Skinny Love ~
Chapter Three .
Harry's POV
I tried looking for Louis but it was no help. There were way too many people at this party. All I could think about was Bree. How her hair was getting in my face while grinding on me. She had the balls to say she didn't know how. Fucking lies. She was so beautiful. Ever since 4th grade I've been in love with her. I just didn't know how to express myself towards her. She gave me this feeling that nobody has ever made me feel. I started bullying her, you know my aggressive side. It made me feel horrible about myself. I wanted to tell everybody that I was in love with her, but I didn't want to seem like a pussy. It eventually got to where my friends started bullying her. Except for Liam, Niall, Louis, and Zayn. In fact, they would always tell me to leave her alone. Niall used to have this huge crush on Bree, and he would always talk about her. It honestly pissed me off, like bitch I'm in fucking love with her. But I couldn't let them know. Liam and her were always friends. And yes, I was jealous as hell. I couldn't let them have that friendship any longer so I separated them. Yup I'm a dick. Then this one day in 8th grade, I saw her cuts, and ever since then I stopped bullying her.
*Flashback*
"Harry stop you're hurting me!" She cried with actual tears. It broke my heart to see her like that. But I couldn't just tell her now that I love her. She would think I'm a joke.
"It's suppose to hurt bitch." I screamed in her face. Honestly, the only b word I wanted to call her was beautiful. I don't know why I'm doing this. I don't know why I couldn't have just told her I liked her in 4th grade.
I grabbed her wrist tightly, and then I saw something I didn't want to see.
Her scars.
I let go quickly and walked away. I didn't even want to look back because I knew I would start crying. I walked home, and slammed the front door. Thank God Mum, and Gemma weren't home. They were never home. Gemma was a runaway. And my mum was always looking for her, or at work. I ran into the bathroom, and grabbed my razor blade.
"Why are you doing this to her?" I told myself
"She's done nothing to you, so why are you doing this." I said while tears streamed down my face.
"Should I do it? I don't deserve her."
I slit my wrist, and watched the blood gush out.
"You deserve that."
*End of flashback*
I walked into the kitchen and I saw Louis and Eleanor. That was part of our plan. Holy fuck, did he just kiss her? That wasn't part of the plan.. Basically the plan was, for him to start talking to Eleanor, so I could start talking to Bree. But I think he likes her now. He looks so happy with her, I've never seen him this happy before. Fuck, Bree just walked in there. I should go in there and make it look like we ran into each other.
"El I don't feel good." I could tell she lied. Whenever she lies she doesn't make eye contact... One: No I don't stalk her. Two: We've had classes together and she's lied to teachers before.
"Awe really? Well-" Before she could say anything else I cut her off
"I'll take you home if you want." I said with my deep voice. I tried to make it deeper than usual. It turns some girls on.
Her eyes widened and I could tell Eleanor's eyes were too. Louis just smirked at me and mouthed "Get some." Which of course, made me smirk too.
"Um I don't think that's a good idea. She's staying at my house." Eleanor said. Is this bitch trying to keep my distance from Bree? Hell no.
"She can stay at my place, then I can drop her off at your house." I replied.
"UM NO-" Eleanor was cut off by the most sweetest, softest voice ever.
"Okay." She looked up. Her brown eyes were so beautiful. They were a light brown, and it was so beautiful. I smiled.
"Okay lets go then."
Bree's POV
We walked out together and I got some nasty looks from the school sluts, like bitch stop looking at me. Harry opened the door for me. Oh what a gentlemen. I got in the car and he turned on the car and Counting Stars by One Republic was playing. I couldn't help but sing along I loved, One Republic.
"So you like One Republic?" He smiled.
Oh shit he heard me.
"Yeah they're my favorite." I smiled back.
Was he actually being nice to me? Or was this just the beginning so he could bullying me again?
"Bree, I'm so sorry for being the dick in middle school. I never meant to hurt you. I just.." He said
"You just what?" I stated
"I just.. didn't know if you wanted to be my friend so I started bullying you." He replied and kept his eyes on the road.
What the fuck did that even mean? I just shrugged it off and looked out the window. Then it got silent. Kinda awkward. I didn't know how I was going to do this for the rest of the night. I don't even know why I said yes. Ugh. I can be so stupid sometimes. My phone started ringing and I got a call from some random number. I decided to not answer it, since I didn't know who it was and I was in the car.
"You actually like that song?" Harry laughed. His laugh was adorable. And when he smiled he made this smile and it was so cute! Bree.. shut the fuck up this is Harry Styles.
"Yeah, El got me to start liking rap and that shit." I laughed.
He pulled up in his driveway and there was another car there. I'm guessing it was his moms or dads. When we walked in his mom was there. She was so familiar but I couldn't make out the face.
"Mom this is my friend Bree." Harry smiled
"Yes!.. I knew your father! We used to work together!" She said and came in for a hug
"Oh yes I remember you!" I hugged her back
"I'm so sorry about you father.. He was a good man. How are you and your mom?" She asked
We chatted for a little while then Harry took me upstairs to his room. He gave me clothes to change in, and he changed as well.
"Well bye." I said and walked out the door
"Wait where are you going?" He questioned
"To sleep." I replied
"I'm not making you sleep on the couch love." He smiled. I don't know why but I liked it when he called me love.
"C'mon get in the bed." He said
I walked over to the bed and laid down. He laid right next to me. As he did, he wrapped his arm around me.
"Goodnight Bree." He whispered
"Night." Then I drifted off.
