibly relaxes.
---
“ What’s wrong” Harry frowns as he gets into the drivers seat of the car. I shake my head as he sets off towards the complex
“Nothing” Maybe I should tell him Nialls in love with me now while we’re in the confined space of his car.
“ Is everything okay back in New York” He continues to probe
“ Yes. Fine. Thanks”
“ Nina what’s wrong” His tone is more forceful, I shift uncomfortably in my seat.
“ I was just really worried about Dani that’s all” I give him a weak smile. He relaxes, clearly relieved with my response.
“ I want to take you out tonight, for our two month date and our one month, since we never got to do anything” He smiles as he talks
“ Oh, okay” I mutter quickly and he flashes me a look. He shakes his head in frustration his lips press into a hard line but he says nothing. We pull up to the complex and Harry leaves the car to open my door, I step out of the car and am caught in his gaze, I blink and break the eye contact quickly. I rush past him and enter the building, I walk down the hallway and knock on Harrys apartment door, not wanting to wait for Harry to come open it with his key. El answers and relief runs through me.
I stride past El and stop “ Can I talk to you?” I ask shyly and take three steps closer to the bedroom hallway, she looks quizzically at me before following me into Harrys bedroom.
“ Please tell me you’re not pregnant” She asks hesitantly as she closes the door. I give her an are-you-kidding-me look and shake my head. “ Oh thank god” She says relieved
I take a deep breath “ Niall told me he’s in love with me”, her mouth drops open.
“ Have you told Harry?” She asks shocked, I shake my head
“ I don’t know if I should, Niall said he’s going to try his hardest for me” I glance towards the window nervously, I hear El’s intake of breath
“ You need to tell Harry” She scolds me, I widen my eyes
“ I know, we’re going on a date tonight, I’ll tell him then” I reassure her, she nods and sits beside me on the bed. “ This sucks” I nod and the door swings open. “ Well I’ll see you later” She pats her thighs before getting up and leaving the room
Harry glides towards me, “ Why did you run off” his tone artic. I dismiss his question quickly
“ Lets have a nap babe” I say yawning and his look softens, I crawl up the bed and lay my head on the pillows, I hear shuffling behind me before the bed shifts to Harrys weight. He pulls me into his chest and I turn in his arms. I relax and he puts his forehead against mine. Our legs intertwine with each other like vines and I hear him smile. I look up at him, and he parts his lips taking a deep breath, I blink and he smashes his mouth onto mine, I groan as his tongue explores my mouth, I feel something pressure into my lower thigh and giggle. Harry moves and I end up underneath him, I lift my head up and my lips meet his again, his hands travel greedily all over my body taking off any clothes he touches, I swiftly move my fingers down to the seam of his shirt and lift it over his head, then I unbutton his jeans and he slides them off, with one hand he wraps it behind my back and undoes my bra. I moan as his mouth lands on the top of my breast and his hands work his way down to remove my panties. I feel his length on my leg and bite my lower lip as he gently slides into me. He buries his head in the crook of my neck and starts to move. I arch my back and moan.
-
“ That was a nice nap” Harry says teasingly from on top of me
he glances over at the clock “ We need to get ready” he looks down at me
“ Lets shower” I suggest and wiggle underneath him, he lifts himself off me and walks towards the bathroom, I hear the shower start.
“ Are you showering first” I shout at him and I see him appear in the doorway; still naked. “ I thought we were showing together” He pouts
“ Oh” I stand up and walk towards him “ Okay” He smiles wickedly at me before leading me into the steamy bathroom, He steps into the shower, holding my hand balancing me as I join in after him. The warm water sooths my cold body. “ I’ve never showered with a girl before” Harry says masking the loudness of the water, I turn and face him. He gives me a smile revealing his perfect dimples, I turn my head and grab the body wash, I open the tab and squirt it on his chest, he chuckles and rubs it around his body, he snatches it from my hand and pours a handful on my chest, he watches the liquid run down past my breasts and onto my stomach. He moves his hand onto my navel and rubs forming small white bubbles, I help him by moving his hand in small circles, his fingers gently digging into my skin.
-
“ How should I dress?” I ask Harry while drying my hair, he shouts at me from inside his closet
“ Fancy” I hear him clear his throat. I walk out of Harry’s bathroom with a towel wrapped over my head and body, I see him sitting on the bed dressed in navy blue pants with a cream dress shirt a black bow tie and a black dress coat. “ So fancy, fancy” I walk over to him and press a small kiss on his mouth. “ Go get dressed” He swats my behind playfully and I take out http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=77422133 from my bag and retreat to the bathroom.
Harrys jaw drops open as I emerge from the room “ What?” I ask
“ You look beyond amazing” He breathes. I take three steps closer to him and his hand finds mine. He pulls me out of the room and I notice everyone’s over. Nialls eyes catch mine and I struggle out of his gaze.
“ You look beautiful” He strides over to me and I squeeze Harry’s hand, he looks down at me confused. “ What?” he mouths, I shake my head.
--
“ Where are we going?” I look out the window, we’ve been driving for 30 minutes Harry sighs and looks over at me “ You’ll see”
We pull up to a large house with three cars parked outside it, I step out with the most confused look on my face, “ I thought we were going for dinner” I latch onto Harrys arm “ We are, just making one stop” He opens the door to the house.
“ Harry!” A dark haired girl meets us as we walk in, her smile is warm and she’s quite pretty “ Gemma !” Harry mocks her tone “ Nina, this is my sister Gemma” I feel his hand press on my back leading me foreword
“ So this is Harry’s bird!, he’s never brought a girl home before” Why is she calling me a bird.. I smile shyly and shake her hand
“ Nice to meet you” I take my hand back. “ An American girl, she’s very pretty Harry” Gemma says before walking back into a room in front of us
I look up at Harry and whisper “ I’m not a bird” “ I’ll explain later love” He grabs my hand and leads me into the room Gemma went to.
“ Hi mom” Harry and I walk towards another brunette who looks exactly like Harry I smile fondly at her as she engulfs Harry in a big hug. “ This is my girlfriend Nina” Harry nudges me foreword
“ So this is the famous Nina” She pulls me into a hug.
“ Nice to meet you” I repeat the line I just said to Gemma not less than 4 minutes ago.
“ Harrys never brought home a girl before” She eyes Harry teasingly
“ You guys are very dressed up” She looks us up and down
“ We’re heading off for dinner” Harry says looking at his watch and giving me the we-need-to-go look
“ Heading off so soon?” Anne frowns, “ We’ll be back soon” Harry kisses his moms cheek. “ It was very nice meeting you” She tenderly squeezes my hand “ Hopefully next time it will be longer” I reply before walking next to Harry back into the car
--
“ They’re really nice” I answer Harrys unnerving stare, his face relaxes he breathes a smile and pulls out of the drive way.
--
We pull up to a small restaurant, with tea lights strung across the patio, it has a romantic take to it, I step out of the car look around, there are no people sitting in the outside area, Harry takes my hand leading me into the restaurant. “ Reservation for Styles” He speaks to the host.
She brings us to a romantic room laced with roses and candles, he walks over and pulls my chair, I feel my phone vibrate
From: Niall Horan
How’s the date going?
I ignore the text.
“ What’s up?” Harry asks concerned I shake my head, “ Damn it Nina will you tell me what’s wrong?” Harry sits up straight moving his water from the corner of the table, his look irritated I gaze at him “ Please. You’re driving me crazy”
I swallow and try to subdue the panic rising in my throat, I steady my breath. “ Niall told me he’s in love with me”
@march5th
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2/22/16