I'm sitting on my couch sunday night, satisfied after a fun weekend with the gang. We had gone to Harry's dads cabin for the weekend, all of us. Eating good food, talked around the fire and enjoyed the little alone time that we had left before they were gone. It was a really nice way to spend our last weekend together and I loved the area around the cabin, it was beautiful. I really feel like these people has become my family, they are wonderful friends who support and care for each other and I'm thankful to be able to call them my friends.

I open my email, expecting a message from Jack about a photoshoot we're doing tomorrow, when I find something totally new. I have 253 new messages. What? I open the first one, sent by smileatme_21.

HOPE YOURE HAPPY WITH YOURSELF FOR RUINING EVERYTHING!!!! YOURE AN UGLY FUCKING CU...

I stop reading. I got that one, someones not very happy with me. I try to delete those words from my mind and I open another randomly.

Why is he with you? Your ugly. This is a joke. Harry must have a meltdown...

I close that one down too and the one after that. I think they all give the same sense of idea. I feel my heart dropping a little. I knew this would happen, but I had hoped that it wouldn't. I decide not to read any more. It's not like it was fun to read those words about yourself. I searched for the one that Jack had sent me with details about the morning after, then I closed my computer with a sigh.

They all knew who I was by now, me and Harry had been out shopping this week and had been followed by a couple of photographers, now it was everywhere. I recoiled the first time I saw myself on the cover of a magazine, it was very weird. Learn everything about Harry's new girlfriend the title said and I wondered what they actually knew about me? I didn't dare buy the magazine, so I don't know what false things they said about me, but I hoped that it wasn't too bad. Even my mom had called me to say that the news was all over sweden by now too, even the news talked about it. I sighed. Was this my life now? Being recognized walking to the store? Thankfully it would slow down when the guys was away, that's was Eleanor said anyway. Not that I wanted them to go, but it was a crazy life they lived. I just had to get used to it.

I decided not to tell Harry about it when we talked that night, I knew that he would be sad and disappointed. I wanted this happy-time that we had going on to last a little while longer. Of course there was a lot of girls who was disappointed that they weren't the one that got the handsome Harry for themselves, but shouldn't they be happy that their idol was happy? But I knew that world, the social media was an ugly world. I'm thankful that I don't do those things, twitter and those. I knew the guys did and some of the girls also. I actually had an account, but never used it. Now I was too afraid to login and see what everyone was saying about me. I didn't like the attention and most of the people on there didn't know the real me. It was kind of sad to be honest. I went to bed and tried to forget about those mean things those “fans” had said.

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I felt the panic rise as I woke up that friday. It had all gone too fast, this week had flown by so quickly. They were leaving tomorrow. I looked over at the handsome guy sleeping beside me, I had to enjoy this moment, it was our last until...I don't even know when. I signed. I sat up on the bed, leaning against the bed frame. Harry stirred in his sleep, stretching his arms out at me and snuggles into my lap. I smile at him, he is so cute when he sleeps. I start to play with his hair as I lay my head back and wonder how my life will look in a few months, even a week from now feels like scary territory.

What would I do with my time when Harry's no longer here to occupy it? I should get a hobby or something, maybe start painting or learn to play the guitar. I had to do something if I'm going to keep myself sane when he's gone. I don't want him to worry about me either, feel guilty for leaving me.

I feel Harry stir again and his breathing tell that he's awake. I continue to stoke his hair and a moan slips through his lips which makes me snicker.

“I want to wake up like this every morning.” He mumbles, nuzzling my lap again. I feel the heat of his breath on my groin and a shiver runs down my back. It's weird how much sex we've had the last week and yet we can't get enough. Guess that we are filling up for when we no longer will get any. I run my fingers down his back and get another moan from him before he pulls me down so I'm laying on my back beside him. He looks deep into my eyes before he strokes his nose against mine. I wrap my arms around his neck and press him against me, willing my tongue into his mouth and he let me without hesitation. The kiss is fiery and wanting.