I tried looking for Louis but it was no help. There were way too many people at this party. All I could think about was Bree. How her hair was getting in my face while grinding on me. She had the balls to say she didn't know how. Fucking lies. She was so beautiful. Ever since 4th grade I've been in love with her. I just didn't know how to express myself towards her. She gave me this feeling that nobody has ever made me feel. I started bullying her, you know my aggressive side. It made me feel horrible about myself. I wanted to tell everybody that I was in love with her, but I didn't want to seem like a pussy. It eventually got to where my friends started bullying her. Except for Liam, Niall, Louis, and Zayn. In fact, they would always tell me to leave her alone. Niall used to have this huge crush on Bree, and he would always talk about her. It honestly pissed me off, like bitch I'm in fucking love with her. But I couldn't let them know. Liam and her were always friends. And yes, I was jealous as hell. I couldn't let them have that friendship any longer so I separated them. Yup I'm a dick. Then this one day in 8th grade, I saw her cuts, and ever since then I stopped bullying her.
*Flashback*
"Harry stop you're hurting me!" She cried with actual tears. It broke my heart to see her like that. But I couldn't just tell her now that I love her. She would think I'm a joke.
"It's suppose to hurt bitch." I screamed in her face. Honestly, the only b word I wanted to call her was beautiful. I don't know why I'm doing this. I don't know why I couldn't have just told her I liked her in 4th grade.
I grabbed her wrist tightly, and then I saw something I didn't want to see.
Her scars.
I let go quickly and walked away. I didn't even want to look back because I knew I would start crying. I walked home, and slammed the front door. Thank God Mum, and Gemma weren't home. They were never home. Gemma was a runaway. And my mum was always looking for her, or at work. I ran into the bathroom, and grabbed my razor blade.
"Why are you doing this to her?" I told myself
"She's done nothing to you, so why are you doing this." I said while tears streamed down my face.
"Should I do it? I don't deserve her."
I slit my wrist, and watched the blood gush out.
"You deserve that."
*End of flashback*
I walked into the kitchen and I saw Louis and Eleanor. That was part of our plan. Holy fuck, did he just kiss her? That wasn't part of the plan.. Basically the plan was, for him to start talking to Eleanor, so I could start talking to Bree. But I think he likes her now. He looks so happy with her, I've never seen him this happy before. Fuck, Bree just walked in there. I should go in there and make it look like we ran into each other.
"El I don't feel good." I could tell she lied. Whenever she lies she doesn't make eye contact... One: No I don't stalk her. Two: We've had classes together and she's lied to teachers before.
"Awe really? Well-" Before she could say anything else I cut her off
"I'll take you home if you want." I said with my deep voice. I tried to make it deeper than usual. It turns some girls on.
Her eyes widened and I could tell Eleanor's eyes were too. Louis just smirked at me and mouthed "Get some." Which of course, made me smirk too.
"Um I don't think that's a good idea. She's staying at my house." Eleanor said. Is this bitch trying to keep my distance from Bree? Hell no.
"She can stay at my place, then I can drop her off at your house." I replied.
"UM NO-" Eleanor was cut off by the most sweetest, softest voice ever.
"Okay." She looked up. Her brown eyes were so beautiful. They were a light brown, and it was so beautiful. I smiled.
"Okay lets go then."
Bree's POV
We walked out together and I got some nasty looks from the school sluts, like bitch stop looking at me. Harry opened the door for me. Oh what a gentlemen. I got in the car and he turned on the car and Counting Stars by One Republic was playing. I couldn't help but sing along I loved, One Republic.
"So you like One Republic?" He smiled.
Oh shit he heard me.
"Yeah they're my favorite." I smiled back.
Was he actually being nice to me? Or was this just the beginning so he could bullying me again?
"Bree, I'm so sorry for being the dick in middle school. I never meant to hurt you. I just.." He said
"You just what?" I stated
"I just.. didn't know if you wanted to be my friend so I started bullying you." He replied and kept his eyes on the road.
What the fuck did that even mean? I just shrugged it off and looked out the window. Then it got silent. Kinda awkward. I didn't know how I was going to do this for the rest of the night. I don't even know why I said yes. Ugh. I can be so stupid sometimes. My phone started ringing and I got a call from some random number. I decided to not answer it, since I didn't know who it was and I was in the car.
"You actually like that song?" Harry laughed. His laugh was adorable. And when he smiled he made this smile and it was so cute! Bree.. shut the fuck up this is Harry Styles.
"Yeah, El got me to start liking rap and that shit." I laughed.
He pulled up in his driveway and there was another car there. I'm guessing it was his moms or dads. When we walked in his mom was there. She was so familiar but I couldn't make out the face.
"Mom this is my friend Bree." Harry smiled
"Yes!.. I knew your father! We used to work together!" She said and came in for a hug
"Oh yes I remember you!" I hugged her back
"I'm so sorry about you father.. He was a good man. How are you and your mom?" She asked
We chatted for a little while then Harry took me upstairs to his room. He gave me clothes to change in, and he changed as well.
"Well bye." I said and walked out the door
"Wait where are you going?" He questioned
"To sleep." I replied
"I'm not making you sleep on the couch love." He smiled. I don't know why but I liked it when he called me love.
"C'mon get in the bed." He said
I walked over to the bed and laid down. He laid right next to me. As he did, he wrapped his arm around me.
"Goodnight Bree." He whispered
"Night." Then I drifted off.
Notes
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