Sofia's POV

It was kind of funny how life trows you curve balls , isn't it ? How at any given moment , you could just vanish into thin air , with no trace or trail ? I think that life some how has a way of returning the things we love back to us in the strangest ways , maybe not in the ways we want , but it still gives us something in return .
Even as I lay here in this pitch black room , with the man I love next to me , I still feel like my body is empty . Hollow , is a better word . It's like when you knock on a tree bark , you expect something to answer back or at least a tiny animal to call back , but all you get is a hard thud that has no ring or beautiful sound to it . And no matter how many times you knock on this large tree or press your ear to it , you still dont get an answer back . Just a loud , empty thud .
Thats how I feel right now , empty .
Hollow .
Staring straight up at the celing , no movement , no sound romes my body . The only thing I feel is Harry's soft curls tickling my shoulder as his head lays on me . His arm wrapped tightly against my naked waist as his chest rises up and down against mine . The dark room engulfing me in my darkest fears , ones that are almost too real for me to comprehend .Like losing a child . It felt like the world had somehow gone against the tides at the end of the sea just to come and haunt me as I try to slumber .You could say that I'm some what numb at the moment . So how do you feel again ? How do you tear away from a nomadic way of numb-ness ?
Harry's head and body moved lower against my body , his head resting inbetween my valley . Even in his sleep I could feel his comforting warmth against my cold body . It was like if I was dead , no emotion , no feeling . Not even in my fingertips . It was almost silly , really , the way I went fom being alive pregnant and when I lost my our child to sudden emotionless zombie . But isn't it true that , at the dead of night when your not moving or doing useless chores . that your mind goes on a roller coaster . Full of thoughts that lead to other thoughts . Wild thoughts and images come to mind , some things that even in your wildest dreams you cant imagine .

" Go to sleep "

Spoke a gruff voice pulling me away from my train of thoughts , causing me to jump against the bed , making Harry jump too . A laugh vibrated against my body , as soft curls left my skin . I could feel his chin on my chest near my breasts as he moved against me .

" Why are you awake ? "

Harry spoke again , waiting for my responce .

" I cant sleep "

I spoke clearly like a bag of pearls . My voice filling the solid room .

" And why is that ? "

Harry spoke as his warth left my body so he could lay on his front , back in the expossed air . He tugged the cover away fom me , leaving my chest cold . I could tell he was some what annoyed at my responce of not being able to sleep . Rolling on top of him , I straddled the back of his waist , my legs feeling his strong thighs rubbing against mine .

" I was just think abbout some stuff "

I told him as I pressed small kisses on his warm skin .

" What are you thinking about ? "

He spoke against the pillow . My hands began to work against his shoulders , attempting to release stress , I felt his body relax with my touch .

" Well ......"

I began but quickly stoped as my mind began to think of all his possible reactions . He could either walk our right now and leave me , or he could fling me against the wall with a small smack . Either one not sounding appetising . I sucked in a breath when I spoke .

" What ....What do you think about- about .....Having another baby ? "

Notes

CLIFFF HANGERRR .