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Chapter 5 - I'm not good enough

Getting to the studio Harry and CJ went in first while Niall and I stayed back so he could calm me down since I was full on crying right now. “Please don’t let this get to you princess, they aren’t worth it”, he said holding my hand; I nodded and kissed him softly. We got out of the car and entwined our fingers as we made our way inside to the studio. “How are you feeling?” Perrie asked the second I stepped into the studio, hugging me tightly, “I’m okay I guess”, I confessed, sitting down on the couch and cuddled up to Niall, who wrapped his strong arms around me.
I must have fallen asleep at some point because as I opened my eyes I was laying on the couch, blanket draped over me and a note from the lads, ‘we didn’t want to wake you, but we’re at starbucks next door, come meet us when you see this’ seeing as they were nowhere in sight I got up and walked over to the starbucks they had mentioned, seeing all of them sitting in a rather large booth, “hello princess”, Niall said with a smile, wrapping an arm around me, and kissing the top of my head. “Hey”, I mumbled back, everything that had happened suddenly rushed back and I could feel the tears threatening to burst again, “You okay Karen?” Liam asked, looking over at me worried. “Don’t worry about me, I’ll buy some coffee then I’ll go back to the studio. That way I won’t spoil your day”, I replied and got up, knowing fully that they were all staring at me in shock. “I’ll have a café latte”, I said to the guy at the counter, rather good looking bloke actually, maybe I should hook him up with one of my friends back home. “Here you go love”, he said handing me my coffee and I made my way out to the streets and in to the studio, sitting down on the couch with the take away cup in my hand.
Once I got to the studio I was greeted by Paul who looked at me worried, “You alright love?” he asked walking over to me, “Not really”, I sniffled, hugging him as best as I could without spilling my coffee, which was half empty. “What happened? Sophia didn’t give you any crap did she?” he asked, rubbing my back, “No it’s the fans, they are sending me hate and death treats”, I mumbled into his chest. We stood there for a while until we could hear the others entering the studio. “She okay Paul?” Harry asked a worried look on his face, “No, she’s been getting hate and death threats from the fans, I think it’s time she goes home to be with her family”, he said with a serious look on his face. Looking at all of them I could see that they all agreed, even Niall, although it looked like he was about to cry. “It’s my fault”, he said making me shake my head. “No Niall this isn’t your fault, I should never have asked you to kiss me or even made a video with you, it was fueling the fire”, placing a hand on his cheek I dried away the tears, “I’m not leaving for forever, I just think its best I spend some time with my family”, finally he nodded and kissed me softly. “I’ll drive you to the airport and I don’t care who see’s us, I will take my girlfriend to the airport”, we all looked at him surprised, Niall and I hadn’t made it official, “did you just say girlfriend?” I asked looking at him, a smile threatening to show, “Damn right I did, you’re my girlfriend and I’m not loosing you because of the stupid haters”, throwing myself into his arms I wrapped my arms and legs around him, kissing him passionately, “Let’s go”, Niall said once we’d pulled away, I nodded and started on the goodbye hugs, I even got a hug from Liam causing Sophia to shoot darts at me with her eyes, “Give it a rest Sophia, just be happy that I’m leaving!” I said, rolling my eyes.
At the airport there were load of people; Paul had gone with us which I thought was a great idea. “Thank you for taking care of the lads Paul and for looking after me”, I smiled and hugged him. “Of course love, that’s my job”, he winked, his Irish accent ringing through my ears. “I’ll miss you sooo much princess, promise me to stay in touch”, Niall said, wrapping me in his famous Horan hugs. “I promise Niall, I won’t forget you”, I replied, giving him a long passionate kiss, and then I entered the plane.

Notes

Sorry it took so long for an update, I'm working on chapter 6 now, so it will be up soooon
- Karen

Comments

Plz update!!! x

@Karen Jensen
I'm not being mean, I'm munching cookies :D
*whispers* Sowwiiieeeeee

@louislove123
Thank you sweetie, there might be a sequel but I'm not sure, I'm gonna see how well this one goes.

@Harry_Louis_Niall_Zayn_Liam
Dont be mean babes

@Karen Jensen
Best four years of my liiiiiife
We made friends in the April and One Direction became a band in the November

@louislove123 - This story isn't over yet
Why are you asking for a sequel now O.o

Omg I fucking love this so much I hope you make a sequel and I hope the little girl will be able to sing love ya ♥