Sofia's POV

Tomorow came faster than ever , it came in a small blurr . Me and Harry were still together after what had happen . But i still found it hard to be intimate with him , i shy'ed away from his touch when he tried to hoold y hand or kiss me . I just could not erase the wild Harry that haunted my memory . He noticed when i did , he would become silent and pull back on all contact all together I could tell he was frusted with me in the loss of contact . I was looking forward to seeing Ed Sheeran tonight . Harry was watching tv in my flat , while i picked out my outfit . The concert was at 8:00 so it gave me enough time for my hair and make up .
I peered at the woman in front of me . I could barely recongnise myself . I had wild tierd eyes due to the loss of sleep . I was like a zombie with Harry not around . I found myself bouncing at the thought of him . I needed him to be with me . Yet i could not stand the thought of him touching me , like that . My stomach turned when he would kiss me or slightly touch me in an intimate touch . I could tell he was lossing his patience with me , i could see it in his eyes . He was close to blowing up . I shook the thought of him doing that to me . He promised me .
My hair was long , too long for my liking . I wanted to cut it , but i just couldnt . My fingers ran through the messy waves at the tip of my hair . At this point i gave up on it . I walked out of my room , turning off the light behind me . The walk to the living suddenly stopped when i suddenly felt like i was being watched . I looked around my room , only to find it empty . I walked over to my window and carefully looked down . I was afraid to see anything that might haunt my dreams at night . There was nothing there except the side walk . I stood there wondering why i felt like someone was watching me . I jumped when Harry spoke my name . He stood a few feet away from me with his arms in front of him , almost as if he was trying to calm me down .
" Sofia "
He spoke worriedly at me through cautious eyes . He moved closer to me . My breath caught as he inched closer . I was paralized as he put his arms around me .
" Are you alright ? You look like if you've seen a ghost "
He told me as he hugged me closer . I slowly pushed him off me , not alowing anymore contact . I just couldnt. His jaw tightned but he quickly compossed himself .
" Yeah i just felt like someone was watching me "
I told him in a hushed tone , gesturing towards the window . In 3 small stides he closed the distance between him and the window .
" Sofia , theres no one there "
He told me laughing lightly .
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The concert was amazing ! Me and Harry wore matching hoodies , making us look adorable together . We sang along to the quiet melodies at the ginger sang to us .Harry held me thightly around the waist , i did not shy away from his touch . Wanting to thank him for what he had done for me, I did not reject him . It took all the strenght i had , but i made it .
The car ride was quiet back to my flat . He parked but he did not get out . I hesitaded before i spoke .
" Do you want to come in ? "
I asked him quietly . He starred at me . He nooded at me with hooded eyes .
We were quiet too inside the flat . The tension in the air was suffocating the me . It was like a tight bubble around me and him . I watched him as he kicked off his shoes and swiflty walking back to me . His bigger frame towered me , causing me to gulp . His hand reached up to cup my cheek , before slowly leaning in and pressing his lips to me . His lips brushed mine , his tongue tried to slither in but i pulled away before his hands could wander anymore .
" I just cant .....Harry .....I cant . "
I told him giving up . His jaw was cleched was he walked away from me . His back was to mine with fisted hands . It was his sudden movement that caused me to jump .
" God damit Sofia ! I'm trying too you know ?! "
He growled at me . I backed up from him . My animosity rose as he angrily spoke at me . How could he be so selfish ?!?
" Well maybe you should of thought of that before you forced your tongue down my throat ! "
I barked right back at him . He fummled over to the other side of the couch .
" Damit Sofia , I said sorry ! "
He told me reaching his boiling point . the bubble that was around us popped in and instant . The tencion in the air was being realised as we yelled at each other .
" Oh please , Harry . You're sorry ?! Please tell me more about how much your in pain ! Please go on Harry ! Tell me about you have to wake up every damn morning and remmeber your boyfriend sticking his tongue down some blondes throat ! Tell me Harry ! Tell me ! cause i can fucking write you a fucking story about it !! "
I screamed at him , right back . His eyes widen at my hurtful words . He slammed his hands into the couch . The force of the impact caused the small furniture to let out a loud thump.
" Wow Sofia ! Really ? You think i dont feel guilty that you fear me ?! You think i like the fact that you flich at me when i touch you ?! I'm trying Sofia ! I am ! "
He spat at me .
" Oh wow Harry ! let me give you a fucking pat in the back ! You want a gold sticker too ?! "
I asked sarcastly . His veins in his neck were poking out as he starred at me . His muscles were clenched tightly .
" Oh nice sofia . You wont even look at me ! Or touch me ! You're my fucking girlfriend ! I've been patient with you ! "
He yelled walking over to me . His head dipped down to mine to reach eye level .
" I'm trying ! "
He spoke ruffly . I could feel his breath on me as he talked to me .
" Well I'm sorry i cant bring myself to have sex with you . I'm sorry Harry . But you ruined it . You killed the passion i had for you . "
I told him face to face . His large hand gripped my small shoulder as he spoke .
" I'm sorry too "
He spoke quietly .
What he did took alot of balls . His grip loosend up on me . My heart felt for him .
I pulled him to look up at me before my lips crushed his .

Notes

made it long :)