Louis POV

Isla and I were enjoying a long, hot, sensual shower. Just as I was going in for a kiss, Isla changed tactics. "Tell me what's on with you and Liam, I don't like you pair arguing every time we come back home." Oh shit, I need to act quick; I hope she didn't notice. I blank and go into my subconscious. "Nothing going on with me and Liam," I proclaim as I move past Isla and into the shower stream so she can't see my eyes. "So why all the sudden have you gone all over protective over me?" She spins me around, cupping my cheeks in her hands staring deep into my eyes. I guess I can tell her some truths right now so she'll drop this line of questioning; she needs to know some of this.

"Well love, it's never really come up for some reason, but there are things - both long ago and when we first met you - that you don't know about my history with Liam." "Please tell me Louis." "I can, but some of it might not be pleasant for you to hear," I warn her. "No Louis, I need to know everything because it hurts to see you two going at each other." "Okay love, come here," I reach out my arms for Isla and pull us down to the shower floor wrapping her in my arms on top of my lap. "So much time has passed, it would be impossible to tell you every detail over a century, but I can at least connect the dots for you."

"Liam and I were best mates and he ended up in trouble with my father, who ordered him put to death. I couldn't have the death of my friend on my conscience so I intervened on his behalf. My father spared Liam's life at my request and I promised to help teach Liam to become a scary ghost. Back then, he was too kind and gentle to be scary." Isla let out a small smile.

"One day, I was training Liam and things turned uncomfortable." I fidget at the thought of what I am about to tell Isla. She must sense my unease and hugs me tightly, "Really Louis, it's okay. You can tell me anything." I allow myself to slip out of my subconscious because I want Isla to know these are my true, unabridged thoughts. "Perhaps playing the scene for you in my mind will be best for you to understand.

*FLASHBACK PLAYING IN LOUIS MIND FOR ISLA TO READ*

We are in my torture chamber. We just finished our training for the day. I notice Liam had been quiet for a few minutes, but he hadn't left yet. Turning to look at him, I notice a strange expression on his face that makes me a little uneasy. "Louis..." Liam says breathlessly. Okay, this is weird. What is wrong with him? I just smiled hoping to settle him down and asked, "Yes Liam?" Then, the most shocking thing in my entire existence happened, Liam shouted, "I love you!"

I was stunned. My eyes nearly popped out of my head. What was he going on about? Had he gone mad? Maybe it came out wrong. Maybe he loved me like a brother as I did him, but it came out wrong. Yes, that's it. He must love me for being a best mate, saving his life, and helping train him. And then, the unthinkable happened. He tried to kiss me. I freaked out on him, "Liam! I love you like a brother! I will never love you romantically!" With that, I left the room and heard Liam whimper, "Louis? Please come back." I kept walking, there was nothing more to discuss on this topic.

*END OF FLASHBACK*

Isla is just staring at me with her mouth wide open. I put my finger under her chin and push her jaw up to close her mouth. "Before you say anything, please let me finish. There is more and it involves you." She nods for me to continue. "Well, you know how Liam and I came to be with you. What neither of us have told you is what happened the first time we had had sex. No, let me be honest, raped you. I was in love with you the first time I laid eyes upon you and I never wanted to hurt you, but Liam forced me. You have every right to be angry because you suffered the result of the unresolved issues from mine and Liam's encounter all those years ago." Isla's face turned cold as stone, eyes turning red with anger.

"Isla love, please again let me show you what happened that day before you say anything." She nodded but looked like she would kill me if she could. "Please baby, if I could take this back I would, but please you know you are my true love. Please remember that." "Go on Louis before I do or say something I can't take back." Wow did she sound menacing! If I wasn't so scared right now about what I am going to tell her I'd be aroused. "Louis! I heard that thought and I am NOT in the mood!" Oh fuck. "Sorry. Okay, please just remember I love you and I'd take back how this happened if I could."

*FLASHBACK PLAYING IN LOUIS MIND FOR ISLA TO READ*

Liam and I waited forever for Isla to come out of the bathroom. She went downstairs and watched a music channel. I looked at Liam. He needed to get on with things and scare her. I saved him once from my father, but he'd die if he failed this mission. I hated this; she's beautiful girl and we should leave her alone. Liam glared at me. I knew he despised my presence, but I was ordered to watch him. He blamed me for leaving him to rot those years in his cell but at least he was free again and that was thanks to me. Liam cannot stand that I will be the next king of Jensaona and it's obvious he has a chip on his shoulder about it. He snaps me out of my thoughts with an unexpected outburst.

"How could you?" Liam yells raising his one eyebrow and looking angry and confused at me.

"How could I what?" I asked unsure of what exactly I did.

Liam leaned against the wall with his arms crossed. Oh he was pissed off. I could see it clearly written on his face. My eyes went red with anger because I had a feeling I knew where this was going.

