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Next to me {on hold}

Little talks

Hey guys, cant believe this is already in 86 reads what? Im sorry i didnt update before.. Enjoy this "filler, not that filler" chapter
Chapter 3: Little talks.
1 week after the boys arrival.
Harry´s point of view.
The first week at school has been one of the best ones in my life. I´ve made new friends and I´ve experienced new feelings after getting to know Di better. I still hadn´t had a chance to ask Louis for opinion and advices since we didn´t have much time alone as we were always accompanied by all the other guys we had met. However, today, 6th and 5th (the grades we were tutoring) were going to a field trip and we had to stay at school and work with Anto, who tutored 4th. Everynow and then we had time for ourselves as she was busy with her form. I decided to speak with my mate.
“Hey Lou, may I ask you something?”
“Sure thing” He replied nodding and smiling. Oh what a gorgeous smile he had.
“You know, Diana and I, I think there may be something between us, you know and I´m evaluating telling her about my feelings and asking her out… What do you think?”
I saw a deceptive look in Louis gaze. He smiled, but oh if I knew him well, he wasn´t happy at all. What was going on? Why wouldn´t he be happy for me. I suddenly felt in the need of hugging him tightly and so I did. He didn´t pull apart at all neither hugged back. We pulled apart after a while and he said:
“Harry, you can have any girl you want and Diana would be stupid if she rejected you”. And he left the room.
I was left there alone and all puzzled. A part of me wanted to go comfort my best mate and the other part of me wanted to just ran to Diana´s arms. I finally left school and went for a walk. I needed to clear my mind.
After a while of thoughts torturing my mind I finally made a decision. I would do what my gut was telling me to do. I went back to school and greeted the students who were just arriving after their field trip. Diana smiled at me warmly and my heart fluttered. I had to talk to her.
It was lunch time and I asked the gorgeous girl if she wanted to eat with me at my “office” so that we could chat a little bit. She was quite speechless and that made me a tad nervous until she finally agreed and we went there.
“So, what is it Harry?” She asked and I trembled.
“I, I just wanted to tell you I´ve got feelings for you. I´ve experienced something new after meeting you. And I wanted you to know that”.
She leaned towards me slowly and we looked into each other’s eyes right before my lips got in contact with her soft lips. What a great kisser she was! I smiled in between the tons of kisses we had and I could sense her smile too.
But then I felt her tense and looked at where her gaze was looking. Louis was staring as well as Anto right next to us. Anto looked worried while Louis showed no expression at all.
Louis´ point of view:
Seeing him so happy, so delighted, just being him with Diana broke my heart in pieces. What was going on? I didn´t even know him much and I was already falling deeply for him? I had promised myself that, no matter how strong my feelings for him became, I would always remain silent and not confess them. This was basically because I knew I had no chances at all that Harry was even a little gay. I mean, he had tons of girls on his back due to his charm, had been in loads of relationships, some serious ones and some freelance ones too… It was becoming way harder than I ever expected it to be. I smiled hoping it seemed to be true but I soon discovered I had failed due to the way Harry looked at me. I swallowed my pride.
“Guys! Im glad you two are finally together! Congrats mateeeeeeee!” too much enthusiasm? Yep. Lying wasn’t an ability of mine. But at least Harry seemed to be believing me now and that was all I needed. Anto and I left the room and I finally felt free to allow tears to roll down my cheeks. She hugged my tightly and squeezed my hand, even if we didn´t know much, she seemed to really understand me and, together with Ailu, I had found confidents in these two girls.
Later that same day, during the afternoon break, I had the chance to talk to them and I found myself surprisingly opening up and telling my story, my feelings for Harry and stuff. Even if they said we two were sort of an OTP for them
One of those nights in which we all gathered around in Harry´s and I´s flat, we started doing karaoke and some raw and undiscovered talent was discovered by me and my best mate. We had talked about forming a band (we both had pretty good vocals and he played the guitar a bit) and of course I was more than excited about that since it meant spending more time with my new crush. Anto turned out being a great singer and piano player while Chiara offered herself to design the choreographies as well as costumes. Zayn played the drums (A/N: IK HE DOESN¨T BUT THIS IS FICTION) and Niall could also play the guitar. Liam came out of his shell as a great singer too. A band was then formed and we decided to name it Apocalyptics (a/n: I took this name from the name Santana wanted to give to the band they are forming in glee… hehe). Liam, Harry, Anto and I would be the singers and the rest would play different instruments.
I can´t describe how happy and delighted I was after this since we were all really good friends but especially since I would have one more topic to talk to Harry about. Yes, I usually got all shy around him and I didn´t find it easy to keep a conversation going with him.
After that, we all gathered around the living room to watch a movie and, of course, we chose a scary one! I was laughing so much at everyone´s reactions! You know, Im not the kind of person who freaks out and all of my new friends were so... yep, really hilarious.
Night came and Harry and I said goodbye to all the people in our flat, who left us alone.
And then something I never expected to happen happened.
Harry asked me to please (he almost went down to his knees) to sleep with him since we had all watched a horror movie and he was scared as fuck.
I had to sleep next to him and I didnt know if i would be able to control myself.

Notes

Comments

@xonenight
<3

@BSE1721
yeh, ik. i jjust didn´t know which name to use

i like it update soon make it how you feel

It diesnt work wuth thw name sarah

@xonenight
Writing atm :D