4 weeks later.

"HAHAHA. Stop!" I continuously laughed while Jai tickled me. He got on top of me and smiled. I smiled back, then he pressed his lips against mine. Our lips we're so close, but we didn't kiss. He softly whispered "You're so beautiful." Obviously made me blush, then I leaned up and kissed him. Softly, yet lustfully. For the past weeks, I've been hanging out with only Jai. I've completely forgotten about Harry, and everybody else. I've seriously haven't talked to El in forever. Made me kinda sad. But what's wrong with trying new things? I got up, and walked to the full body mirror Jai had in his room. I stared closely at my flaws. Pointing them out. It's something that's really been bothering me. Jai, always tells me how I'm beautiful, and amazing yet I don't believe it. Jai and I aren't dating, we're just seeing each other you know? Doesn't make me a whore, doesn't make me scared of love. I'm just confused, with everything right now. Baron doesn't seem right, my mom is having a couple of problems. I've lost touch with everybody. Right now Jai is the only one here for me. I like talking to him, because he really understands.

"What are you looking at?" Jai chuckled.

"Myself." I smiled at him, while he put hugged me from behind.

"What do you want to do today?" He smiled. "Wanna go to Starbucks?"

"Sure!" I squealed.

We buckled up in his car, and drove off to Starbucks. He turned on the radio and Summertime Sadness came on. The remix, which I didn't really like. As you can see, I love Lana Del Rey, but I prefer her original songs. Instead, of the remixes. Once we got to Starbucks, he ordered me to go find us a seat. I did as I was told to, but once I turned my head I saw everybody.

El, Dani, Perrie, Zayn, Liam, Louis, Niall, and even Harry. But Kendall wasn't there. Thank God. I haven't talked to Harry since that night, because I didn't really want drama between us.

"Hey Bree!" El shouted. I walked over to them.

"Hey guys!" I smiled, with a little wave.

"Hey!" The boys said in unison. Except for Harry.

"I haven't seen you in forever!" Perrie squealed.

"Who's that guy." Dani winked. They knew Harry and I were taking a break. Obviously.

"Just my friend Jai." I smiled. I looked at Harry and he was already staring at me. Which made me turn away immediately.

"He doesn't seem like a friend." El giggled.

"He is, trust me." I smiled.

"Have you guys kissed?!" Niall joked. Louis nudged him and looking at Harry.

I stared blankly and gave a little laugh to play it off.

"Well have you!" Perrie asked.

"NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS!" I laughed. Which caused everybody else to laugh. Jai came over with our drinks, and grabbed my hand. Which caused a lot of looks from the boys, and girls. Especially Harry.

"Jai, this Eleanor, Danielle, Perrie, Niall, Zayn, Liam, Louis.. And Harry." I said with a bright smile while pointing at who was who.

"Hey guys!" He smiled. "Mind if we sit with y'all?"

Oh shit.

"No problem." El said quickly which made me groan.

We pulled up, two chairs and sat drinking our coffee. I sat next to Dani, and he sat next to Niall. Harry kept staring at Jai then me. We started talking and stuff. Nothing important. Just introducing themselves.

"And I'm Harry. Bree's best friend." Harry smiled at me then grabbed my hand. I faked a smile back.

"She told me you guys used to date.. And you're fucked up in the head." Jai said directly to Harry while drinking his coffee.

"Excuse me..? The fuck did you just tell me?"

"I said you're fucked up in the head. You fucking ditched your 'best friend' to have sex with some slut. Bree is an amazing girl, and you didn't fucking deserve her." Jai said with a full tone of seriousness.

I took a deep breath.

"Jai, um I have to get home." My voice cracked with a tear down my face.

Harry just looked down.

"I'm so sorry Bre-" I cut Harry off.

"It's fine. I understand that I'm just never good enough for anybody. You could've just told me Harry. You didn't have to fucking leave me." I said while getting up from my chair, and walked away. I walked and walked. Not knowing where I was gonna go. I walked until I bumped into somebody.

"I'm so sorry. Excuse me." I said politely, and looked up. It was Kendall.

"Oh, it's fine. I'm sorry too." Kendall said with a smile. "Hey didn't you date Harry?"

"Yeah..." My words trailed off.

"Are you okay?" She asked.

"I'm fine." I faked a smile.

"Hm.. Okay. I'll see you at school!" She smiled.

"See you too."

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"Let's go out." Jackie squealed on the phone.

"Okay."

"We're gonna go to Jennifer's party, so get ready. I'll be there in 30 minutes!" Then she hung up.

I grabbed my clothes, then put them on.



I did my hair, and it looked perfect. Hopefully, this will cheer me up. Once Jackie, pulled up at my drive way, I snuck out of the house. I got in the back seat, because Sawyer was in the front. Jackie and Sawyer were really good friends of mine. Once we got at the party, I immediately went to get a drink. Whenever I drank alcohol it made my problems disappear. Once I was finished with the first drink, it turned to a second, then third, then fourth. Next thing you know everything was black.


Next Day:

I woke up with a really bad headache. And I was in my bed. Hold up, how did I get here?! Then I saw Harry right beside me with no shirt on. Great. I looked down to see I wasn't wearing anything, but a oversized shirt. DID HARRY UNDRESS ME. HELL NO. I started hitting Harry, then he woke up.

"WHY WOULD YOU UNDRESS ME!" I screamed.

"You looked uncomfortable, but hot." He winked.

"GET OUT OF MY ROOM!" I said while hitting him until he got up and ran out of my room.

"What the hell just happened." I said to myself breathlessly.

Notes

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