Breathe

“Nina? Nina are you there” I heard Tia call on the other end of the phone

“Yeah I’m here, I got to go, I love you bye” and I hung up.

How could Harry do this… never mind, how could I be so stupid as to trust him, he’s a celebrity he’s known for being a player, I saw this coming. I’ve decided I shouldn’t even get upset over it, Harry and I weren’t boyfriend and girlfriend, and he can do what he wants right? I’ve never been the type to show how I feel either. It seems no matter how many times I tell myself not to get upset, the more I get upset. Harry Styles doesn’t deserve the satisfaction of knowing what he’s done has affected me.

I remember him texting me before I went into NYU, I unlock my phone to two texts one from Harry and one from Tom

From: Harry :)
*Sleeping over tonight love? :) We have lots to talk about babe*

How many other girls are he calling “love” Is all I could think, I type a short reply.

To: Harry :)
*No*

That’ll make him think.

From: Don’t Text Back (aka Tom)
* Hey, we’ve had a rough couple days and I never got the chance to actually talk to you, I’m not going to try anything, I just really want to talk okay? Can we meet up tonight and maybe go for something to eat? *

I debated the thought of going to see Tom for along time. I knew if I went that Harry would be mad, which is kind of what I wanted, I mean if he can hang with Taylor Swift and be all romantic with her then I can defiantly go talk with my ex right?

To: Don’t Text Back (aka Tom)
* Sure :) Come by the apartment whenever*

My phone starting ringing, Harry was calling me.

“Hello” I said coldly

“Why can’t you sleepover tonight”

“I have plans”

“With who?”

“Tom, and according to the Internet you have plans with Miss Swift” I said it like Harry and I had been friends for years and were just gossiping over the phone. I heard him gasp.

“ Nina I promise it’s not what it looks like” he pleaded

“ Harry aha It’s fine, It’s none of my business, you can do as you please, It’s not like we were a couple” I said pretending to laugh acting like I didn’t care.

“ No Nina you don’t understand” his voice was extremely low; he sounded as if he was winded.

“ Harry I have to go”

“ Is Tom there?” He said, anger laced throughout his voice, I could tell he was mad.

“ That doesn’t concern you,” I said cheerfully into the phone

“Whatever Nina have fun with Tom, you won’t even let me explain and you’ve already ran back to your cheating ex boyfriend.” He was practically yelling into the phone.

Why is he mad at me, I didn’t say anything back I just simply hit the end button and hung up on Harry Styles. It felt good. He called back three times but I didn’t answer.

-
I heard the buzzer ring and quickly ran to let Tom in.

“ Hey” he said looking down at his shoes

“ Hi”

“ I’m so sorry I don’t expect you to take me back, what I did was wrong, I just want to be civil with each other, we have allot of mutual friends and I don’t want us to not be friends. I’ll always love you, but I know you don’t love me anymore.”

I could see water forming in his eyes, Oh Tom don’t do this to me.

“ Tom, you were my first everything and when I saw you with that girl I was broken”

“ When I saw you with Harry I was broken” He said quietly

I took a step forwards towards him, damn it Nina what are you doing I thought to myself. He took a step towards me aswell so were chest to chest. He raised his hand to my face and caressed my cheek. I took his other hand and placed it on my hip. He looked at my lips and moved his head down, his lips were so close to mine I could feel his breathing, I nudged his nose with mine, which was something we did when we were dating and his mouth instantly found mine, the kiss was hard, his tongue made his way into my mouth and started exploring, he wrapped his arms around my waist lifting me up, I wrapped my legs around his mid section and my arms around his neck as he lead us to the bedroom, not once breaking the intense kiss. He opened my bedroom door and balanced me on the wall so he could remove my shirt, he threw it too the ground and started kissing my chest. “ Ahh Tom” I groaned as he unclipped my bra and threw that down as well. He tossed me gently onto the bed and undid his pants before slipping them off; he unhooked the buttons on my jeans and stripped them from me before taking off his boxers and my underwear. We were both completely naked. He hovered over me, using his hands to spread my legs apart
He kissed my neck, my hands grasped his back as he put the head of his penis at my entrance, he slipped it in half way I moaned softly, quickly he pulled out, he did it again and again until I couldn’t take it anymore, I tilted my pelvis up to meet his and he slammed his entire penis inside me hard, I yelled out as he started moving fast.

“ Fuck Nina” he breathed into my ear “ Harder” I moaned back, he gained speed, going into me faster and faster. What the fuck am I doing, I kept thinking about Harry as Tom continued.

“ Tom Stop, I can’t do this” I said to him, he didn’t listen.

“ TOM STOP, GET OFF ME” he blinked down at me and gently pulled out of me

“ Did I do something wrong?” He asked looking apologetic

“ I just can’t with you anymore I’m sorry” I looked down at my hands

“ Its that Harry guy isn’t it?” He smirked

“ Yes” I said truthfully.

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