Sofia's POV


" Woah El this is so cute ! ", I squealed at the scene infront of me . Their whole flat was completly covered in pink baby decor , cute baby balloons hung in every lamp and table making me wish I had a baby shower . I nearly cried when she told me it was going to be a girl , now Swazzy would have someone to play with .

" I know right ! Thank goodness Dani helped me decorate ! ", she giggled excitedly while she showed me around the over crowed flat that was filled with our friends and her family . As soon as we stepped in , Harry fled with Archer to the guys outside who were grilling and drinking leaving me alone with the over hormal females exploding in awes at the cuteness over load . I smiled at El , she looked glowing with her cute baby dump under the pink dress she was wearing , her long brown blonde dipped hair made me cringe in jelousy at the fact that I couldn't to shit to mine without Harry flipping .

" Speaking of Dani , where is she ? ", I asked cranning my neck to I could find her curly hair over the multiple people standing up .

" She's outside ", she informed me taking Swazzy from my hands . I thanked her before I made my way to the slidding doors that led to the outside patio where I could see her curly massive hair that once again I envied .

" Sofia ! ", Dani squealed bouncing out of Liam's lap when I walked outside to the chilly weather . The guys sat around in a circle of chairs like they always did , Archer now perched on Niall's lap instead of Harry's .

" Hi ! ", I grinned with wide my eyes at her over excitedness while we hugged tightly . When we pulled away I noticed that there was a blonde girl sitting on Zyan's lap shyly .

" How are you ? ", I asked her smiling hugely at the fact that we had not talked in months .

" I'm good ! There's someone I want you too meet , Sofia this is Perrie , Zyan's new girlfriend ", she giggled leading me to the Perrie who was straring at me with her jaw to the floor , making me a bit uncomfortable .

" Perrie this is Sofia , the girl I was telling you about ! Harry's fiance ! ", Dani introduced me to Perrie who was still gawking at me . I nervously fiddled with my yellow summer dress at the fact the she was staring full on . Harry and the guys must of noticed that she was staring because they chuckled at her expression .

" Err hi ", I akwardly extended my hand to her .

" Oh I'm so sorry , Hi I'm Perrie ", Perrie gushed pulling me into a hug taking me by suprise .

" Nice to meet you ", I chuckled pulling away from her tight grip . She was really pretty , her big blue eyes contrasted against her white skin and blonde hair .

" Your so pretty ", she blurted out suddenly .

" I mean yeah your like gorgeous ", she stummbled over her words almost as is she did mean to say neither out loud .

" Thank you ! Your really pretty too ", I giggled with my cheeks tingling pink .

" No I mean like wow , Dani told me you were pretty but I didn't think this pretty . Like woah , are you a model ? ", Perrie asked me dumb struck . I blinked my eyes at her taking in her words before I burst out laughing .

" Me ? A model ? No way sweetie ! ", I manged to get out between laughs . I was flatted at her wierd way of complementing me , but there was just no way she thought I was a model , like come on , I'm a house wife .

" Woo that was a good laugh ", I chuckled wiping the tear that escaped my eye from my sudden out burst .

" Why not ? You could seriously pass for a playboy model ! ", she choked out laughing along with Dani and Harry .

" Playboy ! ", I screamed laughing .

" Honey that's my kid ! I have another inside ! " , I squealed pointing at Archer who was smiling at me with his little toothless grin from Niall's lap .

" No ! ", Perrie gasped covering her mouth .

" You have kids ?! ", Perrie gasped pulling out a chair for me to sit forcefully while she sat next to me with wide eyes like if I was the most intresting person onn earth . All the attencion was on me now . Great .

" Two ", I nervously smiled taking my long hair and putting it all on one side of my head .

" But you have a really good body ", she loudly whispered making Harry's angelic chuckle brake out .

" That's because she was a dancer ", Dani grinned answering proudly before I could myself while she sat on my other side placing me right in the middle of them . I looked over at Harry who was staring at our interaction with curious eyes as the girls kept talking about my appreance as if I was not there .

" So her boobs are real ?! ", Perrie squeakled loudly for everyone to hear making my cheeks flame . Out of all the things she could notice , she notices my boobs .

" Totally ", Dani confidently said .

" Can I touch them ? ", Perrie asked smiling at me waiting for my answer . Meh , why not ?

" Yeah sure ! ", I chukled moving my hair so she could have more space and perking my chest for her . Both of her hands cupped around my breast as she gently squeezed and bounced them up and down slowly as her and Dani both awed at them .

" Holy shit their like hard ", Perrie gasped .

" I know huh ", I grinned .

" Can I feel your butt ? ", Dani curiously asked leaning over to look behind me .

" Yeah sur- ", I began saying only to be cutt off by Harry .

" Lets not touch my fiance ", Harry chuckled snapping us out of our body trans .

" Party poopper ", Dani hissed sticking her tongue at him childishly , and of course he returned the gesture .

" Guys ! Come inside the games are starting ! ", El screamed popping her pregnant head outside . We all groaned at the same time as we all lazily got up from our chairs , in the process of walking inside Dani managed to squeeze my butt twice only to get yelled at by Harry .

