Skinny Love ~
Chapter Eight ;
"Harry stop!" I yelled
"Shut the fuck up you stupid bitch." He growled.
He told me he would stop bullying me. I knew he was bullshitting when he said he loves me. Fuck him I'm getting out of this house. I pushed him out of my way. He grabbed my wrist tightly
"Where the fuck do you think you're going?" He yelled
"Out of this fucking house." I screamed
*Slap*
"You're not going anywhere."
I punched him in the face.
"Don't fucking touch me again you dickhead." I spat in his face.
"Oh really?" he let out a breath "You wanna play like that?" He yelled.
He yanked me by my hair and threw me on the garage floor. He grabbed a piece of wood and started beating me with it.
"DON'T YOU FUCKING TALK TO ME LIKE THAT IN MY DAMN HOUSE." He screamed.
I suddenly woke up, with sweat dripping my forehead. Ew what the hell. Would Harry really do something like that? No he wouldn't. Or maybe he would if I rejected him. Shit. Am I scared of Harry? I shouldn't be. I've beat so many girl's ass it's not even funny. But then again Harry is a boy. Which means he's stronger. He told me he's in love with me, so why would he do that? Uh, I don't know.
*Knock, Knock*
Shit, shit, shit, shit.
"C-come in." I stuttered. I hope its not Harry.
"Good morning love." He smiled. Ugh it's him.
I didn't say anything. All I know is that I sure ass hell was scared of him.
"You look like you've seen a ghost." He laughed. I started crying. I don't know why. Maybe because I had the dream. Maybe because I was scared of him. Or maybe because he really doesn't love me. When he saw me crying he quickly sat next to me, and buried my face in his chest. I don't know why, but that made me cry harder. Damn, he smells good. Bree, you're crying stop it.
"Whats wrong?" He asked.
I wiped away my tears, and let out a huge sigh.
"I had a dream last night." I whispered.
"What was it about." He questioned with a concerned face. Maybe he really does care?
"Well.. Basically."
I told him what the dream was about, and he closed his eyes and breathed. Then he started playing with my hair while hugging me. It was so quiet that you could hear him breathing.
"Bree, I would never hurt you." He said calmly.
He stopped hugging me, and looked deep in my eyes. Wow, his eyes are so beautiful. They're like a dark green.
Harry's POV
This is my fault. It's my fault that she's frighten of me. I'm such a fuck up. First, I make her feel like everybody hates her. Then, I make her cut. Now, she's afraid of me. God. I hate myself.
"Bree, I would never hurt you." I said trying to hold in my tears.
I looked up, and stared at her. Studying her flawless face. Her eyes. They were always a light brown but when she cried they turned hazel. It was beautiful. I cupped her cheeks and gave kissed her. Funny thing, she didn't hesitant to kiss me back. We shared a long passionate kiss. Out of all the girls, I've slept with, made out with, and kissed. This was my first kiss. Like, I felt fireworks, when we kissed. Feelings. I know it would be too much if I asked her to be my girlfriend right now. I should try just to get to know her. She stopped the kiss, I got scared for a second, but she was just going to say something.
"Harry.." She said in the most softest voice ever. It was so perfect.
"I'm sorr-" I was cut off by another passionate kiss.
"I like you." She smiled. What. Was. Going. On.
"Really?" I said shocked. Her eyes widened. Shit I didn't mean it like that.
"Oh I'm sorry." I said while looking down.
"No! I just thought you hated me.." I said
"Well I did. But after last night I couldn't stop thinking about you." That made me happy. "And right now, that kiss.." Oh no. "I felt something, did you?" She let out a slight smile.
"Of course I did." I smiled. "But I always feel something, whenever I see you. It's a weird feeling. No girl has ever gave me that feeling. Not even when I lost my virginity. It was like a special feeling." She smiled after I said that, and then I hugged her.
We left her room and went downstairs. My mum had left for work so it was just me and Bree. Yes. Just us. I went into the kitchen and started breakfast. It was actually around 11. So it was more like brunch. But oh well. I looked around and she wasn't there. I left the kitchen, and went to the living room. And right there I saw her looking at the family pictures.
"Is this you and your sister?" She asked.
"Yup I was ugly back then." She laughed
"Ooh, what are you cooking?!" She said excitedly.
"Pancakes." I said happily.
"Ooh, my favorite!" She said with a huge smile.