I pull his hair as the desire in me takes over and he starts massaging my breasts, making me moan with pleasure. His hands feels warm and soft and I love the feeling they give me as they run over my body. He strokes one of them down my stomach and to my lower abdomen, massaging the good parts. I let go of his lips to let out a groan as the waves of pleasure flows through me. He kisses down my jaw to my neck and gives me love bites as he continues his treatment with his hand. He pushes a finger in me and I dig my nails into his back, moaning loud. It feels so good!

All of a sudden his phone starts to ring loudly, pulling my focus.

“Ignore it.” He mumbles into my neck, kissing down to my collar bone. But it's hard when it starts to ring again right after it stopped. Harry growls against my skin, but keep up with his treatment. But when it rings a third time he pulls out of me, leaving me wanting more and gives me a kiss on the lips before he get up to answer his phone.

“What?” He answers pretty rude. “Oh, okey. Sure, I have a couple of minutes.” He says to whoever it is on the phone. I groan loudly in frustration as he pulls his short on, smiling at me before he leaves the room. That's not okey! Leaving me sexually frustrated, wanting more. It's a dangerous thing. I lay for a minute just begging in my head that he will come back, but I hear him talking on the phone in the living room. So I decide to get up and take a shower, maybe that will help. I take a hot and long shower, making my body soft and smooth. When I get out I still hear Harry talking in the other room, so I get dressed and head out to the kitchen to get something to eat. He's sitting in the armchair on the other side of the room, so I shouldn't disturb too much if I fix some breakfast.

I feel his eyes on me when I get out some bread and put them in the toaster, I pull out marmalade, putter and juice from the fridge. I get two glasses from the cabinet and start to fill one with juice, I look up and hold it out in a asking gesture to Harry, asking if he want some. He nods and I walk over with it to him and he takes it with a smile. When I turn around to leave he smacks me on the ass, making me jump. I turn around with an shocked expression, feeling the desire blossom again. He gives me a sexy smile and drinks from his juice. He's teasing me. Well two can play that game.

We had decided with the others to have a day together one last time before they leave. We would hang out in their apartment backyard, where we knew that no paparazzi could get in and that was a nice feeling. We went out there around noon and Eleanor had made food that we would put on the grills. I helped her set up everything on the tables while Harry and Louis set the grills. Danielle, Liam, Niall, Perrie and Zayn was soon with us and the conversations were loud. Someone had put on some music that blasted through a speakers. We drank some beers and I was sitting with Eleanor and Niall and talking. He was thrilled to go out on tour, but then again he also was the only one without a girlfriend he was leaving. Not that the other guys don't think it will be awesome to tour, but I think they all think it's a little hard leaving. I went up to get another beer when Harry walked by, I sneaked a stroke on the front of his pants before I continued for the beer. I heard him catching his breath, but I kept walking. He was definitely not expecting that. I smiled for myself.

We ate a really good meal and talked a lot, the conversation changing from food to animals to tour to aliens, it never got boring with these people. I gave Harrys leg a stroke now and then, making sure he didn't forget my touch. We moved into Liam's place as it started raining and continued drinking beer, sitting on his couch. Harry held me light. He ran his fingers up and down my thigh every once in a while, trying to get a reaction from me. I ignored him as best as I could, not wanting the others to see. But his touch made my inside yearn for him, I felt week. He even stroke his thumb on the back of my neck, knowing how much I liked that. Oh this guy was good. I needed to up my game!

After we had eaten the pizza that we had ordered, some of the guys was standing in the kitchen area, talking. I decided to go over there to get another beer. I didn't choose the easy way to the fridge, I walked to the other side and as I had to go through the guys' little group, I turned my behind against Harry and push it against his front as I walked by, a little slower than usual. I felt him stiffening behind me before I got the beer out of the fridge and walked back to the couch. I looked his way as I sat down and he was giving me a sexy but frustrated stare, I just smiled at him. Ha! I even spilled beer on myself on purpose so that I had to wear my cardigan with nothing other than my bra under it. The buttons didn't go that high up, so I showed a lot of cleavage. I saw Harrys frustrating gaze as he sat down beside me on the couch. I directed myself toward him and leaned in, knowing how much he could see down my cardigan. I heard him sigh and smiled for myself.

