Style's Smile
Past Shapes Us
"So uh...yeah...why would you...you know...wanna do uh um um like that uh thingy...um" I burst of kids started laughing at me, releasing what I just said sounded wrong I tried my best to hold back my tears.I was in 5th period, speach class, and I was presenting! I just couldn't do this not again
Haley's Flashback:
"Haley Harrison!" The man wearing way to short shorts for a man to wear called out my name. I slowly made my way up to the stage. What if all of it was true? Everyone in my family, and all my friends all said I could sing. Mean while everyone who hated me or didn't know me said I was aweful. They're not my friends I thought, so they must be telling the truth. I turned around to see Jarron and Brandon my two biggest crushes scence forever. Brandon was doing something with a peice of paper he found on the floor and Jarron was smiling at me. How can I like two totally diffrent guys? Jarron's a year older than me and is the sweetest guy i'll ever meet. Everytime he saw me he'd smile, he'd always help me, and suported me. I spent most of summer camp with him. Brandon smiled when he saw me too. Only cause he was also laughing at me for tripping over my own to feet walking over to him. I think that if I died he could careless. And yet...I still loved him. I looked aroung back at everyone else and opened my mouth, and began to sing. Then I dropped the mic and ran off stage, as soon as I saw Jarron trying so hard not to laugh. And Brandon he was...being mean lets end it like that. I ran to the bathrooms and cryed all night, I didn't go back to my cabbin, I didn't go out side I stayed there and cryed. I never saw Jarron again. That night I swore I'd never go up in frount of people again.
End of Flashback:
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"That was very good," I could hear the teacher say, snaping me out of my painfull memory. She asked to class to critic my "Preformence" no one volenteered, so lucky me she pick the most popular kid in the class. "I thought it was amazing," he said sarcasticly. I croked, then the whole class laughed at me. I wanted to cry more then anything. I felt this huge knot in my throught a lump of tears foging up my eyes. Like a .baby rabbit being chance to the death by a predator I dared not move I knew that would be the death of me. "Mrs.D can I go to the bathroom?" Of corse hun. I left the room with tears slightly fallowing down my face like little crystals hiden in caves only to be revealve for more money or treasure, execpt in school the treasure was humiliating me. Then the bell to lunch rang and I went back to class to get my back pack. On my way out I saw my friends Chloe and Grace so I ran into the bathroom, and let out another sob all the memories coming back to me. Like a gaint snowball coming towards me, every second I waited it gets bigger. I just wanted to run, but again the longer I waited the bigger it grew. I didn't want to tell anyone of that horrible summer camp, but I knew I'd have to sooner or later. Chloe wants me to audition for the X factor with her...but I cant! I'm not good enough and I never will be. I don't want to tell her this, or try out, but sitting, waiting for something to come that I can never escape is even worse.
Haley's Flashback:
"Haley Harrison!" The man wearing way to short shorts for a man to wear called out my name. I slowly made my way up to the stage. What if all of it was true? Everyone in my family, and all my friends all said I could sing. Mean while everyone who hated me or didn't know me said I was aweful. They're not my friends I thought, so they must be telling the truth. I turned around to see Jarron and Brandon my two biggest crushes scence forever. Brandon was doing something with a peice of paper he found on the floor and Jarron was smiling at me. How can I like two totally diffrent guys? Jarron's a year older than me and is the sweetest guy i'll ever meet. Everytime he saw me he'd smile, he'd always help me, and suported me. I spent most of summer camp with him. Brandon smiled when he saw me too. Only cause he was also laughing at me for tripping over my own to feet walking over to him. I think that if I died he could careless. And yet...I still loved him. I looked aroung back at everyone else and opened my mouth, and began to sing. Then I dropped the mic and ran off stage, as soon as I saw Jarron trying so hard not to laugh. And Brandon he was...being mean lets end it like that. I ran to the bathrooms and cryed all night, I didn't go back to my cabbin, I didn't go out side I stayed there and cryed. I never saw Jarron again. That night I swore I'd never go up in frount of people again.
End of Flashback:
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"That was very good," I could hear the teacher say, snaping me out of my painfull memory. She asked to class to critic my "Preformence" no one volenteered, so lucky me she pick the most popular kid in the class. "I thought it was amazing," he said sarcasticly. I croked, then the whole class laughed at me. I wanted to cry more then anything. I felt this huge knot in my throught a lump of tears foging up my eyes. Like a .baby rabbit being chance to the death by a predator I dared not move I knew that would be the death of me. "Mrs.D can I go to the bathroom?" Of corse hun. I left the room with tears slightly fallowing down my face like little crystals hiden in caves only to be revealve for more money or treasure, execpt in school the treasure was humiliating me. Then the bell to lunch rang and I went back to class to get my back pack. On my way out I saw my friends Chloe and Grace so I ran into the bathroom, and let out another sob all the memories coming back to me. Like a gaint snowball coming towards me, every second I waited it gets bigger. I just wanted to run, but again the longer I waited the bigger it grew. I didn't want to tell anyone of that horrible summer camp, but I knew I'd have to sooner or later. Chloe wants me to audition for the X factor with her...but I cant! I'm not good enough and I never will be. I don't want to tell her this, or try out, but sitting, waiting for something to come that I can never escape is even worse.
Notes
I Love all you lovely people! <3 lol im bored and check out @Crazychick her story "Still the one" is Irresitible haha get it cause there both 1D songs and this is a ...never mindUntil next story: stay strong and carry on XXX
Because The name of it is "The Start of Something New" Which is is first song Troy and Gabbriella sang together....
wanna hear a joke about a cat?
You gotta be kinding me!
Hahaha Get it?...KITTEN me...like. like a cat...is a ...a kitten before its a?!?
4 get this lets be awkward turtles together ^.^
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