Can't Take It

It's been about a week now ever since I caught harry. I feel sick everyday. I just can't believe he would do that to me. I didn't get it at all if he loved me so much like he keeps saying he does why did he do it.
" Hey I'm taking you out Louis." Liam walks into my room. I didn't want to go anywhere I am sick of the world.
" No I'm fine." I roll over onto my bed.
" No you are not tommo, you are going through something that not even I know what it feels like. But I do know that it's not healthy to just live in the last this whole time. Okay. I mean. Harry clearly didn't deserve you and he is an asshole but Lou.. I mean come on. For old times sake." He looks at me with soft eyes.
" Fine Liam. But I swear if anything goes wrong I will probably die." He just laughs and helps me out of bed. I was not ready to get up and face the world again. Considering the only thing I truly loved was just a bunch if fucking lies.
Liam finds me a cute little outfit and insists I out it on.
" No way in he'll Liam. Where are we going anyway?" He just laughs.
" Louis shut up and put it on." I groan and put it on. He looks away as I strip right in front of him I'm not caring if he looks or not.
We are driving for hours it feels like. Finally we reach a big building with lights coming everywhere out of it. Damn I wish I was with harry.
" holy shit!" Liam announces when we walk inside. " Niall wasn't lieing when he said everybody was going to be here!" Wait.. Did Liam just say everybody. Let's just hope harry isn't part of everybody. We walk through a bunch if people and I suddenly want to go home. But I know Liam won't let me.
" hey you need to socialize!" Liam is yelling in my face as he is pretty much grinding on zayn and some girl.
" Liam.. You guys are my only friends!" He just laughs and pulls me into whatever grinding thing was going on. And just in case he forgot I was gay and didn't get turned on by a women ass on my dick.
i finally had enoguh and tell them I'm getting a drink. Niall is with me.
" Niall why are you following me."
" So you don't try to leave!" Niall punches me in my arm.
" Your such a bloke Niall." He looks at me eyes wide.
" Am not Louis take it back!" He sets his beer down.
" Uhm.. No." I turn around to face the crowd as I get my drink. And that's when I see something. And all to familiar head with bouncy curly hair pulled up in the front. The perfect jawline and tall body structure. Not to mention the jeans that fit him ever so snugly. It was harry. Making out with some girl. Clearly loving every second of it. His hands rubbing down her body and up her skirt. Damn.. I wish that was me. And he clearly isn't taking this breakup as hard as me. I thought he would have it worse actually. But no... His normal carefree man whore life has begun again. I can't do it. I need harry so bad. I need to go home.,, now.
Harry's head shoots up as I throw my beer on the ground. He notices it's me right away and begins to walk over. No I won't talk to him.
" Niall let's go now!" I grab his arm and find Liam as harry is trying to get to me through the crowd.
" Liam it's harry now let's go!" I pull on him and zayn follows us.
we run out the bar before he can say anything. The car is already started and we are about to pull out. I see harry run through the front doors.
" Louis! Wait no!" Harry's face saddens.
Finally I'm home where none can hurt me. I sprawl out on my bed and look at my ceiling. I can't sleep. This is going to be a long night.

Notes

Louis awhhhh! And I hope you like thisssss and btw this story is going to be like really long. Like longggggggg. But I'll keep it interesting.