“You are getting punished for this later.” He whispered low in my eyes and I felt a shudder of excitement go through me. I couldn't stop from smiling. I put my hand on his thigh while I talked to Perrie, making it seem like nothing special. Harry was talking to Louis and Zayn as I started to stoke my hand slowly up his leg. I heard him catching his breath, but he sat still. When I was very close to his member he quickly took my hand in his and held it far away, making it seem like he just wanted to hold my hand. A low laugh slipped my lips and I saw him smirking from beside me, squeezing my hand. The others would probably not notice, but I could tell that his bump was a little bigger under his pants. I smiled triumphed.

It got a little sad when we were saying goodbye, I wouldn't see the guys in so long. I tried my best to not cry, but my eyes watered when Niall gave me a long strong hug. God I would miss them! He kissed my cheek as he let me go and winked at me, making me smile. Louis did the same, but before he released me he whispered in my ear.

“I will take care of him.” He promised and one single tear fell over, down my cheek. He brushed it away before I turned to Harry again. He looked questioningly at me but I just smiled. We all said goodbye and Eleanor promised she call me the next day when they had left. Thank god that I would have the girls here at least.

The sadness disappeared when we stepped into the elevator, the small proximity reminding my body of the desire and the foreplay we've had all day. I looked up at Harry who had a serious but extremely sexy stare, his eyes almost black with lust. The elevator doors opened and we walked out toward his door.

As I walked through the door I was pulled back, pushed up against the now closed door and pressed against his body, his lips only an inch from mine. I could feel his breath against my lips and the smell made my mouth water. I ran my fingers through his hair as he pressed his lips against mine with an forceful desire. His hands held my hips still as he pressed himself against me, making me moan. He started to unbutton my cardigan and threw it on the floor and kissed down my neck. After a while he started to pull off my pants, leaving me in my underwear while he was fully clothed. I tried to pull his shirt off but he pushed away my hands, holding them tight against my side as he kissed me ruffly again. I hadn't really seen this dominant part of him before, but I liked it. It was thrilling and very sexy.

“Turn around.” He ordered after a few more minutes, low into me ear. I obeyed, standing against the door, which we hadn't left. I stood there a few moments, feeling a little awkward. He didn't touch me and I started to wonder what was going on. I started to turn around when I felt a hand on my shoulder.

“Stay.” He said with a sexy, low voice. I felt a thrill go through me. He stroke the hand down my back and then it left my body only to a second later land hard on my ass with a smash. I jumped in shock and the pain it caused my behind, a small cry getting through my lips. It hurt, but it was so fucking erotic that I didn't mind. “You teased me with this.” He growled as he caress the skin where he had just spanked. It had started to burn from the slap. He pressed himself against me, pulled my hair away and kissed my shoulder. My breathing had started to speed and I felt his being heavier against me. I leaned my head to the side to give him more room to kiss my neck.

“I want you.” He mumbled against my skin as he nibbled on my neck.

“Take me.” I breathed, wanting nothing more by now.

He pulled down my panties and quickly left my body to a few seconds later press his naked body against mine. I could clearly feel his erection against my ass. He unclasped my bra and it fell to the floor. I was so exited that I shook, I don't think I've ever been this turned on. Feeling his breath against my skin made me go crazy with pleasure, he stroke a finger down my spine.

“Put you hands on the door and take a step back.” He ordered me, I willingly obeyed. He spread my legs so they were a couple of feet between each other. Then he took a step back and I could feel his eyes at me. “I really like this view.” He said and I felt my cheeks getting red as I stood there exposed.

