~NIALL'S POV~

Its been so great tonight. Ive never seen Nelly like this; so relaxed and not worried about things which really made the night better...and she's slightly tipsy which was fun to see. Kayleigh and Sean have been taunting her about Jeff too which got her all worked up and flustered but she soon laughed it off and argued something back. Right now, we were sat listening to the sounds of the waves with the music while we made some small talk.

"Sean, why do you have so much music on your phone? Surely you dont listen to it all." I asked him.

"Most of it is from when these two did dance. I was pretty much their DJ and provided the music...I still havent got around to deleting it and i dont think i will..." He replied and gave Nelly a look which she narrowed her eyes to.

"Shut up you." She said to him. Out of the blue, The Cha Cha Slide came on. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wZv62ShoStY)

"Oh my god!" Perrie shouted.

"No one is backing out of this! Everyone up! I havent heard this for SOOOOO long!" Nelly announced. Is she really gonna get us all to do this?

"From anyone who might pass us by, we probably look like a gang of drunken kids with special needs and minor criminal records." Louis laughed as he sighed and got up to join us.

"That describes us perfectly." I agreed with a grin.

"Get ready!" El ordered and we got ready to do this. To be honest Im less reluctant because ive had a bit to drink and we all just went for it not even caring. We were in fits of laughter and we didnt give a shit about anything.

"I cant be bothered getting up." Nelly said and yawned after it ended. Kayleigh lay beside her with a bottle of Jack and offered her some while we all just sat around anywhere; on the floor or on one of the logs.

"Sure." She said and sat up a bit and drank some. She propped her head up on her arm and pulled a face at Kayleigh.

I joined Harry and Louis who were sat in the sand just chilling and watched Nelly at a slight distance. Its quite different to just stand, well sit, back and see her from further away because im always so close and near to her so i havent had a chance. Its really quite something.

"I said it before, but i really missed you, you know?" Kayleigh said to Nelly.

"I really missed you too! And the others. You know, Lee, Ray, Lisa, Danny, Katie, Lilly, Ellie, Clarissa, Jess, Sophie, Kyle and Faye. I still remember you all, and i miss you guys, i just have more friends here too. You get that right?" Nelly said. Damn thats one hella big group and she remembers all their names.

"Of course i get it dummy! We dont expect you to move to another city and not make friends because you were-and still are- part of another group. What kind of friends would that make us?! And being you it would be impossible to not have friends. Your fucking insane!" Kayleigh laughed and they hugged.

"I still find it strange that youve got a boyfriend whos normal. The last boyfriend you had...Jeez he was fucking weird and so not you." Sean said obviously over hearing their conversation. Nelly laughed and took a swig of the Jack Daniels bottle Kayleigh had. Ooh, i gotta hear this.

"What was his name? Oh Markus. Yeah, two years ago...Devil worshipper, sheep slaughterer and complete fucking nut job. Why did i even agree to that?" She asked completely bewildered. Did he actually kill sheep?! And worship the devil?! Holy fuckles.

"I have no clue but i worried about you. I mean, its perfectly okay being a little 'out there' and being yourself, but you never knew if he was being serious or what. I swear, if you ever went to his place and chilled with him, we felt as if we had to go follow and make sure he didnt skin you alive or something." Kayleigh said and i couldnt tell if she was being dramatic or what. She probably was, im sure.

"I dont really remember him much. All i remember is his vengefulness and how much hate he had for a lot of people. How is that even attractive? What was going through my mind?! Its alright to dislike people and hate with reason...but he could come up with 100 ways to torture people if they didnt like his tshirt he was wearing. It still worries me to this day my choice of boyfriends...well, boyfriend. Im really happy with Niall. He's really amazing, you know." Nelly said and I couldnt help my grin. Markus sounds like he should be exorcised by a priest or something...

"What are you grinning about?" Louis asked and nudged me.

"Huh? Oh nothing. Just thinking." I shrugged.

"Okay then..." Harry said and they continued their conversation. Its probably wrong to listen in on other peoples conversations but i want to know if shes gonna say anything else about me. Wow that sounded extremely conceited.

"What sort of question is that? Of course i really like him! I love him." Nelly said and i could tell she was blushing. I brought my bear to my lips to hide my smile.

"Why? I mean, hes a great guy and he obviously cares SO much about you. But what makes you love him? Are you sure you do? Just spill all!" Sean demanded and Nelly giggled.

"If you wanna know everything you will be here listening for a long ass time." She warned.

"Get on with it then!" Kayleigh laughed.

