Harry’s P.O.V
I walked down the stairs and sat on the sofa. It’s not the fact that she won’t have sex with me; it’s just that she doesn’t trust me enough not to take advantage of her. I know Ben said something that freaked her out before he left because since then she hasn’t been the same. She was really opening up to me and now she’s shut me out completely again. I don’t know how I’m meant to help her if she won’t tell me why she’s upset or worried. She keeps so many things from me, like why she won’t speak to her mum anymore and even what I said to her a few weeks ago which made her cry. I don’t know anything about her and I want to, I want her to be able to share stuff with me but she just doesn’t open up. She’s scared of commitment because obviously her mum left, her dad betrayed her, her sister didn’t really care for her and I don’t think she’s spoken to Ben in a while. According to Imogen, Kylie has only had one friend in the past 2 years and that’s Imi. I know I was the reason her dad nearly killed her, and that he found her again and I feel so bad for that but if she doesn’t want to be with me, she just needs to say so.
I heard footsteps and she came downstairs and went into the kitchen.
“I’m sorry I’m too scared to commit to anyone, but you know why. You may not know the whole story, but you can put that together yourself.” She said before taking a sip of the orange juice she just poured.
“I get that you’re scared to commit but I’ve been here since New Year, I will support you and I will stay by you. I’m not going to dump you as soon as you’ve slept with me because in case you’re forgetting, we’ve slept together before and it was some of the best sex I’ve ever had.” I admitted.
“I’m not the same person anymore! You don’t get it Harry. I was left in hospital for over a month because my dad tried to kill me. I’ve changed since New Year and I’m not good enough for you anymore! I don’t know why you’re still trying to fix me.” She yelled. I’ve obviously pushed her too far. It would probably be best to leave her on her own for now but I’m not going to do that.
“I don’t care if you’re not the same person anymore; I’m with you for who you are now, not for who you were then. You were way too feisty for me then.” I joked and she cracked a smile.
“I still don’t remember anything about that night.” She confessed.
“We were drunk, there was a lot of fumbling around but we still had hot sex. Why do you think you couldn’t walk after?” I teased.
“Oh god.” She put her hand over her face and looked adorable as she did. I think I’m falling for this girl, big time. I’ve never felt this way about someone before. She’s amazing at everything she does and I really like her. I wouldn’t say love just yet, but give it time and I know I will.
“Am I forgiven?” I grinned hopefully. She nodded and I opened my arms for her to come and hug me. She did and I pulled her onto the couch with me, kissing her nose, making her scrunch her face up adorably. Everything she does is adorable. We talked for the entire evening and she opened up about a few things, making me happy. I’m glad she opened up, it means that she trusts me.
Kylie’s P.O.V
Harry’s head moving around on my stomach woke me up and I smiled seeing my boyfriend still sound asleep. I ran my fingers through his hair and he still didn’t wake up, so I took a picture. I checked the time and it was 8.30. We need to get up now anyway.
“Babe,” I put my hand on his bare back. He groaned and turned over so he was facing me.
“I hate waking up but this view in the morning really makes me want to get up so I can kiss a certain beautiful girl in my bed.” He smiled, sleepily.
“I think I’m a bit jealous of that beautiful girl, getting to wake up to such a handsome boyfriend.” I replied and he sat up, wiped his eyes and then kissed me.
“You’re gorgeous, even in the morning.” He told me, getting out of bed. “I’m going to have a shower,” He announced, walking towards the bathroom. I contemplated my next line and then went for it.
“Wait a minute and I’ll join you.” I said and he looked at me in disbelief. “Don’t look so shocked Harry,” I laughed and got out of bed and collected up some clothes. We went into the bathroom and Harry took off his boxers and got into the shower, squealing when the cold water hit him. “Wimp.” I laughed and took off my pyjamas, getting in with him.
“What did you call me missus?” He put his arms around my waist as the water sprinkled down on us.
“A wimp,” I laughed and he turned us around so I was directly under the showerhead. I took a deep breath, noticing it was quite cold. Harry laughed and kissed me, before reaching over me to get the shower gel.
When we got out of the shower, we only had 30 minutes to get ready and get to work. Once we were ready, we went down to Harry’s car and drove to work.
“Have fun in your meeting,” Harry kissed me.
“Have fun in your interviews.” I kissed him and we went our separate ways. That’s always how it is when we get to work. I walked into the office building and up to the meeting room.
“Good morning Kylie,” Richard greeted me when I walked in.
“Hi,” I smiled at him and the rest of the people around the table.
“Right, this is to discuss tour so let’s get started shall we?” Richard started the meeting. We went through the fact that I’ll be in charge of uploading all the pictures that Cal Aurand takes at the concerts and that I’ll be getting them interviews to help them promote themselves even more. “Now, about sleeping arrangements, obviously when you’re in hotels and things, you’ll be in the same room as Harry but on buses you’ll be on a different bus as you are crew. You’ll be on a bus with their band and Lou Teasdale, their hair and make-up stylist. Is that okay?” He asked and I nodded.
“Yeah of course it is, it would get annoying being with Harry all the time anyway.” I agreed.