I yelped when his hand slapped my other buttock, making that as red as the first one. He spanked the other one again before he stroke his hand down my buttock to my private parts. He rubbed my clitoris fast, making me moan loud. I was basically dripping – I was so wet, he pushed two fingers inside me.

“You are so fucking hot.” He said kissing my shoulder blade, pulling his fingers in and out of me. I was breathing heavy by now. It was so good, but I wanted him in me and I knew that he could sense it.

“Beg me.” He whispered.

“Please.” I breathed, but nothing happened. “Harry, please!” I almost shouted and the fingers disappeared only to be replaced by his erection who slammed into me. I shouted out loud with pain and pleasure. He slammed into me with force over and over again. I was screaming, it was so incredibly hot and felt so good.

“Oooohhhh myy goooood!” I felt like I was losing it, the pleasure taking over my whole body. It was almost to intense. He stopped then and I was thankful but yet disappointed. He pulled out of me and whipped me around pressing his lips against mine. The kiss was passionate and I pulled my hands through his hair. He lifted my legs up and I wrapped them around him as he directed his erection into me again. I moaned into his mouth as he started to move me up and down. This position, making everything go cloudy for me, pressed exactly on the right sports, the feeling too exquisite. I leaned my head back and tried to breath, while his lips continued down my chest. I couldn't hold it in any longer and let the orgasm take over me. My whole body shaking as he slowed down his movements, but kept going. When I was able to breath again I leaned in and kissed his lips. He stopped moving his hips only to start walking into the bedroom and we both fell down on it, he still in me.

“I'm not done with you yet.” He said as he started pumping into me again. My desire blossomed again and I pulled his lips closer and bit his bottom lip.

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We were laying on the bed, looking deep into each others eyes. We hadn't slept all night. We'd had a lot of sex and doing this, staring into the others eyes. My body felt tired but I didn't want to sleep. I wanted to take advantage of the time we had left and I think he felt the same. He was stroking his fingers up and down my spine as I was caressing his chest.

“I have to go soon.” He whispered and I couldn't do anything else than nod. I was holding back the tears that I felt was threatening to come. I didn't want him to feel bad for leaving, it was his dream and his work, so I tried to keep up a good spirit. But I was tired and really didn't want him to leave. One single tear slipped through and slipped down my chin. He leaned in and kissed me sweetly.

“I love you.” He whispered against my lips and I felt a shiver go through me. It was the first time he had said that to me and my heart squeezed. I kissed him more forceful. Wow!

“I love you too.” I said as I leaned back to look at him. I really did love this guy. It's crazy how fast and how hard I have fallen in love with him. He smiled happily at me, nuzzling my nose. I closed my eyes trying hard to keep the tears away, feeling proud when they obeyed me.

All to soon he had to go up to get ready. I pulled one of his T-shirts on and was standing, looking at him as he got dressed and pulled his bags out into the living room. He put them by the door before he turned towards me, he had a sad expression on his face that didn't make this any easier. I swallowed hard, trying to get the lump in my throat down. He pulled me close and kissed me hard. I wrapped my arms around him, not wanting to let go. We was disrupted by a knock on the door and Harry opened it, there was a man who was suppose to get his bags and he took them.

“I need to go.” He said when the man had left and I could no longer hold the tears back. They streamed down my face with force, I took a deep breath. He pulled me toward him in a close embrace.

“I can't leave if you cry.” He begged quietly, stroking my hair.

“I can't help it.” I cuddled into his chest, trying to force my eyes to stop the stream, but nothing helped. He pulled back and held my head in his hans, looking into my now red eyes. He leaned in and kissed me softly.

“I love you like crazy.” He whispered in between kisses.

“And I love you.” I hugged him tight before letting go.

“Bye!” He said as he walked towards the door.

“Bye Styles.” I said before he closed the door.

Notes

Well there was a lot of emotion in this chapter. I'm basically sitting here horny and crying, haha!

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