" Alright ! So I'm going to need the girls to sit right here next to me ! ", El instructed when we walked inside pointing to her left . There was no way I was going to miss out on baby shower games , this is where my competive side came out , and Harry new it as well . When we all silenced down she began to instruct the game rules , basically what we had to do was measure her belly without touching her and try and figure out the size with a roll of toilet paper .

" I'm so going to win this ", I murmered at Dani who already had her roll of toilet paper that she amused was her size . But little did they know was that I had already been pregnant , so for me it was in the bag .

" You got this babe ", Harry tightly nodded playfully .

" How far along are you ? ", I asked El when she reached me . Based off her answer I based my guess , and sure enough I had measured perfectly . Dani squealed that I cheated laughing while I skipped my claim my prize . All along Harry captured every moment with his phone like he always did with the simplest things like me laying down or simply smiling . There was a time where I snuck and took a whole bunch of awful pictures of myself doing horrible and hilarious faces that he found a week later and laughed his ass off at work . Luckly for me I won my gift card to Starbucks , suck it bitches , I smugly thought to myself .

" Your crazy ", Harry whispered in my ear after we ate the amazing cake Louis bought .

" Am not ", I chuckled as I served myself fruit as he hugged me from the back with his chin on my shoulder .

" Yeah you are , you barely gave those poor girls time to even try and win ", he huskly said in my ear sending shivers down my arms with his hot breath on me .

" In my defence some of them did not try ", I smiled looking down at the grapes I was getting .

" What ever you say beautiful ", he chuckled placing a kiss on my temple . After I got my fruit most of the guest had gone leaving only the lads and their girlfriends and me while we all sat around outside the fire place they had . Harry of course saved me a spot next to him , me thankfully had put Archer and Swazzy to bed in Louis and El's room that they had once slept in , so now I was worry free . We all chatted and laughed with each other mostly at Louis shinanigns , Harry had his hot hand on my thigh when the conversation suddenly tuned extremly inappropriate thanks again to Louis .

" Louis ! ", El gasped swatting Louis on his arm when he made a joke about a dick . Erupting the circle in chuckles at her expression and reaction .

" Hey Sofia ? Wanna hear a joke about my dick ? ", Louis chuckled turning over at me trying to keep a straight face . Before I answered he spoke first .

" Never mind it's too long ", he smugly said answering himself . Harry's booming laughter over powered everyones including my small chuckles , me being the competive fuck I am , bit back .

" Hey Louis , wanna hear a joke a bout my vagina ? Nevermind , you won't get it ", I bit back making everyone yell burn and laugh at Louis for trying to beat me .

" Sofia ! ", Harry gasped like El who was in hysterics . I playfully squeezed his thigh under the table making him instantly tense up at the small gesture .

" Wait Wait ! ", Niall laughed making everyone quiet down .

" So El is Louis a boob guy or an ass guy ? ", Niall asked making El blush like crazy .

" Ass ", Louis chirped .

" And Harry Sofia ? ", Niall asked turning to me . Oh god , was he a boob guy or an ass guy ?

" Depends ", I answered truthfully .

" Harry has always been a boob guy ", Louis sing sang making Harry blush like crazy .

" Your a boob guy ? ", I asked turning to Harry when Niall asked
Perrie .

" Yup ", he smiled sliding his hand higher up my thigh making me silently squeal tugging it back down faster then when he slid it up .

" So Harry how's the wedding going ? ", Louis asked sipping on his beer melting his blue eyes into Harry's green ones . Harry was about to answer when my phone rang from inside my dress pocket making the table silence including Harry , they were all so nosy , without seeing the caller I.D I pressed answer .

" Hello ? ", I chuckled into the phone piece when Louis mimicked my actions earning a smack from El .

" Hello ? ", I sang into the phone when there was no answer .

" Hello ? ", I said more harshly anoyed at the fact ther I could hear heavy breathing on the other end . Finally after almost ten seconds of silence on the other end someone from the line cleared their throat making my eye brows scrunch up in confusion , it was almost as if they were making sure it was me .

" Sofia ? ", an all too familiar voice said from the other line making me head spin and my stomach drop . I felt like the blood drain from my body at the voice on the other end , I could recognize that voice anywhere . The outside started spinning around me making me feel sea sick at the realisation that this was happening , my absent father was on the other line waiting for my answer .

" Dad ? ", I chocked out after what felt like an eternity . Harry's sharp take in breath sent chills up my arms .

" Baby ", my dad breath in relief on other end . I gripped Harry's hand in attempt to clear my frantic paniking mind from nearly exploding out of my chest .

" How-how did you find me ? ", I gasped into the line noticing that everyone elses eyes were on me .

" Arent you happy to hear from me baby ? ", my dad cooed on the other end with his thick Jersey accent like if we talked everyday .

" Of course daddy ", I breathe looking down feeling the tears prick my eyes .

" Where are you ? ", he suddenly asked me . What ?

" In , in London ", I stuttered at his sudden question .

