Drops of Jupiter

Sofia's POV

The day was coming to an end , the city came to life . Clubs opened , drinks were poured and drinks were dropped . I was getting read in my flat when Harry knocked on my door . I ran to the door , I was with him 3 hours ago but my heart raced every time I saw him . My heart thumped as I struggled to open the door . When I gapped it open , Harry was standing there with his blazers sleeves pushed up , reviling his strong arms . He smiled as he pulled me by the waist to catch a kiss . He chuckled as I pulled away .
" you ready ?"
He asked me , looking around my flat . I began to get my stuff , bag , money . I had it all with me . He seemed nervous . But I ignored it .
As we walked down the steps of my flat Harry tightly gripped my arm , almost as if he was afraid I would runaway . I stopped him , I grabbed his shoulders forcing him to look at me .
" okay , what's wrong with you "
I asked him as I peered up at him .
" what do you mean "
He asked inncocently . His smirk was plasterd on his face as he watched me . He bent down and kissed me , making me forget what was happening .
He let out a laugh knowing the effect he had on me .
The club was packed like always , lights were raving everywhere giving you miniature heart attacks . Harry held my hand thightly as he pushed through the sweaty crowd . His larger frame and height making it easy of him to maneuver through the crowd . As for me , I was being swallowed by the crowd . Harry had to stop and grip my waist to help get me through . I spotted familiar heads as we reached the destination . Warm smiles and hugs were shared by all of us . We were having a good time , drinking and laughing . I turned my head to find Harry , but I saw he was taking many shots , with girls all around him . There was a blond next to him encouring him to drink more . With anger and alcohol boiling in my veins , I observed what was happening from a far . Harry raised the last shot to his lips , then let out a loud scream of victory . All the girls around him cheered at his victory . It was then that the blond reached over and grabbed him and kissed him hard . He responded by grabbing her waist and kissing her back . My anger boiled as I walked over to him . I was losing it . Harry let out another victory screech when he and the blond let go. Taking a shot I smacked his shoulder . He turned wide eye , he slurred his words .
" baby there you are ! Me an this lovely blond were just having fun !" He told me as he forcefully grabbed my waist and pressing me to him . Then his lips crushed mine in a rushed sloppy kiss . I tried to push him off , but he was much stronger than me .
" let me go Harry ! "
I yelled pounding his chest hard .
" don't fight me ! "
He yelled at me . His eyes were dark . His black orbs trailed up and down my body before he smirked at me . I was scared of him . I had never seen him like this before . He was rough with me . He was hurting me again .
" Harry please let me go "
I whimpered . My eyes were getting wet with moister . Soon my fear turned into anger . My hand flew to his face hard .
" let me go you asshole ! "
His head snapped to the side . His hand that rested on my waist twisted even harder into me . He turned his head towards mine , his eyes were red with anger . Before I new it I was being pulled through the crowd with Harry's arm around my waist . He ignores my yells and screames at him . My body was slammed to the wall . I let out a cry . But at this point all I wanted to do was hit him hard . I shoved his intoxicated body to the wall . He slumped back wards . I did not know this Harry . This was not harry . This was a monster .
He stayed there on the wall with his eyes closed . I attempted to walk away but his eyes snapped open .
" where are you going ? "
He growled at me bending his head down and pressing me to the wall with his body . His hands were all over me , he was touching me in ways he promised me he would never touch me . I let out a scream when his arm dug into my tigh . I could noe belive what he was doing to me . He was drunk . I was weak under neath his grasp . He had all the abilty to just hut me . The boy that was falling for was enflicting pain on me
" Harry please let me go "
I cried . Tears were falling from my eyes . He was hurting me . He harshly pressed his lips to mine . But I just stood there frozen on the spot .
" Harry ! What the fuck man ?! Let her go ! "
Niall was running toward us . Harry grip loosened up . Niall grabbed Harry trowing him to wall . Soon the rest of the guys were there too . I was in shock . My body was disconnected from mind . The alcohol was clouding my judgment . It all seems like a haze when Niall grabbed my arm pulling me towards his body in a protective hug .
" Niall get Sofia out of here please "
Yelled Liam at him . He just shook his head in agreement .
" no Niall please don't ! Sofia babe I'm sorry ! Please don't leave me ! "
Harry yelled after me . I cried harder into Niall's body . He tugged me through the crowd safely .Bodies curiously peered at us with worried looks . We were outside when the cold air sent stabs at my bare chest , causing more pain to my already aching heart . His car was retreated by a worker who looked pretty young to be working , Niall just held me thightly . He helped me climb into the shinny black vehicle before accelereting and getting us out of there . The car zoomed by the other cars in a dream like way . Inside the car was quiet while I cried .Niall took us to a neighboor just outside of town , mostly where all the rich snoby people lived. The car came into a halt stopping by some gates . The house was huge it was beautiful , with white walls and long pine trees . He helped me out and inside the house . The house smelled of shinny new polished floors . He guided my slump body down a giant hall , then he turned into a white beautiful room , with a giant white bed .
" Sofia you can sleep here , your safe "
He told me as he left the room .
" wait Niall ! "
I called after him . He stopped turning back to me .
" can you .... Can you please hug me ?"
I asked quietly . He walked over to me and put his arms around me . I cried into his body for hours , it seemed . After he left me there I slipped into the cold covers . My heart ached . I felt like it was ripped out and stomped on the ground . That was not Harry back there . That was a monster with green eyes . He cheated on me . He almost rapped me . I was afraid . The whole night I stayed awake thinking back the memory . The sweet guy I knew , the one that took me shopping and bought me flowers was now where to be found in my mind . All I could picture with this monster with wide wild eyes craving me .