"Well...He just gets me you know, and he's there for me, and he somehow can stand my endless rambling and complaining and crying about things i already rambled, cried and complained about two days earlier. And hes not one of those guys who acts differently around his friends than he does when he's alone with me, he's just himself and i can be myself and i really like that about him. I can trust him, i can rely on him and confide in him. And despite knowing all of my horrible past and most of my worst secrets and about..you know who, hes still here. And he's not showing any signs of going anywhere or pushing me away. We have a hell of a lot in common. And he's funny and can act like a little child sometimes but that just makes me love him more; the fact that he can have a laugh and he has a good sense of humour. And then he has a serious side when he needs to be. He's just...words arent even enough. Im definately up at the top of the list of luckiest girls in the world." She said, sounding pretty sober still, and Sean and Kayleigh sat smiling at her.

"Oh and he's crazy hot. How could i miss that out?" She added and i almost burst out laughing until i remembered i wasnt supposed to be hearing this and felt guilty. If she wanted me to know these things she would have told me. I decided to tune out of her conerstion and move along to Liam and Zayn so I got up and went to sit with them a few feet away from where i was origionally sat.

"Hey ho, what you talking about?" I smiled.

"Hey man, i dont even know...just whatever comes to mind throw it out. We're probably not gonna remember it in the morning anyway." Zayn laughed.

"I probably will though since i cant drink much. Shitty kidneys and all." Liam shrugged.

"But i wont tell whatever it is...just saying." He added.

"Cool. So...on the count of three?" Zayn asked and we nodded.

"1, 2, 3..." I counted.

"...um..." No one said anything so we just laughed it off.

"Yeah lets talk about that!" Liam shook his head.

"At least we've passed time talking about nothing." I shrugged and jumped up to get another drink.

"Want a drink?" I asked them both.

"Yeah sure, beer." Liam said.

"Nah im good thanks. Still quite full." Zayn said appreciatively. I went over to near the fire, which was slowly dying out, and threw some more leaves and large twigs into it to keep it blazing before i got me and Liam our beers.

"Niiaaallll!" I heard behind me. I turned around and grinned knowing who it was. She sounds drunker than before.

"Neelllllyyyy!" I mimicked her and she threw her arms around me.

"Is someone a bit drunk? Or just really, really happy?" I laughed at her.

"Maybe only a little bit drunk... and really, really happy. Is it obvious?" She whispered the last part really loud.

"A little. But there's plently of alcohol so its likely to happen." I whipsered back in the same tone.

"Come chill with me!" She suggested with a huge smile that i coudnt say no to, even if i wanted to.

"Okay then! Where are we chiling?" I chuckled at her.

"Hey i was wondering where my beer went to." Liam said walking over and interupting us.

"Oh here, sorry." I said to him.

"Liiaaaam! Hey!" Nelly said and hugged him.

"Hey there drunk child who wont remember tonight very well!" Liam said to her and Nelly rolled her eyes at him.


"We're going to chill." I informed him with a laugh.

"Is that code for something...?" He chuckled and wiggled his eyebrows. Nelly was to the
music completely oblivious to the world she nudged me and put one finger up, signalling she'd be back in a moment, before she ran back over to Kayleigh.

"No...?" I said slowly not chatching on properly, but when i did i laughed and shoved him.

"Shes off her face! Do you think that lowly of me?" I asked dramatically.

"No i was joking, course i dont mate. See you in a bit." Liam grinned and Nelly came back over to me.

"I will be going then. Have fun chilling." Liam saluted before he disapeared.

"So, where are we chilling?" I asked Nelly again and took her hand in mine.

"I dont know." She shrugged and her eyes sparkled under the moon while she smiled.

"How about...Over there?" I suggested and pointed to a wall of huge rocks all piled up.

"Yeah!" She grinned. We walked over and climbed onto them before getting comfortable.

The rocks were pretty smooth so they were okay to sit on and they were secure.
We were stationed in the middle of a huge rock-it was the biggest of them all. I had my legs
straight out infront of me with my back against some other rocks while Nelly was sat next to me with her legs curled to her side, slightly leaning into me. Her back was also against the rocks behind us and I wrapped my arms around her, holding her close.

"What should we talk about?" I asked her. She turned to me giggling and i smiled.

"Whats up?" I asked.

"Nothing, im just really happy. You make me happy." She said and snuggled into me.

"Good, Im glad i do. When your happy, im happy." I responded and held her hand.

"You dont even have to try to. Just being around you is enough. I might not say it enough
usually but you really do." She continued and giggled contagiously again.

"Its the exact same with you. Your smile makes my day, your laugh too. Just you." I said honestly and chuckled.

"Really?" She asked looking me in the eyes as well as she could and my mood faultered a bit.

"Of course babe. Why would you ask that?" I asked slightly concerned.

"Just wondering. Cos you make me so happy and i wanted to know if you was too." She said and her mouth quirked up at the corner.

