Forever and Always

I wake up in the morning to a knock on my door. Ah fuck I look terrible. Puffy eyes undid hair. Ewh. I open the door.
" harry what the fuck.. You havnt talked to me in like two whole days then you show up at my door." Harry just looks down for a moment.
" I know I was being a twat... I just don't want to lose you Louis. I love you." He meets my gaze. " harry I love you too." I tell him to come inside.
"I did talk to the lady of the uni and she said I had three days to decide." I look at harry and intertwine our fingers together. He holds back tears I can tell.
" well you should go Louis. I'm going to miss you but.. I want you to live your dream." My eyes light up.
" really harry! Oh my god thank you I'm so excited. And don't worry you won't lose me we have Skype texting and calling. I'll call every-" he laughs and stops me with a kiss on the lips.
" you seem happy and that makes me happy." Harry buries his face in the crook of my neck. We have so much stuff to do before I go.
I leave tomorrow. I'm really scared. I'm going to miss everybody. My mom has been home the last week with me helping me pack along with harry. Harry tried to hide the fact he was sad but he sucked at it for sure. We are going on a real date before I leave then going to the boys house after. I'm going to miss them all so much.
Dinner was lovely. Harry and I talked about when to call eachother I gave him my wrk schedule. We had this thing on lock. The boys are all outside when I get there. Zayn and Niall run up to me with huge warm happy hugs.
" so glad you could make it mate!" Niall embraces me.
" yea it's not going to be the same without you! No more drive through food." Niall yells. I laugh he was so funny I swear.
" well it's fucking cold out here so can we go inside." We all just laugh and head in. We play a game of candy land. I know we act so much like men. We then played dare. It was so funny. Niall went streaking down the road. He will literally do anything. It was getting late and I had to leave in the morning so we decided to leave.
" I'm really gunna miss ya Louis." Niall hugs me and I hear him sniff. I pull away.
" nialler... Your crying." He just shakes his head and goes back inside. Zayn gives me a huge hug also.
We are at my house now and neither of us want to move. We don't want to leave eachother. I can't believe I'm going to go three months without touching harry.
" harry... I really don't think I should leave you." Harry just pats my leg.
" no your going and I will be here first thing tomorrow to see you off." I see his eyes gloss over with tears. I can't help it but let out a few tears to.
" harry you need to know I love you no matter what and I'll only be gone for three months. Then when I come back we can continue our journey together. Just me and you against the world." We intertwine our fingers together and he leans in to give me a kiss. I beg for an entrance. He gives in. We are kissing for what seems like thirty seconds but was literally five minutes. " I'm going to miss you haz." I give him one more quick peck on the lips.
" I love you." I open the door.
" I love you more." Harry holds back tears that are wanting to come out.
I go inside to find my mom passed out on the couch and I just go to my room. I have a big day tomorrow.

Notes

Fair warning not a lot of detail of his internship time but there is a ton of detail after and quiteeee a bit of drama! Don't hate meeee!:/