Skinny Love ~

As I woke up, I went straight to the restroom. I quickly got dressed and went downstairs. And my mom isn't home.. What a surprise. I went to the kitchen, and there wasn't any food in the fridge. What another fucking surprise.. I ran back upstairs to get my phone. I was out of breath by the time you know it. Damn I need to start working out. Once I grabbed my phone I texted my best friend Eleanor.

To: El ♥
Hey, meet me at Starbucks. My mom isn't home and there's no food.. again.

I dropped my phone on my bed and laid down, and just stared at the ceiling for a few seconds. Then I heard my phone ring... Wow she texts back fast, like the fuck?

From: El ♥
She still isn't home? I'm sorry. I'll be there in 10. Bring some clothes and we'll go to my house. Bring something hot (;

Ugh. That usually means she's going to take me to some party. I'm not popular, or a nerd. I have some friends, and I go to parties, yet somehow manage to keep my grades up. I packed a dress and I'm pretty sure I can borrow some of El's heels. I mean like, she had shit loads of heels! No joke.. I walked to Starbucks since I only live a couple blocks from it. Once I got in there, I ordered a Pumpkin Spice Latte and a muffin. As I sat, I heard the door ring, and looked up because I thought it was El. Instead, it was Harry Styles. You know..? Most popular boy, captin of the football team, homecoming king. And not to mention, the biggest dick ever. He used to tease me in elementary, I thought it would go away, but I guess I was wrong.. It only got worse. I started cutting in the 7th grade because of that dickhead. And in 8th he kinda noticed them so he stopped. In a way, it was the best day of my life. But after that day of school, my father had passed away.. It was very hard for me and my mom. Especially my mom, ever since that day she's been a fucked up mother. She started drinking and just leaving in the middle of the night. She completely abandoned me. She doesn't even come home until a week later. I'm pretty used to it, but it just breaks my heart. I looked back up and say El coming towards me with her drink.

"Hey bitch." She smiled while putting he drink down.
"Heyoo." I replied
"So we're going to Liam's party tonight." She said with excitement.
I liked Liam. He was always nice to me, but he's one of Harry's best friends. Liam and I we're always good friends. We've always kept in touch, but eventually Harry in a way separated us.
"Okay." I smiled "What time are we going?" I said while taking a bite of my muffin.
"Around 10, so finish your food and we can go to my house and do something okay?"
"Kay bitch . "

Notes

I know it sucked :/ sorry .