"You make me SO happy! So happy i could explode and fucking rainbows could come pouring out. You really do." I promised and laughed a little with her.

"Good. It would be slightly awkward if it was a one sided thing..." She said.

"Well, you dont have to worry about that because its not. I promise you." I said and turned her head to face me.

" I love you." I said with a smile looking her dead in the eyes.

"I love you too." She smiled back. I connected our lips together and she smiled into the kiss. I moved my hand to her face and she put hers around my shoulders. After a few minutes, we finally decided to pull back.

"Finally, without being disturbed." I smirked.

"It would be funny if they all popped up from around the rocks and went 'awww!' to take the piss though." She laughed and i did too.

"Imagine." I sighed and we sat in a comfortable silence for a while with smiles on our faces.

"I could sit here forever. This is my new favourite place." Nelly stated with her eyes closed and her head on my chest.

"Its so peaceful, right?" I asked and played with her hair.

"Yeah, i love it. It can be our place." She mumbled with a tired smile.

"Yeah, this is our place." I promised and kissed her head. After a few minutes of silence she yawned and i was almost certain she was falling asleep.

"You getting tired?" I asked her softly.

"Mhm." She nodded.

"Do you want me to take you home?" I asked her and she opened her eyes.

"But then what about you? Don't you want to stay here with this gang of loonies?" She asked me with a tired smile as she sat up.

"Tempting...but i would rather be at home with you. And you need to sleep! You didnt sleep last night." I said and we stood up slowly.

"Are you sure? I can hold out, honest." She asked me trying to sound more awake and lively but failed with a yawn, but i smiled at her attempt. I helped her down from the rocks since she was stumbling a little from the drinking and her tiredness.

"Nelly, dont be silly we are going home. I want to take you home." I stated with a smile.

"Okay then." She grinned and shook her head at me while we made our way to the others.

Now, they were all either passed out/lying on the floor or drinking the last of the booze, except for Liam who was tossing empty bottles into the bag with Dani. She must have stayed a bit more sober because her speech sounded clear.

"Hey, were gonna head home." I told them.

"Okay, we'll see you there." Liam said.

"This is the most drunk that theyve got. Look at them!" Dani laughed and motioned to everyone on the floor.

"Hey! Are you guys going?" Kayleigh shouted as she came to us, almost tripping over her own feet.

"Yeah, kinda tired." Nelly chuckled.

"Aww. Okay! Can w-we tag?" She slurred.

"Course." I laughed at her and she did a big thumbs up.

"Sean! We have a ride lets go!" Kayleigh yelled to Sean who was lying on the floor singing to his phone. He got up and dragged his feet over to us.

"Woo lets go!" He cheered.

"Okay." I said and we headed over to our car. When we got to it i opened the door for Sean and Kayleigh in the back after i helped Nelly into the front passenger seat.

"Thanks." She smiled and i returned it and went to the drivers side. There was a note under the wiper. I grabbed it and opened it up.

'You sure know how to have fun. So do i.
-Guess who.'

Just when we thought we could have a single fucking day without worrying about him.
I crumpled the note into my back pocket and got into the car. I cant tell Nelly about this, it will ruin her mood and she will panic. I just hope he was bluffing when he said 'so do i'...

Notes

Im so sorry! AGAIN! I think that Wednesday might be a bad day to update. I think that Thurday should be my new update day.<3 :/

So, despite being late again, what did you think? :)<3
I think...MOOD KILL.
Joe always finds a way doesnt he? I fucking hate that geriatric bastard. But it was cute too!! :D<3

-You may want to read the next part if you want to feel better about your luck and that stuff...

So, yesterday was a pretty shitty day for me. I swear you'd think i broke a mirror, saw a black cat and walked under ladder at the same time. Heres why...
1). I had a THREE HOUR detention for getting into a fight; some bitch was getting all up in my best friends face for something she didnt do, and obviously i got involved- i was sticking up for my non biological sister for godsake! And because I got mad at the teacher because he failed my essay which i spent fucking weeks on! I mean, fucking come on i deserve A++ for my damn efforts and it wasnt even a proper assessment!
2). Right, I work part time in a restaurant (as a waitress) and my boss wanted me to work over time when i had a shit load of homework and i just had a three hour detention an hour prior to this. I had to say yes because my boss is a friend of my dads too. >:|

Seriously though?! So unfair!! Can you be as fucking unlucky as that? ALL THAT SHIT IN ONE DAY. And I updated late again to top it off, and i really hate doing that. Its not fair and stuff. >:( <3

All that aside... I WILL NOW BE UPDATING ON A >>THURSAY<< EVERY WEEK!<3
Hope you enjoyed it! :)<3