When I got finished cooking she took 3 big pancakes. Damn she has an appetite! That is one thing she told me last night. Is that she loves food. But she's pretty skinny to eat a lot of food. Oh well she's perfect to me. She got done eating and went to the restroom to wash her hands. She sat right next to me.
"So what do you want to do?" She asked with a smile
I wanted to ask if you would be my girlfriend. No. I couldn't. Get to know her Harry.
"Lets talk." I smiled "About you."
"Okay, well what do you want to know?" She asked suspiciously
"Why do you listen to music so much?"
"Well, it just... I don't know really. Sometimes when I get sad, I'd rather listen to music 'til I fall asleep, instead of party with El to cheer me up. I feel like partying, is something to do when you're happy. You know? Like you just automatically get good vibes I guess." She laughed. "But when I'm sad, I go straight to my room, and listen to music. And when I hear a song, it's not like I'm just hearing it. Like I study the song. I repeat the lyrics, I sing them, and I write them down." She said with emotion. "I don't know I'm just a weirdo." She chuckled.
"You sing?" I said surprisingly.
"Yeah, but just for fun nothing serious." She replied.
"Can you sing for me?"
"Harry, that will be for a different day." She winked.
Bree's POV
10:30 pm.
I decided to take a shower, because there was nothing better to do. Oh well. I grabbed my pajamas and turned on the hot water. Once I got in I started washing my body. Because I usually take such a long time to shave, and I did not want to walk around looking like Chewbacca.
"Don't you ever say I just walked away
I will always want you
I can't live a lie, running for my life
I will always want you" I sung while lathering the shampoo into my hair.
"I came in like a wrecking ball
I never hit so hard in love
All I wanted was to break your walls
All you ever did was wreck me
I came in like a wrecking ball
Yeah, I just closed my eyes and swung
Left me crashing in a blazing fall
All you ever did was wreck me
Yeah, you, you wreck me" I continued singing. I really liked that song, out of all the other songs on my phone. I really related to it to because of my old boyfriend. His name was Benjamin. Everybody called him Ben for short. Honestly, I really loved him. I literally took most of my time just to see him. Crazy right? We dated for 5 months. He was so sweet and kind, and then that all changed one night. Long story short, he broke my heart. He shattered it. Into millions of pieces, then stepped on it like it was dirt. Then lit it on fire, and then left it there to die.
"Shut the fuck up you stupid bitch." He growled.
He told me he would stop bullying me. I knew he was bullshitting when he said he loves me. Fuck him I'm getting out of this house. I pushed him out of my way. He grabbed my wrist tightly
"Where the fuck do you think you're going?" He yelled
"Out of this fucking house." I screamed
*Slap*
"You're not going anywhere."
I punched him in the face.
"Don't fucking touch me again you dickhead." I spat in his face.
"Oh really?" he let out a breath "You wanna play like that?" He yelled.
He yanked me by my hair and threw me on the garage floor. He grabbed a piece of wood and started beating me with it.
"DON'T YOU FUCKING TALK TO ME LIKE THAT IN MY DAMN HOUSE." He screamed.
I suddenly woke up, with sweat dripping my forehead. Ew what the hell. Would Harry really do something like that? No he wouldn't. Or maybe he would if I rejected him. Shit. Am I scared of Harry? I shouldn't be. I've beat so many girl's ass it's not even funny. But then again Harry is a boy. Which means he's stronger. He told me he's in love with me, so why would he do that? Uh, I don't know.
*Knock, Knock*
Shit, shit, shit, shit.
"C-come in." I stuttered. I hope its not Harry.
"Good morning love." He smiled. Ugh it's him.
I didn't say anything. All I know is that I sure ass hell was scared of him.
"You look like you've seen a ghost." He laughed. I started crying. I don't know why. Maybe because I had the dream. Maybe because I was scared of him. Or maybe because he really doesn't love me. When he saw me crying he quickly sat next to me, and buried my face in his chest. I don't know why, but that made me cry harder. Damn, he smells good. Bree, you're crying stop it.
"Whats wrong?" He asked.
I wiped away my tears, and let out a huge sigh.
"I had a dream last night." I whispered.
"What was it about." He questioned with a concerned face. Maybe he really does care?
"Well.. Basically."
I told him what the dream was about, and he closed his eyes and breathed. Then he started playing with my hair while hugging me. It was so quiet that you could hear him breathing.
"Bree, I would never hurt you." He said calmly.
He stopped hugging me, and looked deep in my eyes. Wow, his eyes are so beautiful. They're like a dark green.
