The mentally brave ( Editing)

6 years later

I was sat in the garden, Natalie and Perrie by my side as we watch the kids play.

"Harry! Don't push your sister!" I call out to my son.

Three years ago I gave birth to twins, naming them after two friends I have lost that day.

Perrie was seven months pregnant with her second child, her first son named Tom, after Lux's dad. We were talking about a name for her baby girl who was about to come, and she was thinking about calling her Amy.

Natalie was engaged to Ashton, their wedding day set for a month from now.

Louis was living with Lou and Lux, they were supposed to stop by later.

If I listened carefully I could hear Ashton and Zayn, they were trying to fix the car out front, but I know they will give up and call Luke at some point to come and help.

Liam was the head of this new shiny company and he was doing really well for himself, while

Ed traveled around the world sending us postcards whenever he could.

I haven't seen or heard from Foster in the past few years, though Troy would call a few times a year to check in.

"Mum! Eleanor won't share her dolls with me!" Harry called out.
"El sweetie, play with your brother too," I call out. Watching as she handed a doll over, than turning back to Tom.

Arms are wrapped around my shoulders, and a kiss touches the side of my mouth. I raise my hand to touch the soft hair.
"Hi love," I smile up at Niall.

It took me a long time, Perrie and Nat pushing me to date Niall, telling me it was what Harry would have wanted.

Finally I did, it wasn't easy but we pulled through, both of us damaged from that night, both of us knowing each other the best.

I love Niall, I truly did, but he knew, half of my heart belongs to Harry, I did promise after all- Forever and Always.

Notes

So once again I wanted to tell you how much it means for me you guys sticking with this story and reading it, commenting, liking it and everything!
It truly means so so so much to me!
I would have never thought people will actually like it and read it- so for you guys to read every single chapter is amazing and I thank you for that!

I have a few other stories still going on which you might like:

KEEPING HOPE is about Harry getting out of juvie and going back to school, it is doing quite well, so go read the summary and see if you might like it too.

Pandemonium is more of a Niall story, but 5sos are in it too and obviously the other boys. I won't give away what is going on, but you can find out if you click and read the summary.. check it out!

And last, and this is my new Favorite story to write is THE HITCHHIKER
Its about a girl who leaves home in the search of something and gets into a car with a stranger and their journey together. It is romantic and fun and I love writing it! So check it out too if you want!

Again thank you all for reading!
Love you