Still Friends? (Larry Stylinson AU)
I was in the kitchen on Twitter when Harry got back. He had all kinds of groceries in his hands. Zayn had left no more than 5 minutes ago. He had talked me through the whole "pansexual" thing and we came to the conclusion that it wad true.
I told him that I had told Niall I was gay. I have never been into boys so I guess pansexual sounded better than just immediately jumping ahead and saying I was gay. He said that he'd call Niall later and tell him that I was pansexual not gay. I asked him if he was going to tell Perrie and he said only if I wanted him to. I decided the less that knew for now, the better.
Harry put the groceries on the counter in the kitchen. He came up to me and gives me a HUGE hug. My head fit perfectly in his neck.
"I got the eggs but then I got sidetracked and bought all kinds of things. Plus you were out of milk." He told me. I lifted up my head and looked up at him. He looked so kissable tight now.
All I had to do was lean in and kiss him. Just a little peck. Sure it might ruin our friendship again, but what if it only makes it stronger? What if it makes us even more than friends? I didn't realize that I was staring until I hard my name get called super loud.
"LOUIS!" I shook my head and looked at him confused.
"Geez.... I called you like four times! What we're you thinking about?" He said smiling.
"I- nothing. It's just I-I'm glad to have you back." I said smiling. I hope I convinced him.
"Me to, now can you help me with these groceries, I have no clue where any thing goes." He told me.
That was wired. Just weird. I called his name multiple times and he didn't answer. Maybe he just zoned out.
I was sitting on the couch and I decided that I was going to go ask Louis about the whole "gay" thing I had heard over the phone yesterday. I got up and followed Louis's laugh and it led me to outside where I saw Phoebe and Daisy in a kiddie pool and Louis on the outside edge splashing them with water. I went up to him and double tapped his shoulder
"Umm... Louis can I talk to you inside real quick" I asked him.
"Sure. Girls stay there." He said and he followed me inside. We got into the kitchen and he turned toward me. "What did you wanna talk about Haz?" He asked me. Great, here goes nothing.
"Louis. There's no easy way to ask this so I guess I'll just start from the beginning. Yesterday I heard your little phone. Conversation upstairs." I told him. He was avoiding my eye contact.
"What do you mean?" He asked me looking at the ground.
"Louis, you know what I mean." I told him lifting his chin up so I could see his eyes. They were teared up.
"How much did you hear?" He asked me about to lose it. I couldn't understand it. I don't see why he can't just tell me these things. We've grown apart. I guess that was my fault.
"I only heard bits and pieces. I heard you say you were gay and something about "his name is Harry and he looks fucking amazing in skinny jeans." I told him. He turned away and took a deep breath. It took him a while but he finally spoke.
"Haz-" he started to say but I cut him off.
"Louis you know you can tell me these things! You don't have to keep anything from me! I'll love you no matter what!" I told him raising my voice. He looked tall me like I was crazy.
"That's just it Harry! You say you'll love me no matter what but I don't think you really understand the problem here! If I do tell you EXACTLY what I'm keeping from you, I don't think you could even stand to be around me anymore!" He yelled at me.
"Louis! Listen to yourself! You sound ridiculous! Of course I'll always be here! I'm never leaving again! No matter what it is, I'll always be here!" I told him he honestly couldn't think I would ever leave him.
"Fine you wanna know what I'm keeping from you Styles, here it is! I love you! Not the way you love me either! The way a boyfriend should love a girlfriend! The way a husband should love a wife!" He yelled at me. I didn't know what to say. I couldn't respond. I wanted to, but I couldn't.
I guess he took my silence as a bad thing because he turned away and looked at the ceiling. He did that when he was hurt. I couldn't stand to see him hurt. Not again. So I did something I thought I would never do. I did the only thing that felt right.
I grabbed his shoulder and turned him so he was facing me. He looked shocked but I didn't care. He tried to look away so u grabbed his chin so his eyes met mine. I took a moment and looked into his beautiful sapphire colored eyes and then I did the unexpected.
I slowly leaned in. He didn't respond for a second but then he slowly started to lean in to. He closed his eyes and I did to. Then it happend.
I felt his lips against mine.
And for that moment everything was perfect.
Me and Louis. Together.
It seemed that nothing could ruin this moment. That was until we heard a gasp from the door.
OMG guys I'm SOOOOOOOSOOOOOOO sorry!!!! I haven't updated in over a month! You guys must be soooo pissed!!! I'm soooooo sorry! I swear I'll make it up to you! Just tell me how!!! (nothing to extreme) but yeah thought a little cliff hanger couldn't hurt. I swear I'll update more often. At least twice a week! Anyways I'll update my other story tomorrow. But yeah just tell me how to make up for this Month of disappearing! (Like I said nothing to extreme) sooooo sorry love you all!!!! Stay Beautiful-Ali<3