Drops of Jupiter

Sofia's POV Eight months pregnant three weeks until birth .

I was so ready to pop these kids out . I was huge , I looked like a giant balloon , I was wobbling around the flat all day only in a robe due to the fact that I barely fit into my clothe .

It was a two months ago that we discovered that gender of the kids . I cried for a while after we found out , it turns out we both won , we both got what we wanted . A girl and a boy . It was amazing , I had bought multiple outfits for when I got out of labor , now all we could do was wait for me to pop .

I admit these past few weeks had been extraordinary painful , physically I mean . I was tiered , very tiered . I could barely get enough sleep at night to sustain me through the day . Thankfully Harry made it all worth it , he was constantly taking of me , asking me how I was , making me tea , kissing me , telling me how brave I was . He really kept me motivated when I lost hope . Sitting in the flat alone really made me think of a lot of things , it made me think that the first time me and Harry were together and we lost the baby , it was very hard on us . But now , it was almost as if faith had taken away one and given us two in return . We were beyond excited , I knew that the days I cried over the pain and the despair that it would all be over in matter of weeks . Three weeks , only three weeks before our life changed completely . I would be a mom . A mom . I worried that I would not how to , mostly because of the fact that I had absolutely no idea how to be one . I knew nothing about giving consequences or making you do your chores and that kind of thing . Because let's keep it real , I was a horrible teenager . I was a heavy drinker , I smoked weed , I had sex with random strangers , that was of course before I met Harry . But still , what if my kids came out like me ? Or even worse , what if they were worse than me ? I knew that karma had a lot to do with this , I stepped on a couple of people's toes to get to where I am now . Well at least who I was , in my life as a dancer . I loved the art of dancing , the way people stared at you in admiration when you performed a perfect duo . Or the way you feel when your about to go an stage while your putting on your pantie hoes . It was such a rush . I think that even as a child I was a rush junkie , I think I developed a rush for doing dangerous acts when I finally let loose in twelve grade . It was the best year of my school existence , I skipped most of my classes ; I honestly don't even know how I graduated . All I know is that I still have not used the aquatic formula ever . But now that I was going to be a mom , I had to give those things up for our babies . I needed to be an example for my kids so that when I would be talking to their kindergarten teacher they would point at me and tell the other kids that I was their mommy . I knew Harry felt the same way , he wanted to be the best dad alive . Because no matter how many parenting books we can read together , we would have to raise our kids an a unique way . I wanted my kids to feel like they could be who ever they wanted , we would accept them if they were gay or lesbian . I wanted ti give them what I never had , acceptance . They would be free to speak their mind and so what they wanted to do . Well if Harry said yes . I wonder too about me and Harry , we had been about two years together , never mind the fact that he knocked me up twice , and we had never talked about us . As in the future for us , like a couple . Would we ever get married ? We couldn't stay girlfriend and boyfriend forever , so would I ever be able to call him my husband ? Being pregnant really makes you think about things that you never ever really thought about ever . And trust me I still craved a joint every once and a while , but I had to resist . For the sake of our babies of course .

The babies , the babies were the only things on my mind lately . I hoped that they would look exactly like Harry . Because let's face it , he's gorgeous . I still had no idea how I managed to get him , I mean I do know , I'm straight up fabulous looking . But still , somehow we managed to hook up after six months and I managed to get pregnant . Just because the stupid birth control had failed on my ass . But I had no regrets , the only regret I had was not fighting for Harry the first time we were together . He made life worth living , you know ? It was like that first time we meet at the club , he was watching me dance . Then he nearly saved me from being stampede from a crowd of intoxicated teenagers . And then at the cafe , how he figured me out perfectly with out knowing me . Then the beach , the first time I had ever talked about my mom with out crying . I knew that Louis had lied about him just wanting to shag me , I think that deep down I really wanted him to screw me , but I just didn't know how to say it without sounding desperate . I still think about that night , our first kiss . Who knew that a kiss would get us so far along . Who knew that him and I would actually work out . Now I'm eight months pregnant with his kids . And I'm madly in love with him , I love him , I love him , I love him !!! But who knows , maybe we'll grow old together and travel the world together taking pictures every where and we'll ask the young couples to take the a picture of us and then he'll look down and ask me " remember when that was us ? " . Even though that's a fear of mine , not to sound shallow , but I really don't want to get wrinkly . But with Harry , growing old together sounded pretty fun . I could just imagine Harry with his white curls and he would still be rocking that arrogant smirk . I could picture us in an old people's home sitting together talking about this exact moment . I pictured him hitting on the nurses then laughing with no teeth .

