A Change At Heart

-Layla-

Its been hours since he's came home! I have been wondering around his eyes looking at pictures if him and crying every now and then.. I just wish he would come home! I found his house phone and found his number in the redial button .. I called him like 50 times leaving voicemails begging him to come home..

I just don't understand why he gets so worked up over love!.. I mean one fucking girl broke his heart YEARS ago! And when I try to love him and help him learn to love again .. He gets angry! I plopped myself in the couch and flipped through the channels on the tele..

"Sshhh be quiet" I heard people whispering.. I woke up and stretched .. I must have fell asleep on the couch.. I look over at the clock and it read 3:15 AM.. I hear the door trying to be opened and walked over to it.. I opened it to see Harry and his arm around some skank.. She was a giggling mess wherad he was gone.. The string stench of alcohol hit me hard.. I cringed and grabbed Harry by his arm..

"Hey Laylers! Meet cassy" he slurred tapping her head.

"It's Cassidy!" she snapped.. Harry put his face in my neck and took a whiff ..

"You smell so good" he mumbled in my ear.. His hot breath sent chills through my body and I shivered at his words..

"Who are you!" the girl whined..

"His girlfriend now leave" I say shutting the door on her and locking it.. Harry had all his weight on me and he was way heavier than he looked.. I started my way up the stairs but realized I couldn't drag him all te way up.. I huffed and started heading downstairs .. As I was holding him he kept playing with my hair and poking my cheek..

"Your so pretty your the prettiest girl in the whoopee world!" he shouted.. I smiled at his words but frowned.. He's drunk.. He doesn't mean this.. I put him on the sofa and started undressing him.. As soon as I got him down to his boxers I went to go fetch him some water and some Advil.. He's going to need it..

"Why do you hate me so much?" he questioned as I set the glass of water and the pills on the table ..

"I don't hate you Harry" I sighed rubbing his head with my left hand while my right carresed his cheek..

"Did you know ever since I fell in love with you I promised to never touch a lady again" he said raising his eyebrows..

"Really now?" I laughed but then became serious..

"Do you love me Harry" I asked taking advantage of his drunken state..

"Yes.." he said nodding his head and smiling..

"Why won't you admit it?" I asked

"Because I'm scaaarrred" he said like a little kid..

"Of what?"

"Of you doing the same thing to me as Sarah " he finished pouting his bottom lip..

"I would never" I whispered kissing him on his forehead..

"Sleep Harry you need it" I sighed getting up

"Stay with me keep rubbing my head" he whined grabbing hold of my wrist.. I sighed and sat back on the couch and layed his head on my lap.. I lazily ran my fingers through his curls and started dozing off to sleep..

Notes

Comment.. Short but I'll make up for it