Life without Niall

Harry's pov:

" Yes Zayn we have all the plans set." I say for the fifth time into the phone.

" You don't understand this party has to be perfect." He says.

" And it will.. But listen I have to go Louis here." I say seeing him walk up to the door.

" Wait I thought you guys shared a flat?" Shut up Zayn.

After the event if Louis saying he had feelings for me we decided to stay in different houses and such so we don't jump to far into this.

" No we have our own for a while.. But I have to go." I hang up before he can
protest.

I open up the door and hug louis tightly.

" Nice to see you too." He smiles grabbing a box and handing it to me.

" What's this?" I ask.

" It's and outfit for Zayns party tonight." Party? Fuck.

i forgot all about that. How did it not come up in our conversation about the wedding plans!?

" Oh.. Yeah alright." I smile moving out of the way of the door so he can walk inside.

He looks around a bit.

" Yeah I'm redecorating it. Moving the couches whatnot." I say.

" It looks good Harry. M'proud." he says sitting on the chair. Now what to do until the party.

Liams pov:

I wake up at around 2. Zayns party is at five so I have a few hours.

I eat a late brunch and pick up my phone.

My home screen is of me and Niall. How I miss that boy.

ive ve been good about hiding the way I truly feel about Brent to the other boys. I mean Brent isn't that bad of a guy, but I want Niall.

I miss him so much. I havnt been drinking as much, because I promised id try to stop. But I still drink a lot.

My phone begins to ring.

" Hello?"

" How's the best man doing?" It's Zayn. I smile.

" Alright. I have seen the tuxedo you ordered for me... A red tie.. Really !" I joke.

" It's gunna be dashing mate. Anywho Perrie is a mess right now." He says.

I make my self comfortable on the couch.

" Whys that she seemed fine yesterday."

" I don't know.. She's just flipping. Like she wasn't everything to be perfect and her dress can't have on- " he stops talking and I hear mourning then yelling.

" Zayn?" I laugh.

" Fuck mate gotta go. I'll see you tonight. Perries yelling at me." He laughs and hangs up.

Well might as well make the best out of today.

Harrys pov:

We pull up to the bar Zayn wanted us to meet at. It's a huge place!!

" Well tonight's gunna be fun." Louis says winking at me. I just roll my eyes.

We step out and quickly make our way inside trying to avoid any fans who heard about the party being held here.

" BOYYYS.!" I hear Liam shout as we walk in. He has his arm around Brent, that's a surprising sight.

" Tipsy already!" I laugh. Liam just smiles.

" Brent." I say acknowledging his presence.

" Wanna have a shot race?" I hear Zayn say to Louis as I peel off my coat.

" Alright between you and harry 50." Zayn smirks up at us.

" Holy shit!!"

" What afraid of a little competition?" Zayn says to me.

" Hah of course not." Im afraid of getting shit faced the night before my mates wedding.

I sit down as the shots are placed in front of us. Here goes.. Everything.

Im 7 shots in already feeling tipsy.

" D-damn.. We I you... We.. Fuck." Louis can't even manage to say one sentence properly. I giggle at his drunken state.

We manage to get through 28 and stop. Losing the contest but I don't care.

Brent had to leave early for some family thing and Liam is on the dance floor drink in hand. He's taken some photos with some fans that's are slowly but surely coming in past security.

After a while of dancing I can't dance anymore and sit down. Zayn comes and sits by me.

" Having a good time?" He says wacthing the boys.

" Yeah.. Just a lot to think about you know." I say fiddling my thumbs. He knows who I'm talking about.

" The murals done... I had them set it up today by the alter." He says looking at me.

" Great.. Niall would be- be so proud of you." I try not to cry. I'm not going to let a single tear fall tonight.

" Yeah.. But you know what he's not.. And I'm sad he's not and I'm going to try my hardest to make it feel like he is." He smiles and oats my shoulder.

" I'm gunna head out.. I'll see you tomorrow." I smile and go scout for Lou.

" Louis!" I shout over the music. I suddenly feel two arms wrapped around my waist. I jump and turn around.
" Did I scare ya?" It's Louis. He's smiling and blushing like a mad man. Our hips are touching and it's a bit mind blowing.

" No." I glance around before giving him a quick peck on the cheek. He frowns.

" What?" I say.

" When are we going to kiss kiss." He says. He's still a little tipsy but I hear the seriousness in his tone.

" As soon as our feelings are sorted now let's go, we have a big day tomorrow." He just nods and follows me out.

x

" Bye Louis please go straight to bed." I tell him as soon as he gets out of my car.

" Yes daddy." He jokes and walks into his house. I drive away and look at the meadow where Niall Liam and me used to go to fool around.

FLASHBACK*

" No Niall.... We don't even know how." Liam's bellows.

" So there's a first for everything." Niall says grabbing the flashlight. It's midnight and we are by the creek in the meadow. He thinks it would be fun to light fish.

You shine the light on the fish to temporary blind them and cath them. it sounds impossible.

" No..." I say but Nialls already in the water, fuck. Liam just laughs and goes in also. I stay on the shore.

" Guys, stop." I whine.

" Live a little you never know when your life's gunna end." Niall jokes then splashes water on to me.

I walk in up to my knees and don't go any farther.

they wander the water shining the light trying to cacth fish.

END OF FLASHBACK*

We never did cacth an fish that night, and Niall was right you never know when your life's gunna end.

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