Forever and Always

I havnt gone to school for like... Four days. i just can't face harry anymore. It's too hard. Liam came over once to comfort me but it didn't go by to hot. I am just to upset. I've been sleeping with Harry's shirt every night. I pretend it's him and that everything's okay. Even though it's not. God I wish I could fix this.... No matter how much he hurt me I still loved him. And no matter hie many times he says love isn't real it is. It's almost eight thirty and I just got out of the shower. There's a knock at the door. Shit. I throw sweats on and walk over to the door. Only to see Harry's car in the driveway. God no. I open the door and swallow the lump in my throat.
" Hi har-" I'm cut off by his lips going onto mine. I missed that. The warmth of his pink luscious lips on mine. I missed the wanted feeling most. His hands go around my waste pulling me closer to him as our lips lock. oh I've missed harry. But he can't just kiss me and we go back to normal. I pull away. Tears are filling his eyes.
" You have some explaining to do styles." I open the door giving him the sign he can come in. He walks in and makes his way to my couch. He plops down taking a deep breath then speaks.
" I made a mistake Louis. And you don't know how sorry I am. I didn't mean to hurt you. I would never mean to hurt you. I was being a dumbass with that girl. It's all because I am a horny bastard! I can't live with my self Louis knowing I hurt you so bad. I love you.. I love YOU." He buries his face into his palms. that apology was good enough for me. He meant it I know he did. I just didn't ever want it to happen again. I go and sit by him rubbing his back.
" I've missed you harry. And it's okay. People make mistakes and.. So ermines you just have to live with it. But you learn from mistakes. I'm proud of you haz." I gently place a kiss on his temple.
" Do you take me back Louis?" I can't take it anymore I give him a really sloppy wet kiss. He smiles into it and rubs my hair.
" yes styles. Your the love of my life. If I said no.. That would be a mistake no one could learn from." he just smiles. He gives me a long hug and we stay that way for five minutes I'd say.
" Are you going to go to school tomorrow Louis?" Harry asks as he stands up.
" I don't know... You should ditch.. Stay here with me." I ask worriedly.
" Louis you know my parents would never allow it." He has a point. " I'll be by in the morning." He smiles.
" I knew you would tiger!" I leap into his arms.
" but babe I have to go now. My parents think I'm going it school tomorrow and I have to make them think it by getting a lot of sleep." He rubs my cheek.
" Okay love..." I kiss him one last time.
" I love you Louis. If I ever say I don't I'm crazy." He says before closing the door behind him. Finally I got my harry back. It needs to stay this way.

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