I need to move around , my back was killing me , like always . I held my back as I got up from the leather couch which I was sitting at reading People . Harry had gone out to get us ice cream , the one thing I craved like everyday . My whole body was sore and fat , but I had come to embrace my new curves , the doctor told me that my body would go back to its normal size with the right diet and exercise . It took me twice as long to get to the bedroom , I felt like a penguin while I walked around the bed to do the sheets . I felt like if I was in a Dove commercial as I lifted the thin white sheet over my head . I smiled at the formation it took by its self as it slid down perfectly to where I wanted it too be . I wobbled over to the floor to pick up the pillows that I made Harry buy me , they went perfectly with the set . After I finished I gazed down at my accomplishment , the giant bed looked straight out of a movie . I quietly hummed to my self while I looked at the picture that Harry had on his night stand . It was a picture of me and him hugging while he looked down and I looked up , I remember Zyan took the picture on a walk we all took . Zyan later on email the photo to Harry claiming that he wanted it framed .

My head snapped at the sound of the door unlocking , I smiled putting the frame down and began to waddle out of the bedroom .

" Babe ? " , Harry called out from the living room .

" In here ! " , I yelled back bouncing up and down . I grinned as I saw Harry walk into the room with me , my breath hitched as I saw his beautiful smile . It was sad how he managed to look better than me on day to day basis .

" Hi " , I said smiling out of breath .

" Hello beautiful " , Harry said stepping in front of me . With my tippy toes I reached up to kiss his cheek that had a bit of stubble on it .

" I brought you strawberry flavor " , Harry said taking my hand . I trailed behind him closely as we walked back to the loving room . I suddenly stopped dead in my track when I left a ripping sound escaping my body . Harry turned back at me in confusion as I instinctively wrapped my arms around my belly . I let out a piecing scream as I felt a warm liquid trail out of me .

" Sofia !? " , Harry asked worriedly . His eyes trailed down to my belly and then he saw it . The warm substance dripped down my legs until the water flooded in a puddle down my feet .

" My water just broke ! ", I yelled scared to Harry . He stood frozen in place for a second before he whipped into action . I let out a cry as I felt my insides turning , the sharp pain in my back intensified by the seconds as Harry ran around the flat grabbing the necessary items .

" Don't forget the car seats ! ", I yelled putting on sweat pants and a loose hoodie . I ha no idea what was going on as we entered the car , all I could hear was Harry screaming into the phone viciously . The pains in my back were becoming more and more constant , about three five minutes apart . I wanted to die , just to make the pain stop .

" Sofia I'm going to need you to breathe ", Harry spoke weakly taking my hand . I screamed in pain as a contraction hit me again , the pain radiated to my knees all the way to my hip and back to my inner thighs.

" Their too early ! They have three weeks to go ! " , I screamed sobbing . There was no way to explain the pain , it was a pain that I wanted to end it by dying .

" It's okay were almost there ! ", Harry yelled reasuringly . He looked beyond panicked , his eyes were wide and his hand was sweating . I screamed in relief when the giant hospital came into view , all to fast Harry sped out of the car with a wheel chair . I held my belly while I did my breathing excersises , they seemed to ease out the pain a bit . As Harry helped me on the wheel chair a nurse came running out of the hospital towards us , was I dreaming ?

" How far away are her contractions ? ", the nurse said quickly taking the position of Harry .

" Five minutes ", I told her squinting my face in pain . Harry held my hand as she wheeled us in .

" Alright that means that your three diamiters dialated ", she told me with a smile . Only three ? I still had seven diamiters to go ? .

" Your doing great babe ", Harry told me kissing the hand that I was using to squeeze the life out off .

" Make it stop ! ", I sqreeched trowing my head back in agony as I felt another contaction hit my stomach .

" Where almost there ", the nurse said pulling us into an elevator .

" You did this to me ! ", I yelled at Harry once the door closed . Harry chuckled down at me lovingly , how dare he laugh ?

" Harry make it stop ", I cried placing my head on his stomach . His soft hands brushed my hair that I had no time to do . My stomach turned when the elevator stopped to the next floor , I automatically recognized the baby pictures hanging in the wall .

" Fill this out for her , please ", the nurse said to Harry as we entred a room with a bed . It was hooked up to a lot of machines that made my stomach turn , on the outer edge of the room was a giant window that over looked London . Harry and the nurse placed me on the bed while I kept yelling at Harry that he did this to me .

" Okay I will be back with the doctor in a few minutes , mean while you can get more dialated and Mr.Styles please help her change into his robe ", the nurse said walking out of the room . All I wanted to do was grab her blue uniform back into the room and scream at her to take these kids out .