The warm sunlight creepy into the guest room Niall had let me use . I was thankfull for him . If wouldn't have come . God knows what would have happen . He was a good friend . It was alittle past 12 when a soft knock vibrated throughout the white room . Niall walked in .
" hey sleepy head "
He told me as he walked over to me . He sat near me . Carefull not to touch me . I probly looked like a wild beast .
" um the lads are here and um breakfast is ready "
He told me placing his hand on my thigh over the think sheet . I flinched at the contact . My mind jumped back to Harry touching me there roughly . His eyes grew wide .
" sorry sorry "
He told me . He was about to leave when I quickly acted .
" where's Harry ?! "
I asked him . In a worried tone .
" he's back at Louis flat , Louis is trying to sober him up . I know you don't want to see him , but he fucked up man . Louis spent all light with him while he cried . "
He told me as I got out of bed .
I walked down the stairs with him into the kitchen dinner . Familiar eyes looked back at me . Zyan rushed over to me an gave me warm hug . Liam pulled me close while me gently stroked my back .
" are you alright love ?"
Liam whisperd at me with loving eyes .
" I'm better now , thank you "
We ate breakfast in silence when there was a knock on the door . We waited soon more hurried knocks.
Niall ran to the door . We heard yelled and things breaking.
" where is she Niall !?! God dammit Niall where is she !?! "
Harry yelled as he made his way to the kitchen . Zyan flew in front of me .Harry appeared in the kitchen with wide eyes . His eyes searched the place until they landed behind Zyan . I was gripping Liam . He was hugging me protectively . I could hear Harry's foot steps grow closer and closer . The more he stepped the tighter my grip grew in Liam's shirt .
" Zyan please move . She's my girlfriend "
Spoke Harry to Zyan . I could hear that Zyan hesitated before moving the shield he had created . I was still pressed to Liam's front .
" Harry don't . She's shaking . "
Liam warned .
Harry now stood behind me . All though Harry was bigger and stronger than all of them , they all stood their ground with him .
" Liam please move "
Harry asked , his voice shook alittle . The warmth beneathe my fingers slipped , leaving me there cold and unprotected . A familiar touch held my bear shoulder turning me toward him . A made no eye contact , but I knew Harry's eyes were on me . He stood taller and bigger than me . My eyes opened . My eyes trailed from his shoes all the way to his neck to his eyes . Whose now color was now back to green. He looked down at me . He made no attempt to hug me . He just stood there . He grabbed my hand . He pulled us both into the familiar white room I slept in . He tugged me into the giant bathroom . He left me there while he turned the foset on . The place became got with vapor . The bathtub was filled with warm water . He starred at me . We both just looked at each other . With a quick movement his shirt was off . He was just standing there shirtless with jeans . He watched me as I gulped down his muscles . Taking him in . He walked behind me , his hands tugged the zipper of my dress down . Leaving me with nothing but bra and panties . I flinched as his hand guided me to the warm water . My skin rose up in goose bumps as I sinker lower . Before he got in he locked the door . The sound made my body flinch as I realized we were completly alone . He rid himself of his jeans only to be left in boxers . He slid in with me , behind me . His hand pulled me down to his cheats . We layed there . Not talking , just hearing each others breath up and down . I could feel his heart beat through my back .
" Sofia "
He spoke for the first time to me . I did not respond . I was afraid of what I would say. So instead I turned my body to face him . I rested in between his knees . I was surprised at my bravery . I felt a sudden rush of adrenaline pulsing through my body .
His hands found mine , he tried to tangle his fingers in mine . But my hand flinched away from his touch .
My eyes piercingly stared at his blank ones . He searched for something in mine , only to find nothing . I felt neither hate nor love towards him. . I was numb . I'm pretty sure he felt the same way . So what now ? What do you do when two people are numb ? Do you pinch them until they feel again ? Do you torcher them ? What do you do ?
You wait .
We sat there . It seemed like an eternity . The water was warm , it relaxed my clenched fist . Anger was boiling to the top . My mind was being clouded by the anger i felt towards him . For the first time since last night , i was beginng to think clearly .
" How dare you put you're hands me "
I told him hashly . His jaw clenched at my words . At the rate our anger was rising , the water was going to bubbling at anytime now .
" I was drunk "
He told me relaxing alittle . He sicked me , he was a floppy mess .
" And I'm the idiot who trusted you "
I spit back at him . He flinched at me words . He looked at me , almost as if he was trying to find me . His eyes were watery when he reached out to me . His curls were sticking to his skin as the vapor subsided . When the tears rolled down my anger subsided . My heart melted , along with my will , my streghnt , the last power i though left my body . Harry just cried silently in front of me .
" I really fucked this up , i know . You were the best thing that happen to me and know you hate me . I'm such a screwed up mess. I would hate me too . "
He looked up to meet my eyes .
" You hate me , so i hate me too "
He spoke at me . My heart clenched at his words . He was trying , i could see that . I hated that fact that he thought that . My hand hesitaded when i reached to tangle our fingers together . His hands were soft , unlike the ones from last night , his hands last night were hard and forcefull . HIs alien hands were becoming familiar with his touch . My aching heart was beging to flutter again at his touch . I lent forward pressing my body against his . I layed there on top of him , while his hands rubbed my back in slow motions . My hear broke for him , i could feel his pain with our pressed bodies . He made a mistake , we all made mistakes .

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