Forever and Always

We are laying close to eachother fingers intertwined.
" I love you." Harry says.
" I love you too." I smile onto his neck. This was what I wanted... I wanted it to be me and him forever and ever. After I made sure he was asleep I got up and found a piece of paper. I wanted to make something to show that we would be together for ever. So someday he can look at this and us and remeber we really did last forever. I started writing.

Dear hazzabear,
You are my one and only. We will be together until the world is no more. But even then it seems we will still be. I never thought we would turn into this beautiful thing known as love. But we did, and I'm glad. I couldn't imagine going through Life without you. And I don't want to imagine it. You are the earth that I walk on harry. The light through the dark. Your my eyes to let me see what's true. You're the air that keeps me alive. You're the sky I can look at everyday knowing you will be there, and that we have no end. But most importantly Harry... You are MINE. And I like that.. I like it a lot. When I'm lost in the sea your the ship that will find me. You are there when no one else is. I want you to know that we are going to face many problems together but we will get through them. I know this Harry because you are the one I'm going to marry. We are forever and ever. We are what make forever real Harry. And that's great! I just love you so much. Let's hope you don't see this letter for a long.. LONG ..long time. Because when you do read this letter I won't be here to rub your back and tell you it's okay. I won't be able to hold you at night any more and cradle you in my arms as you sleep. I won't be placing love bites claiming your mine. I won't be able to kiss you goodnight. I won't be able to say I love you. I will be gone. I will be in a better place waiting for you to join me. I will never ever forget what we had. I'll never forget us... I hope you don't forget us either hazza. Just know even when I'm not here , one day we will reside together again.. I'm keeping the promise of forever.. I love you Harry.. Don't ever forget that. See you soon.
Double X,
Loubear <3
I seal the letter in an envelope letting a few tears drip on the letter to make it a part of me. On the envelope I write:
Open when you need me but I'm gone...

I will give it to him the day my life ends. But even though my life will be over our love will not be. I've learned that life is short but love true love... Is forever.
Im Interrupted by a vibration of Harry's phone. He just moans and rolls over. Whatever okay. I shove the letter into my coat and walk over to look at his phone. I'm just a little curious of who would be texting him this early. I look and slide it open revealing a text. It was from phoebe... Who in the hell was...

From : phoebe
So Louis is back in a few days..;) that's too bad but we don't have to stop harry. I like you a lot and u are a beast! Maybe we can do it one more time before he gets home today. I'm really wet.;);)

Okay very detailed text and very unhappy Louis. What the fuck. Harry was cheating on me again. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. I can't do this not anymore. I hate that I love him when all he does is fucking stab me in the back. My heart is beating rapidly from being hit so hard. I'm crying, trying to control my sobs. I throw his phone back on the shelf and put my clothes on. Harry rolls over and sees me crying.
" babe what's-" I stop him.
" what the fuck is wrong with you harry. I hope your happy." I climb out his window and run home as fast as I could. I burst thought the door greeted by my moms hug.
" Louis honey what's wrong!" I'm sobbing I to her shoulder. I explain to her.
" why.. Would he do such a thing. In baby I'm so sorry." She is crying too now. Great this is exactly how I wanted it to be like when I got home. Right now I just wanted to die.



I wanted to die...

Notes

Okay.. Very sad I can't take it.. Poor Louis. I'm making the sequel of how they get through this. If they even do... It's called Can't Take It.