Sofia's POV


We stood there , for what seemed hours , in each others arms . Our breaths coming to slow down in unison . His curls tickeled my neck , his breathing on my neck .
I'm sorry ....i didnt mean to hurt you .. i would never ...i just-
His voice trailed off . I held on to a guy who had just hurt me . On a daily basis this is not the reaction i would have if someone put their hands on me . I would of lashed out , completly gone balistic . But this was diffrent , it was like he had no idea what he had done in the process of hurting me . He had gone from a comforting sweet guy to a dangerous lion in a matter of minutes . And that frightend me . We were still in each others arms , when he pressed me to the car . He looked up from his previous position to meet my eyes . Suddenly everything stopped . The wind stopped blowing and the waves stopped meeting the sand . Everything about his moment made it perfect . Which to anyone it would have been sick .
His eyes darted to my lips . In an insant we were kissing . Not like any other kiss though . This one was full of hurried sorry's and regrets . We lost each other in our mouths as we forgot everything that pained us . From him loosing his control to me causing him to lose it .The kiss turned from a slow sweet kiss to a heated desprete for contact kiss . His taller frame was bout a head bigger than me making me have to be on my tippy toes to get full accsess . We slowly pulled away gasping for air .
I understand .
I told him giving the assurance that he needed to hear . We pulled away from each other smiling .
Woah , that was something .
He said refering to what had just happen .
We had decided to leave early , to make sure we were both okay .
On the car ride was were i thought deeply about what had happened . I was so attacted to him , for god knows why . He was diffrent than most of the guys i dated . He was an explosive man , and that somehow that attracted me to him . It was sick but it was true . He made me want to rip my head off and feed it to piranas .We were both differnt than most people . My head was resting on my seat as i slept on my thoughts . The kiss was perfect , we were both nervouse on the surface making it better than ever . I'd known him a couple of days and i couldnt wait to be in his arms again . Harry's sudden stop made me wake up . He slammed on the breaks making our bodies jerk forward .
Shit . sorry .
He cursed shyly . I smiled at his nervouse gase . I watched him .He looked nervouse . I did one thing when i was anxious . Curioustity got the best of me . The question had escaped my lips before i caught them .
Harry ?
I asked quietly .
hhhm ?
He asked pushing away his curls away from his eyes . I hedistated .
Have you ever done weed ?
I instantly reggereted it . He smiled and looked at me .
No i havent .
He answered slightly laughing .
Do you want to ?
I asked bravely . It was something about the innocence about the subject that made me ask him . I wanted to currupt him . Make him feel what i felt .
Do you have some ?
He asked smiling . I had him hooked .
Back in my flat .
I added looking at his eyes as he intently watched the road .
Lets go then .
Im not sure why he agreed , but i liked it .
More than i should .