"You know what I mean! How could you left me all alone? You knew I needed your help and you just walked out like I was not good for you'" Liam yelled. I was completely shocked by his words and leaned forward shaking my head in disbelief, "How could I have stayed with you? Why should I?"

We both rose to our full heights our bodies filled with anger. Liam shoved me and yelled,"You walked out on me because i told you that i fell for you!" Yes. He was going there again; he couldn't let it go. I don't feel that way about him, I look over to the room where the girl was now sleeping and when he noticed, he grabbed my clothes pulling me up the stairs onto the hall and threw me through the door to her bedroom.
"Liam what are you doing? Your gonna wake her up," he ignored me and stood me in front of her. Then, he pushed me up the wall again. "So you got your slimy eyes on her?" He spat in a venomous tone. Oh fuck, she's waking up and is looking to where we are. She moves towards the light, but Liam pushed her on the bed and I held my breath. She was scared and so was I!

What was Liam thinking? She was hiding under the covers and Liam shoved me on top of her. She was going to scream but I covered her mouth with my hand. "Be a slut and strip her!" Liam barked. "Im sorry.. Please forgive me?" I whispered to the terrified girl. I stripped her and as guilty as I felt, she was the most beautiful creature I'd ever seen and I was aroused...and so was she - I could see it in her eyes.

Liam slapped my ass. I moaned and he yelled, "Shut it slut!" I began kissing the girl, getting lost in the feel of her lips when I realized Liam stripped me. I glanced backwards and noticed Liam was naked and what he planned to do. I shuttered when I realized he was going to rape me. The girl grabbed my shoulders and pulled me to her body. Liam reached over me and kissed the girl and she looked stunned knowing someone else was with us.l

The girl and I kissed and I thought I was going to explode with need for her when I felt Liam lick my ass hole. After awhile, Liam crawled back and he finally got that kiss he wanted from me a century ago. Then, he thrust inside me and I thought I would be destroyed.

Liam thrust inside me at an unrelenting pace while I kissed the girl's chest, leaving her hickeys and love bites. Then, Liam commanded me, "Put this sexy thing inside her. I shuddered, nodded, and when I lowered my crotch towards her. I told her we could calm him Liam down if she let me make love to her. She was so brave and truthfully i never wanted to make love to her like this. She moved her hand down her chest to my dick. How did she knew where it was? When I felt the grip, I just moaned, I was filling up badly and I needed to get rid of the pain.

Next thing I knew I was pounding into her body, she was screaming, such beautiful music into my ear. So wet and hot, I grabbed onto her hands and she smiled. She smiled at me and all I could do at the moment was to kiss her, then I had Liam pounding in my ass and that made me closer to cumming, I needed to cum now.

"I'm going.. cum!"

I knew she was close as I could see it in her face, Liam was close as well. Then, we all just let loose of everything we had, I felt Liam's cum run down ass and felt it fill me up. I felt myself fill her up. Liam leaned forward to me. "Now you know."

*END OF FLASHBACK*

"Now YOU know Isla," I barely whisper to her drained from sharing my deepest thoughts with her was exhausting. I look towards her afraid of what expression I will find. Surprisingly, her eyes are blue. She looks sad but not angry. "Why Louis?" I look at her confused because there are so many things she just learned as to why I need to explain myself. "Why what? You just learned a lot." Then, I become angry at the memories. "What? Why did I allow myself to be raped by Liam? Why did I not fight him off? Why did I listen when he forced me to basically rape you? Why was I a shitty friend who abandoned him in a jail cell for years? Take your pick Isla!"

It's quiet for too long and the only sounds are my sobs. Isla hugs me tighter. "Why won't you tell Liam you love him?" I look at her incredulously. "How could I love someone who ever made me hurt you?" With that, I stand us up and walk out of the shower. Isla quietly says, "You should tell him you love him." I leave the bathroom more determined than ever to see my plan through.

Liam POV

I awoke to hearing muffled sounds from the bathroom. Louis and Isla can't be going at it again although Louis has turned into a sex machine. Just as I approach the bathroom door to join them, I hear them talking. So I decide to listen before barging in.

I must have stood there a half hour, frozen. I cannot believe what I just heard. Louis let Isla learn our whole history together. Isla knows I'm the monster who forced Louis to rape her that first night when she was barely a young woman. She's going to hate me. The dagger to my heart was hearing Louis yell, "How could I love someone who ever made me hurt you?" He must hate me and that is worst of all because I have been in love with him forever. I don't know what the point in existing would be without Louis because I take him anyway I can get him, like earlier.

Oh shit. He's coming out of the bathroom. I need to get out of here. They can't know I overheard their conversation.

Notes

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Hope you read Dollhouse or you might not get the context of the flashbacks!

What will happen next now that Louis bared his soul to Isla?

Will Isla be mad at Liam now that she knows what really happened that night?

Will Liam remain heartbroken and in despair?

Guess we'll have to wait for ELMO's update lol!