Harry's POV
This is my fault. It's my fault that she's frighten of me. I'm such a fuck up. First, I make her feel like everybody hates her. Then, I make her cut. Now, she's afraid of me. God. I hate myself.
"Bree, I would never hurt you." I said trying to hold in my tears.
I looked up, and stared at her. Studying her flawless face. Her eyes. They were always a light brown but when she cried they turned hazel. It was beautiful. I cupped her cheeks and gave kissed her. Funny thing, she didn't hesitant to kiss me back. We shared a long passionate kiss. Out of all the girls, I've slept with, made out with, and kissed. This was my first kiss. Like, I felt fireworks, when we kissed. Feelings. I know it would be too much if I asked her to be my girlfriend right now. I should try just to get to know her. She stopped the kiss, I got scared for a second, but she was just going to say something.
"Harry.." She said in the most softest voice ever. It was so perfect.
"I'm sorr-" I was cut off by another passionate kiss.
"I like you." She smiled. What. Was. Going. On.
"Really?" I said shocked. Her eyes widened. Shit I didn't mean it like that.
"Oh I'm sorry." I said while looking down.
"No! I just thought you hated me.." I said
"Well I did. But after last night I couldn't stop thinking about you." That made me happy. "And right now, that kiss.." Oh no. "I felt something, did you?" She let out a slight smile.
"Of course I did." I smiled. "But I always feel something, whenever I see you. It's a weird feeling. No girl has ever gave me that feeling. Not even when I lost my virginity. It was like a special feeling." She smiled after I said that, and then I hugged her.
We left her room and went downstairs. My mum had left for work so it was just me and Bree. Yes. Just us. I went into the kitchen and started breakfast. It was actually around 11. So it was more like brunch. But oh well. I looked around and she wasn't there. I left the kitchen, and went to the living room. And right there I saw her looking at the family pictures.
"Is this you and your sister?" She asked.
"Yup I was ugly back then." She laughed
"Ooh, what are you cooking?!" She said excitedly.
"Pancakes." I said happily.
"Ooh, my favorite!" She said with a huge smile.
When I got finished cooking she took 3 big pancakes. Damn she has an appetite! That is one thing she told me last night. Is that she loves food. But she's pretty skinny to eat a lot of food. Oh well she's perfect to me. She got done eating and went to the restroom to wash her hands. She sat right next to me.
"So what do you want to do?" She asked with a smile
I wanted to ask if you would be my girlfriend. No. I couldn't. Get to know her Harry.
"Lets talk." I smiled "About you."
"Okay, well what do you want to know?" She asked suspiciously
"Why do you listen to music so much?"
"Well, it just... I don't know really. Sometimes when I get sad, I'd rather listen to music 'til I fall asleep, instead of party with El to cheer me up. I feel like partying, is something to do when you're happy. You know? Like you just automatically get good vibes I guess." She laughed. "But when I'm sad, I go straight to my room, and listen to music. And when I hear a song, it's not like I'm just hearing it. Like I study the song. I repeat the lyrics, I sing them, and I write them down." She said with emotion. "I don't know I'm just a weirdo." She chuckled.
"You sing?" I said surprisingly.
"Yeah, but just for fun nothing serious." She replied.
"Can you sing for me?"
"Harry, that will be for a different day." She winked.
Bree's POV
10:30 pm.
I decided to take a shower, because there was nothing better to do. Oh well. I grabbed my pajamas and turned on the hot water. Once I got in I started washing my body. Because I usually take such a long time to shave, and I did not want to walk around looking like Chewbacca.
"Don't you ever say I just walked away
I will always want you
I can't live a lie, running for my life
I will always want you" I sung while lathering the shampoo into my hair.
"I came in like a wrecking ball
I never hit so hard in love
All I wanted was to break your walls
All you ever did was wreck me
I came in like a wrecking ball
Yeah, I just closed my eyes and swung
Left me crashing in a blazing fall
All you ever did was wreck me
Yeah, you, you wreck me" I continued singing. I really liked that song, out of all the other songs on my phone. I really related to it to because of my old boyfriend. His name was Benjamin. Everybody called him Ben for short. Honestly, I really loved him. I literally took most of my time just to see him. Crazy right? We dated for 5 months. He was so sweet and kind, and then that all changed one night. Long story short, he broke my heart. He shattered it. Into millions of pieces, then stepped on it like it was dirt. Then lit it on fire, and then left it there to die.
Notes
Barry anybody? I'll update later tonight.
Naw
6/1/14