“Okay, and in all of their interviews I want you to supervise and make sure they’re not saying things they shouldn’t, starting from their first one which begins in 5 minutes.” He instructed and I nodded, gathering up all the papers that I’d been given and shaking hands with him before leaving. By the time I’d gotten to where they were being interviewed, they had already started. I tried to slip in as subtly as I could but it didn’t work so well.
“Ooh, girlfriend in the room Haz.” Liam teased him and Harry looked over at me and smiled. I smiled back and the interviewer continued, asking them some personal questions and some work related questions.
“So boys, 4 of you have girlfriends correct?” The interviewer started.
“Yeah, it’s just Niall who doesn’t.” Louis confirmed.
“Do all of your girlfriends get along?” She asked.
“Kylie hasn’t met Sophia or Eleanor yet, but she gets on with Perrie. She’s a fan of Little Mix so of course she’d get along with her.” Harry stated and Zayn nodded.
“Yeah, Perrie loved hanging out with Kylie but I think Kylie likes to keep herself to herself as well.” Zayn said, looking at me. I did a signal meaning move on and he acknowledged it and turned it into something else.
“You’re about to embark on a tour across the road, Take Me Home, named after your album, which is fabulous by the way, how do you cope with being away from your families for so long?”
“They fly out and come and join us a lot of the time so we don’t miss them too much because there’s usually at least one member of our family with us and our crew are our family as well so we have a tour family, who keep us from being homesick.” Niall answered.
“And of course you see your girlfriends quite often on tour?”
“Yeah and if we don’t then we’ll call them or Skype them or something. Harry’s girlfriend is our publicist now so she’ll be with us all the time anyway.” Liam said and they answered a few more questions before finishing up that interview. Harry got out of his seat and came over to me.
“Why are you here baby?” He kissed me.
“Management sent me to supervise you boys and move you on when you’re going too far, which is what I did when Zayn started saying about me keeping myself to myself.” I told him.
“What was your meeting about?”
“What I have to do on tour and sleeping arrangements, I’m on the crew bus.” I replied and he nodded as the next interviewer walked in.
“Hi, I’m Jacob Freeman, you must be the publicist.” He shook hands with me.
“Kylie Carter, nice to meet you,” I introduced myself and the boys sat back down. “Can you refrain from asking as much about personal lives as you can please?” I requested and Jacob agreed. He sat down opposite the boys and gathered up his cards before starting.
“Hi, I’m Jacob Freeman and I’m joined by One Direction!” He announced, looking at the camera.
“Hi,” All of the boys waved.
“How are you feeling boys? You’re about to set off on your second world tour, you must be excited.”
“Yeah, we’re really excited, it’s crazy that we’ve even done one world tour and now we’re preparing to go on another one.” Louis said.
“Have you started packing yet?”
“Nope, we’ve got another two weeks yet. I don’t think we’ve even thought about packing.” Liam laughed and the other boys agreed. They had about 3 more interviews after that and then we were all allowed to leave.
“I’m gonna go out with the boys, are you okay at home by yourself if I give you my car?”
“Yeah, I’ll be fine, go have some fun.” I smiled, taking his keys and kissing him goodbye. I checked I had everything and then went to leave when I was stopped by someone calling my name. I turned around and saw the beautiful blonde walking towards me.
“Hey Perrie,” I grinned at her.
“What are you doing here?”
“The boys had interviews and being their publicist I had to supervise.” I explained and she nodded.
“The girls and I had a meeting with management here and we’ve just finished and are going to get lunch, do you want to come and join us?” She offered but I politely declined, lying and saying I had work to do. “Oh okay, I guess I’ll be seeing you soon though,” she smiled at me and I left and got into Harry’s car. I hate lying to people but I can’t be dealing with meeting so many new people who just judge me all the time. They see the scars on my arms and think I self-harm, but in actual fact, I was stabbed multiple times. They see me and think I’m crazy and in actual fact, I’m just human. I’m not happy and smiley all the time and yeah maybe I do have someone looking for me and trying to kill me but I’m fine. I’m not crazy, so I hate people thinking I am. I pulled out of the car park and drove back in the direction of Harry’s house. I went down my old road and saw that the house was for sale. I guess Lauren finally got around to doing it. I drove all the way to Harry’s house and when I got out of the car, I heard someone shout my name. I turned around and saw some random girl.
“Where’s Harry?” she asked me.
“With the boys,” I answered coldly, walking towards the front door.
“How did you get a job as their publicist?” The girl questioned.
“I don’t have time for this.” I told her and walked inside. Shutting the door and locking it. I put my bag down and my phone buzzed.
“@jenmahen1902: @KylieJCarter is so rude. She wouldn’t even stop to talk to me.”
“@lozzahighman: @jenmahen1902 where did you see her?”
“@jenmahen1902: @lozzahighman At Harry’s house.”
“@lozzahighman: @jenmahen1902 Well maybe if you weren’t hanging around outside her boyfriend’s house she’d be a bit kinder to you.” The girl defended me and I smiled and followed her before shutting Twitter and locking my phone. I went into the kitchen and got some food before sitting down in front of the TV. I’m just a typical girl in that respect. Girls all pretend that they don’t eat their lives away behind a screen, but they do. I definitely do. There was some random film on so I watched that and I must have fallen asleep in the middle of it.

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