" Send me your address hun ", he said sweetly into the phone . I could almost hear my insides tear apart slowly . Who the hell does he think he is to contact me after all these years ? I could feel my anger bubbling to the surface at his sudden appreance , he ignores me fro five years then calls me causally and asks to see me ?

" Who the hell do you think you are ?! ", I yelled into the speaker flinging up from my seat making the chair fall to the floor backwards . Everyones eyes were on me at my sudden outburst , Harry and them flinched as I paced back and forth , all I could see was red at this point .

" Your dad thats who Sofia , now send me your adress or I will find you ", he hissed back into the phone . I was beyond fuming at this point .

" Oh please ! ", I scoffed into the phone not recognising my own harsh words .

" Your ignore me for five fucking years then you call me like if there is nothing wrong ?! ", I roared back . Harry and the guys looked complelty shocked at me , but at this point I did not care if they saw the monster in me .

" Sofia baby please just send me your adress , I just want to talk ", my father hissed through the phone .

" Or what ? ", I taunted laughing evily .

" What are you ganna do daddy ? Huh ? Send one of your men to pick me up like you used to ? Huh ? Is that what your going to do daddy ? There is no way in hell I am giving you my damn adress ", I barked back pacing back and forth trying to wrap my head around around this whole situacion .

" And you wanna fucking talk ? Talk about what ? Talk about the fact that you fucking left us right when we needed you ? Talk about that fact that you cheated on my mom while she was fucking dying on the hospital bed ? What the fuck do you want to talk about ? ", I cried into the phone .

" I want to talk about your drug abuse Sofia ", he calmly said into the phone . Knowing my father it was taking him is all not to yank me through the phone . When he murmered those words it sent me to a new edge , a edge I myself was not sure where I stood .

" My drug abuse ? You really don't know anything about me do you , huh ? I stopped doing drugs dad . I faced my demons dad , it was my decision to get clean so don't you fucking flip the switch . And please dad your no better than me , you got some girl pregnant dad , and if I recall she was two years older than me so if either of us wants to feel guilty you are the one that should be explaining themselfs ", I hissed back into the phone . I could hear the circle gasp at my harsh words , but I did not care at all , my anger consumed me now .

" I changed Sofia , I am not proud of what I did but that does not mean I did not love your mother or you ", he breathe into the phone .

" I'm about to fucking lose my mind dad , you've been gone for so long ", I chocked out . I could feel my throat tighting up , tears brimmed my eyes at his statement about him loving me .

" I know baby thats why I called to make up with you ", he said back with his voice softning .

" You think a phone call is going to make up dad for five years ? No , I'm sorry but you don't get to know shit about me anymore . You missed five fucking years . Five ! Were you there when my babies were born ? When I got engaged ? No you weren't ", I say before I can grasp what I am saying . I cover my mouth to try and push the words back but it is too late , the words left my mouth .

" You . What ? ", he growled into the phone . Now he is angry .

" You heard me ", I growled back .

" Sofia ...", Harry said softly next me making me snap out of the trans I am in as he stood up to stand next to me .

" Not now Harry ", I hissed at him making him flich and sit back down .

" You got fucking pregnant ! ", my father yelled into the phone making me tear the phone away from my ear .

" Yes I did , now , I am going to hang up ", I said as calmly as I could . By now tears are flowing out of my eyes non stop .

" No your not , listen to me very carefully young lady . If you hang up on me I will find you the hard way , you know what I am capable of Sofia ", he hisses back . Pain stabs my chest at his grinded words , I know for a fact that he will find me , but it is a risk I am willing to take .

" Goodbye dad ", I calmly say before I pressed the end call . I stood there with my chest rising up and down heavily just staring into the fire trying to clear my head at my dads sudden coming into my life . Suddenly two strong arms wrap around me in what I mean the most right now , a hug . I softly cried into Harry's chest as he held me tightly whispering comforting words into my ear .

" You don't understand Harry , my dad he's bad Harry . He will find me ", I sobbed into his chest unable to stop myself from crying .

" Shh it's alright baby I'm here , he wont touch you ", he softly whispered back .

" And then he has the decensy to bring up my mum ", I cry .

" I know baby , I know ", he mumbled placing his large hands on either side of my head making me look up at him. Soft green eyes smiled down at me as I shuddred breaking free of my last tear placing my hands on his forearms.

" Your alright ", he whispered giving me a sence of peace an calm . I slowly nod trying to agree with him , I had almost forgot where we were until in the corner I saw Louis whisper in El's ear making her sadly nod .

" I'm alright ", I whispered back .

" You want to go home ? ", he softly asked me dropping his hands to rub down my arms .

" Yeah ", I croaked looking down .
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I couldn't hlep but to think about what had just happen as I showered trying to calm my nerves , I was just glad the water masked my tears so Harry wouldn't be able to see then when I got out . Harry was already in the bathroom when I got out , where he procedded to rub me dry gently and clothing me in my favorite pj . He held me close to his chest as I fell asleep into his chest not knowing what thr future held .

Notes

Part dos here my lovely peeps . Ohhh suspenceful ...