Drops of Jupiter
Mirror .
Sofia's POV
I hated showing emotion . I despiced it . I felt weak . To their eyes , i was weak . The question took me completly off guard , i was not preapred for it . It kicked the back of my legs making me buckel forward . My chest was rising up and down at an uneven rate . My heart ached at the painful memory , my stomach was turned at the moment , making me want to trow up . The memory completly took control of me , it took my sences , it took my reasoning , it took my heart . The memory took my heart ,placing it in its palms squeezing it in an evil way that made me cry out in pain .
You would think that after what happen i would have at least stoped and get my life in track . Well i didnt , in fact it got worse . I solemly took shelter in my own arms . I made my self , i rebuilt myself . I created a new me . Stronger . Smarter . Better . But of course those were the golden years , it quickly turned into a nightmare , after i tried weed . I was never the type of girl to do weed , but it helped . Alot . It clouded me pushing me into an abbyss that comforted me . I pushed the thought away . I killed that memory many years ago . I shot it , murdering it , hiding the memory and trowing it into the lake tied down with chains to keep it from floating back up . But the murderd always come back to hunt their reason of dying . It was a demon i could not expel , i exserised it , but it came back . Through my rises and falls i was my only friend .
I looked up to find 5 paires of eyes looking back at me . Blue , brown and green . The emrald eyes studied me . Harry's look calmed me . I wiped my tears with hatred . i let out a sighn . Trying to compose myself ,i shook my head , slightly smiling . It felt like a trust circle . Five eyes peered at me with reasuring smiles , warm . Warm . Warm was a sence of seat , but his warm was differnt . These guys that i had just met made me feel warm . It was Niall who broke the silence .
" Well my biggest mistake was to invite Zyan because he was the dumb ass who asked the question ", he said smaking Zyan in the head . I laughed , soon everyone did too . The mood lightend up in a matter of seconds . The guys made me laugh by telling me emberassing stories of Harry . They were trying to cheer me up . Thats something that someone hadent done to me in a while ...... Trying .
I hated showing emotion . I despiced it . I felt weak . To their eyes , i was weak . The question took me completly off guard , i was not preapred for it . It kicked the back of my legs making me buckel forward . My chest was rising up and down at an uneven rate . My heart ached at the painful memory , my stomach was turned at the moment , making me want to trow up . The memory completly took control of me , it took my sences , it took my reasoning , it took my heart . The memory took my heart ,placing it in its palms squeezing it in an evil way that made me cry out in pain .
You would think that after what happen i would have at least stoped and get my life in track . Well i didnt , in fact it got worse . I solemly took shelter in my own arms . I made my self , i rebuilt myself . I created a new me . Stronger . Smarter . Better . But of course those were the golden years , it quickly turned into a nightmare , after i tried weed . I was never the type of girl to do weed , but it helped . Alot . It clouded me pushing me into an abbyss that comforted me . I pushed the thought away . I killed that memory many years ago . I shot it , murdering it , hiding the memory and trowing it into the lake tied down with chains to keep it from floating back up . But the murderd always come back to hunt their reason of dying . It was a demon i could not expel , i exserised it , but it came back . Through my rises and falls i was my only friend .
I looked up to find 5 paires of eyes looking back at me . Blue , brown and green . The emrald eyes studied me . Harry's look calmed me . I wiped my tears with hatred . i let out a sighn . Trying to compose myself ,i shook my head , slightly smiling . It felt like a trust circle . Five eyes peered at me with reasuring smiles , warm . Warm . Warm was a sence of seat , but his warm was differnt . These guys that i had just met made me feel warm . It was Niall who broke the silence .
" Well my biggest mistake was to invite Zyan because he was the dumb ass who asked the question ", he said smaking Zyan in the head . I laughed , soon everyone did too . The mood lightend up in a matter of seconds . The guys made me laugh by telling me emberassing stories of Harry . They were trying to cheer me up . Thats something that someone hadent done to me in a while ...... Trying .
Does anyone have a link to tye story part 2
12/23/13