Forever and Always

Louis pov:
I can't take it anymore. I hate being alone. I mean without him I am nothing and now I have school to add onto my stress. Life couldn't be any better. I sit on my bed and cry. I hear my door open. Ugh. I know it's my mum. " what?" I say not looking up at her.
" do you wanna talk about it." She already knows the answer so I don't respond. I look up at her in disgust and anger. " please leave jay." I almost yell at her. I immediately feel sorry for my actions because I know she is only trying to help. Tears fill her eyes as she still speaks. " honey I just want you to know that.. That it isn't the end of the world because you had a break up.. Things will get better." What did she know she is single... And can't keep a relationship. My relationship with Stan was a year.. And it came to a brutal end. She can't even keep a guy around for a day. " mum thank you really... I'm fine I just need some time to get over it I mean I wasn't in love I was just memorized." I lied.. I was in love and I was crushed. She gave me a tight squeeze and left the room. I made sure I heard her door closed then sprawled out on my bed. I went over the messages on my phone that came at me like a knife in my heart.
From Stan:
Hey Lou I'm sorry but it's not working and I think we should break.
I looked at the message and cried. And of course out if anger I respond. All I said was I didn't care. Even though I did. And that I was better off without him. He never did respond. Ouch. I roll over and eye the clock. Almost midnight and I have school tomorrow. I shut off my lights and Lay there in the dark for what seemed like forever until I dozed off.
I walk into my bathroom the next morning and wonder why I wasn't good enough for Stan. I had a fairly nice body not toned but nice. I had light brown hair that flowed perfectly with my face. My lips were kinda thin but I think they were very feminine. I sighed and took a shower. I literally out a pound of axe on. My phone rang.
" hello!" I scream into the speaker. " shit mate! My ears?" Niall laughed.
" hi mate what's up. Never mind I'll be there in five." I hang up before he can respond. We were going back to the normal school routine. I always picked Niall up from his house on Mondays only. Zayn did the rest of the week. My car is cold and I turn up the heat. I pull into nialls driveway on time as promised. I honk.
The hallways are full of new faces. Yip ee. I just loved school. Niall already ran off with a girl some where. What a cheeky lad. I make my way to my first hour and find a seat all by myself. I don't want to deal with anybody's shit today. I begin to look at my phone. I never did change my screensaver, it was me and Stan kissing. Oh god. I'm never going to get over this. I go through and change my screensaver to a plain green one. Better than Stan. The bell rings and I feel a tap on my shoulder. " can I sit here." A random kid asks. I don't look up. " yes nobody else is." He chuckles and sits down. He smells like a vanilla candle. He is moving around a lot. Im getting annoyed. " what the fu-" I shoot my head up and meet his eyes. Woah.... He had perfect green eyes and dimples on his cheeks. His hair.. Oh his hair was dark brown and curly. And his teeth were perfect. He was down right gorgeous. And for once I wasn't thinking if Stan. I was thinking of this mystery boy. I quickly turn away when I relized I was staring. My cheeks flush red. Thank god the teacher walks in and starts giving us an assignment. I glance at the boy as the teacher is about to give role. She goes through a few names then calls mine. " here like always." I stand then plop back down. " harry styles." The boy next to me stands up. " here." Then Sits back down. He was tall. Like really tall. And his name suited him. He had skinny jeans that hugged his body tightly and a low black v neck. He completely received all of my attention. He was just beautiful. I should definitely say something to him. But what do I say. I turn to him.
" you look good." Wait what the fuck tomlinson. I slap my hand to my head.
" I'm sorry." I laugh. He just laughs along. " thanks!" He looks at me and I begin to eye rape him. I kinda blush and I'm pretty sure he notices. " I'm fifteen. How old are you." Harry attempted to make this not awkward. Damn.. He is young. " really! I'm seventeen and how are you.. Wait what haha" he laughs and his dimples get deeper. He begins to explain to me that he is smart so they put him in a senior class. " cool. That's actually pretty cool." I smile and decide harry is my new best friend. " this is my weakest class." I Jabber on to harry. " really ! Haha I'll keep you on track." Harry jokes, we are interrupted by the bell. I didn't want this class to be over. Harry was a cool kid. " well I'll see you around." Harry says to me as he walks out. " deffenently." I smile and watch him walk toward the door. Some blonde girl runs up to him. " hey babe." She kisses him on the lips and they walk away. Together. I stand there stunned. My heart sank. I felt dumb. Duh a boy that hot would be straight. My mood changes from the normal tomlinson to I'm about to rip everybodies god damn face off. Why was I even feeling this way. I just met the kid.
Lunch was terrible. I watched him as he and his girlfriend held hands and fooled around with eachother. I feel a punch in the shoulder. " ow what the fuck man!" I turn to face zayn. " why are you stalking that boy." I'm shocked he would ask that. " I'm not." I spit out. " no you are." Liam chimes in. " I agree with them." Niall shoves more food into his mouth. Ugh they are so stubborn sometimes. So,entires I regret telling them about Stan and me. Cuz now they know I'm gay and they are constantly thinking everybody I look at boys.. I fancy. Not true. I Go back to my food and think. The boys are talking about some party that everybodies going to. The bell rings. I throw my stuff away leaving the boys and go to class.
The rest of the day sucked. I went out to the school driveway after I said my goodbyes to the boys and spotted my car. Great. I noticed the girl that was snogging harry leaning on my mustang. What the fuck. " ahem." I look at her. " oh.. Haha is this yours?" She asks stupidly. God I hate her she is such a fucking Barbie I can tell. " well yes it is and I would like to go home now so please move." I asked losing my patients. " I need a ride home.. And I'm Tina by the way." I didn't care and she wasn't riding with me.. Or maybe she wanted to ride on me. Gross. " uhm.. Uh." I had to make up something. She then walked over to me. She got real close. " please I need a ride." Please bicth. " no.. I don't want you in my car or let alone by it. Please get out of my way or I will run your face over." I climb in the car laughing. Ahh I was funny. She stood there like and idiot. I drove away snickering.

Notes

Well I hope you love this story! I do and it has a bunch of good times. Oh yea and this is written all in Louis pov:) <3 ily guys!!