" Your so strong baby ", Harry told me placing a kiss to my forehead . I frowned , strong my ass . Harry was gentle with me as he helped me take off my clothe , he winked at me when I was left in bra and panties . He clothed me like a child , helping me through the sleves and buttoning the buttons in the back .

" Thanks ", I told him after he laid me back down . Harry sat next in the chair next to my bed as he filled out the papers the nurse told him to fill , I watched him do it , I had nothing more to do but to watch him write my information . We both jumped when the door opened again , it was our doctor that took my ultra sounds .

" Hey mom and dad ! ", Doctor Pately said cheerfully while he closed the curtain behind him . Behind him trailed two nurses , one I recognized , the other I did not .

" Hey Doctor Pately ", Harry said taking his hand in a firm hand shake . He exchanged a few words with Harry before he turned to me .

" Hey mommy ! ", Doctor Pately said turning to me . I gave him a weak smile as he hooked me up to some machines .

" Alright so lets take a look at this , Sofia please placed your small feet on right here , I will just be cheking how dialated you are ", Doctor Pately said to me . I gulped as I spread my legs for him to check on my opening core . Harry held my hand as he intensly watched what they were doing to me , they did not touch me at all , I guess they were just observing me .

" Alright your good , thank you ", Doctor Pately said to me pulling down my robe . Harry turned to me with a sweet smile before he turned back to Doctor Pately who was writing things down on a clipboard .

" Okay so Harry was telling me that your three weeks early , it doesn't seem like a danger , sometimes our timming is wrong and sometimes the suckers just want to get out earlier ", Doctor Pately said chuckling .

" You are how ever not dialated enough to pop them out , so ill be back in a few hours to check on you guys , it may take a while for you to get dialated because you do have a very small cervix , so just relax for now and if the pain worsens please call us ", Doctor Pately said smiling at us . I let out the breath I had not even noticed that I had been holding in . He waved at us one more time before he and his nurses walked out .

" You hear that babe ? You have a very small cervix ", Harry said playfully after they left . I swafted his shoulder laughing , see this is what I was talking about when I said me and him were a bit in mature .

I held tightly to his hand as another contraction hit me hard , we both jumped at the same time when a familiar heads popped in the door way .

" Louis ! Eleanor ! ", I yelled happily . Harry rushed to hug Louis while Eleanor rushed to hug me .

" It's so good to see you ! ", I told Eleanor while we hugged . I envied her for a split second , she looked so small , I was a tad bit smaller than her in my natural state .

" Your boobs are huge ! ", Eleanor said with wide eyes as she stared down at my chest . I laughed along with Harry who was chuckling at her reaction .

" I know right , I went from a C 36 to a freaking D ", I told her patting my boobs making them jiggle . She laughed at my actions as she held on to Louis's hand .

" Will they stay that way ? ", Eleanor asked curiously looking into my robe . She gasped at the size of my breasts as she peered in my robe .

" Holy shit Sofia , their like the size of Harry's hand ", Eleanor said laughing looking over at Harry who was staring down at me lovingly .

" Well Harry always liked a handful of boob ", Louis said nudging Harry's shoulder . I winked at Harry as he sat down next me to hold my hand .

" I can't belive you're having twins ", Eleanor said sitting down on the bed next to me . I was about to respond when a sharp contraction spread throught my body , I let out a cry as it flooded throught my body . I held tightly to Harry's hand until it disppeared , it left me tiered .

" Oh god are they coming ? ", Louis said worriedly .

" No it's a contraction ", Harry told them squeezing my hand in return .

" Can I get up ? ", I asked Harry , " I need to stretch Harry ", I told him after I saw the apprehension in his eyes .

" Alright come on ", Harry said helping me out of the bed . I sighed in relief when my feet touched the floor , my legs were shaky as I walked around the room with Harry holding my hand . The truth of the matter was that Harry made this all worth while , he kept me motivated with his loving words and his playful kisses . I used Harry's body as support when I stretched my back , I tightly gripped his shoulders as he rubbed my back gently .

" Your going to be an amazing dad ", I told him when he pulled me into a hug , well a "hug" because my belly stopped me from pressing into him fully .

" As so will you ", Harry told me kissing my nose .

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Harry's POV

The hours went by on and on as we waited for Sofia to become dilated , it seemed as if every time a contraction hit her she should scream at me telling me that this was my fault . In a way I took responsibilty for her suffering , but it takes two people to make a baby so I just simply laughed when she would be cursing at me for ruining her . I was beyond estatic for our babies to come out , I could not wait to hold my baby girl and my baby boy . It was funny how we got both each of what we wanted . I would take care of them until I died . And my Sofia , my crazy screaming Sofia . Who was currently in a fetus position on the bed whispering how bad it hurt . I wished that I could replace her spot right now , she was so little and fragile that anything in this world could hurt her . All I wanted to do was suck the pain out of her and put it in me . That was impossible , but she was strong , she could do this .

