Shattered

" So I think Marlilyn knows I'm seeing someone." I told Harry as I washed the tables in Chumps.

" What makes you say that?" He said, not stopping what he was doing.

" Well the fact that I stay out after work almost every night and because she asked me."

That made him stop what he was doing. He looked up from sweeping the floor.

" She asked if you were seeing anyone?"

I nodded. "Yeah... I told her no. Was that wrong of me to lie?" I asked. He shrugged and used the broom to support his weight as he leaned on it.

" It's your choice if you want to tell her."

I sighed and picked at the rag I was cleaning tables with.

" I want them to know I'm seeing someone. Just not you. " That sounded a lot harsher than I thought.
" I'm sorry that sounded really bad."

He shook his head, "It's fine, I understand what you mean."

We both just kind of stood there in an awkward silence before going back to what we were doing.

Everyonce in a while my eyes would flicker up and look at him. Sometimes staring for just a little too long. But I couldn't help it. He was so beautiful. He was mine.

I looked back down at my nasty and somewhat dry rag. My arm was tired of scrubbing. I was done.

" I don't want you to leave me." Harry said out of no where. I threw the rag onto the table signaling I was finished. I crossed my arms.

" What do you mean?"

He must have thinking about me as he swept te same time I was thinking about him.

" You know what I mean..." He stopped sweeping and put the broom up against the wall. " I don't want you to be hours away. Syd." He whined.

I pouted my bottom lip out and walked towards him.

" We'll still be the same okay?" I assured. He nodded.

" We better... I'd lose my mind otherwise."

I nodded, " I have three days left Harry. Let's make the most of them okay?"

He smiled, kissing my forehead. " Deal."

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We sat on Herman's hill watching the town below us. Maybe it was the dark sky or the crunchy leaves beneath our feet but something made me feel weird.

" This place gives me the creeps now." Harry said, sitting next to me on his car hood.

" I know. It does for me too."

He grabbed my hand and supportively squeezed it, dropping the subject.

We looked up at the sky. It was a full moon. You could see all the imperfections from the craters but it was still so beautiful.

" You remind me of the moon." Harry looked at me. I laughed.

" Big and round?" I joked. He laughed with me and shook his head.

" No. Bright and happy."

He looked back at the moon and my eyes followed.

" How is the moon bright and happy?" I questioned. He laid back, and I laid down next to him.

" Without the moon the night sky would be dark. Even all the stars wouldn't be able to light up the sky like the moon," he turned his head and looked at me. "You're the light in all my darkness Sydney."

I turned and looked at him back, laughing.

" You're so cheesy Harry. One of the many reasons I love you."

I stopped laughing after what I realized what I had said. My throaght got dry and all the blood rushed to my face making me redder than a tomato.

I don't know what was worse the fact that I didn't mean to say it or the fact he hasn't replied yet.

" I'm sorry I didn't–"

" Syndey." He interrupted me. I paused and stared, waiting.
Instead of saying anything, he kissed me.

I've kissed Harry many times but this time it felt complete. Like this was some sort of power kiss between us. I've never felt more alive and into somethig like this kiss. It screamed passion and lust.

He pulled away and rested his forehead against mine.

" I love you so much Sydney."

I couldnt speak. did he mean it? Or did he just say it cause I did?

" You have no idea how long I've waited to tell you that." He smiled. He actually loved me. I felt like I was dreaming. That put a huge grin in my face as I quickly pressed my lips to his before standing up.

" Where are you going?" He asked.

" Your apartment."

I winked at him, an once he caught my drift he quickly scrambled off the hood and to the drivers seat.

" Let's go."

Notes

Sort of a cheesy chapter but I mean what's a fanfiction without complete cheesiness?

But the finally told eachother they love eachother!

~Briii xx