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My Saviour

Chapter 49

Harry’s P.O.V
I held onto Kylie as she struggled to walk to the bathroom. I hate her being in pain, and I can tell she’s in excruciating pain right now. If only I had protected her better, if only, if only. That’s the only thing that seems to go round in my mind now. If only. I wish this had never happened to her. I wish she didn’t have to learn to walk again. I wish she was okay. It’s all my fault. If I didn’t get involved with her, she would have gone to Paris with Lauren and Ben and been okay, he would never have found her there. But no, I had to get involved with her. I had to fall in love with her; I had to ruin her life. I wish none of this ever happened. Obviously, I love Kylie, but I wish we had met on different circumstances. I wish I hadn’t had to save her life, there’s so much that I would change, but having this beautiful beautiful girl in my arms is not one of them. Yeah, if she could walk, that would be a bonus, but it makes her. It makes Kylie Carter. She’s a fighter. She’s my fighter. She’s been destroyed, but she’s gotten right back up and started over. She may have demons, haunting her inside, but she still tries to smile every day, when even I know she’s just remembering what happened to her in that hellhole with that dickhead.She’s an angel, she’s perfect, and although she may not see herself as perfect, and may cry every time she looks in the mirror and sees all the scars littering her body, she’s perfect to me. She always will be, because I love her, and love is blind.
I carried Kylie back to the bed and put her in, her falling asleep almost instantly. I honestly do admire her. She’s absolutely amazing to be able to carry on with her life after everything she has been through. I don’t think I’d ever be able to do that. She’s going through intense physio to learn how to walk again and it’s horrible seeing her like it, but she’s determined. She won’t stop until she can sprint again. That’s one thing I love about her, she doesn’t give up. She carries on until she’s finished, no matter what. Once I’d tidied up the house a bit, I decided to join Kylie in bed. I could tell she was still in pain although she was asleep by the grimace on her face. When I fell asleep, all I could think about is how amazing she is to be able to learn how to walk again without even complaining, she’s one strong woman, that’s for sure.
Kylie’s P.O.V
I was woken up by Harry at 8.30, allowing me to have time to get ready before my therapist arrives. Harry helped me to get washed and dressed and then went and made my breakfast. He’s honestly been amazing helping me to do everything for the past few weeks and I don’t think I could ever thank him enough for all he’s done for me. When I had everything sorted out, it was 9.15, time for my therapist to come round. The doorbell rang soon after, and Harry went downstairs to let her in. Savannah is my therapist’s name, and she’s really helping me. She helps me to find ways of dealing with the mental torture that is still very present and without her, I would have given in to the torment of my brain. I relive that day along with the ones after as I recovered in hospital daily, but thanks to Savannah, I’m starting to learn how to block them out.
“Kylie!” She happily said as she walked through the bedroom door, greeting me.
“Hi Savannah,” I smiled.
“I can’t tell you how nice it is to see that smile, knowing how you were when I first started working with you.” She remarked. “Okay, so we’re going to work on your mental and physical strength and getting to know it today.” She sat down on the chair next to me. “You started working on learning to walk again on Monday, how did that feel?”
“I hate it, I hate having to learn how to walk again.” I admitted.
“Why do you hate it?”
“Because it reminds me of what happened leading up to me having to learn to walk again and I don’t like that. I wish it was all just sorted out and that I could leave it in the past.” I said and she nodded.
“Okay, we can work on that. It’s obvious that anything you have to do at the moment triggers the memories, so we can try to block them out better now. Let’s talk about your relationship with Harry.” She started, “how has he helped you?”
“He’s been doing everything that I can’t do for me. It’s been really helpful but he’s leaving on Friday.” I sighed.
“Who is coming to help look after you?”
“Anne, Harry’s mum.” I replied.
“How does that make you feel?”
“Useless, I don’t have any family that could come and look after me so Harry has to get his mum to come and do it. I feel like I’m a hassle for Anne that she doesn’t need and I really don’t want to be like that. He says that she’s happy to do it but I’m not so sure. I don’t want to make her come all the way to London to look after her son’s crippled girlfriend. I don’t like that that is happening. I think it will make her hate me.”
“Maybe you should listen to Harry. It’s his mum, he knows her best and if he says she’s happy to do it she probably is. You’ve told me before how much Harry loves his mum, and if she didn’t want to come and look after you he wouldn’t make her.” Savannah reminded me.
Harry’s P.O.V
I sat downstairs scrolling through my twitter feed.
“Harry Styles struggling to cope with his crippled girlfriend?” was the title of an article, which I clicked on.
“Pop star Harry Styles has been taking care of his girlfriend Kylie Carter after she was abducted by her father and assaulted within an inch of her life. Carter, the band’s publicist, was left unable to walk due to a fractured pelvis and broken ankle and is said to be learning how to walk again. However, the frontman of One Direction seems to be struggling to look after her, and is quite frankly fed up of it. Is he wishing that one night stand on New Year’s Eve never happened? Or that he never saved her life for the first time on New Year’s Day? Probably.
Therapists and physiotherapists have been coming and going into the pair’s multimillion pound home ever since the incident as well as Harry’s bandmates. Harry jets of to North America on Friday, leaving his girlfriend at home with his mum due to the fact that she is not mentally stable enough to go back on tour with the band yet. Harry has looked exhausted every time he leaves his home, which isn’t very often considering he can’t leave his girlfriend alone in case she needs something. Is the whole cripple girlfriend thing taking its toll on the nation’s favourite singer? Let us know.” That’s bullshit. Anyone would find it hard to look after someone who can’t even leave their bed but for them to say that I’m practically getting fed up with it is ridiculous.
“@Harry_Styles: Not normally one to address rumours but the article going around saying I’m fed up of looking after Kylie is ridiculous.”
“@Harry_Styles: I would do anything for that girl. As for wishing I never saved her life, that’s crap.”
“@Harry_Styles: I love Kylie, and I have never regretted saving her life that day.”

Notes

Okay okay, I owe you an explanation. My laptop was annoying me so much over the past few months that I haven't really been writing or updating. It didn't charge properly and I just got fed up of it. However, after months and months of begging my parents, I have a new laptop! I love it, although I sometimes get stuck in pages because I'm not used to Windows 8, but I will be updating a lot more now that I have a laptop that I actually like. I promise, and this time it's not an empty one, that I will do my best to update regularly. But I'm going away next week, for a week so obviously I won't be updating then.

I hope you all like this chapter and are enjoying reading about Kylie's road to recovery. I love you all so much for continuing to read and support my stories, even if my updating has been shocking!

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Comments

Loved this story! Good job. <3 :)

Mimi_ Mimi_
2/12/16

@msjagger
Unfortunately yes, it will be up within the next half hour x

Hazza'sGirlxx Hazza'sGirlxx
2/5/16

I hope that bastard gets locked up forever!

Mimi_ Mimi_
2/5/16

What?!?!?! Final already!

msjagger msjagger
2/4/16

Can't wait to see what you have in store for us next! :D

Mimi_ Mimi_
1/31/16