Like always we both jumped when the door opened , it was Doctor Pately again .

" Hey parents ! Lets check up on her real quick ! ", Doctor Pately said walking over to Sofia . Her pale face lit up when she saw him . The nurses helped Sofia into the same position that they had her in the first place . My eyes widen when she opened her pale legs , her opening was huge .

" Congrats Sofia your fully dilated ! Lets get this show on the road ! ", Doctor Pately said excitedtly . Sofia's eyes went wide as she realised that it was time to finally give birth to them . What worried me was that she was doing this completly natural , no drugs , no epidurmal , nothing .

" Now ?! ", Sofia sqreached holding my hand .

" These kids are ready ! ", Doctor Pately said disconnecting her from the machines . They made room for the bed as they rolled her to another room , I quickly kept up with them holding Sofia's hand . They translated us to another room covered in blue coverings . When they laid her down she began to scream in pain , I flinched as her screams became cries of agony .

" Okay Sofia I'm going to need you tp push as hard as you can ! ", Doctor Pately yelled at her . I was frozen next to her as her body jerked forward as she pushed screaming . I kissed her hand with my eyes tearing up that she was in so much pain .

" Your doing great another ! ", Doctor Pately yelled . Sofia's forehead beemed in sweat as she pushed once more , her body slumped down everytime she stopped pushing . Sofia screamed in pain with tears rolling out of her eyes , her brown eyes searched for mine as she pushed once more .

" One , two ,and three ! Come on we see the head ! ", Doctor Pately yelled looking up to Sofia who's eye contact was locked on mine . The crimison blood dripped out of her body along with a a white substance as she gave one hard push that made me flinch .

And then suddenly a small cry rung into the air . And right in front of me was a baby covered in blood and plasenta .

" Mr. Styles would you like to cut the cord ? ", Doctor Pately said turning to me . I gulped as I was handed the sissors , the doctor intructed me where to cut . And with a snip the baby was desconnected from Sofia . Our baby was handed to other nurses for cleaning before I turned back to Sofia who had one to go .

" Okay Sofia , one more ! ", Doctor Pately yelled at her . Sofias small body jerked forward hard and then she stopped when another cry filled the air , a higher pitched cry . I proceded the same actions with the sissors , and then Sofia's body slumped back into the bed .

With tears and sweat Sofia turned to me with a lazy smile . My tears sprang from my eyes as I kissed her gently , while I wiped her tears from her face with my lips . You could hear them crying in the distance as me and Sofia embrassed .

" Your so strong baby ", I told her kissing her all over her face .I could not explain how proud I was of her . She was perfect .

" Thanks for letting me brake you hand ", Sofia said weakly smiling . Her red hair stuck to her skin as she relaxed under my kisses .

" Would you like to hold your babies ? ", a nurse said turning to us after they had cleaned off Sofia . My heart pounded hard as I saw them coming .

Sofia was handed our boy Archer . The look on her face was undescribleable . She broke down in tears when she held Archer for the first time .

" Mr. Styles ? ", a nurse spoke to me with a pink baby wrapped in her hands . Tears streamed down my face as she handed me the pink baby . She was so small , she weighed nothing .

Swazzy . Swazzy was beautiful , just like her mother . Her small pink lips now closed into a deep sleep . She was perfect , absolutly perfect , no flaw was in her . From under her small hat I could see her red hair . Swazzy Nickky Styles was the splitting image of her mother . I hugged her close to my chest , I gently caressed her soft skin with my thumb what was the size of her nose . Swazzy stired under me until she let of out cute sighn of slumber , I laughed at how cute she was .

" Harry ? ", Sofia spoke next to me with Archer in her arms . As if I had and endless tear department , more tears rolled out of me when she handed me Archer .

Archer Lucas Styles . He was bigger than Swazzy , chunkier too . His brown curls pecked out from under his hat , he looked like me . He was a mini me , a perfect replica of me . I loved them already so much . I sighned in relief when his eyes fluttered open , thick eye lashes framed his big brown eyes , they were his mothers eyes . A deep chocolate brown , just like Sofia . I laughed as he patted my cheek with his small hand .

" I love you so much Archer ", I whispered to him kissing his warm forehead .

I looked over at Sofia who was staring at me with tears in her eyes , a weak truthfull smile spread in her lips in content along with her tears as I smiled back to her . I loved them so much , the three of them . I had barely known them for less then fifteen minutes and they already owned my heart . All this wait , all this pain , all these fights and food craving in the middle of the night was worth every inch of them .

They were all worth it .

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