Chapter 17

Brie's POV

I went on with my life for the next couple of days.Liam went back to London the morning I talked to Harry on the phone.He keeps meup to date on Harry.He's eating and drinking again,but he's still depressed.All the boys text me a lot too.Niall and I Skyped last night and we played guitars together.I miss all of them so much,I can't even describe it.It's like someone took a huge chunk of my heart away from me.Harry is the only that has not contaced me at all.Which hurts so bad.Lou said he gave him the note and he read it.I knoe I can't get back with him right now,but can we be best friends again?I'm at like this huge loss of words on that sublect.So I sit,alone,in my house all day.I have nothing to do,I finish all the extra summer work.I've read everybody on the required,extra credit,and advanced the reading list for school.I've done everything imaginable,but it's no enough.My guitar is the only thing that really keeps me company.The only thing it can't do is talk to me and tell me everything is going to get better.Like I would believe it anyway.How are thing ever going to get better?That's all I really want an answer to,can't somebody tell me?I'm so empty and broken up inside,and I caused some of it.I mean,I left London.I left the boys behind.

"No Brie,it was all for a good reason!"The voice inmy head argues.

"yeah,to save Harry's life.I alway have to look out for everyone,and be there for everyone.Why can't someone be here for me! I yell out loud.

No ones home si it doesn't matter anyway.

"For once in my life can someone ask me hoe I'm doing.Breaking is what I'm going,breaking.I can't be with the boy I love and I'm lonley and bepressed,and broken."

I curl up in a ball on my bean bag chair.I hug my knees and bring them close to my chest.The tears state to roll down my cheeks.Why did I have to fall in love with Harry?Why did he have to fall in love with me?Why can't I be older?Why did all of this hav to happen to me?All those question and more buzz around in my head.Slowly I feel like I can't go on anymore.Like there's nothing lrft for me on this earth.Why not just end it all?

Harry's POV

I have a plan.It's risking,it's crazy,but it's all for my Brie.The lads went out for the day,I stayed home.When all the lads were gone,I went up to my room.I grab a small duffle bag and start to fill it wth clothes.If Liam can slip to Doncaster un-noticed so can I.Once I have evrything pack,I write a note.

"Lads,
Went to Doncaster,you know why.
I guess I'll be there for a few days.
I'll try to bring Brie back with me.
~Harry."


I tape it to the mirror by the front door.Zayn will see it and show the rest of the lads.I lock up the front door and get into my car.The ride to the train station went by so slow.Like everytime I was sure I was close,I was further away.Relax,you're just anxious to see Brie.I want to be able to hold her in my arms again.Feel her touch on my shin,get wrapped into her beautiful aroma.I want to be able to kiss her and call her mine.I pull into the train station parking lot twent minutes later.I waste no time getting a ticket and boarding the train.I make sure to keep my sungalsses and beanie on so I don't get mobbed.That's the last thing I want,people finding out where I'm going.A little girl,about 11 sits down in the seat next to me.

"Hi,"She chirps.

"Hello."

She smiles a toothy little smile at me.I return it and pull out my phone.When I unlock it.I stare at my screensaver.It's a picture I took of Brie when we went on the date at the lake.I smile at it remembering that night.I was going to tell her that I loved her,but I chichened out.I wasn't sure if I was rushing it,or if she wou'dn't say it back.I was just nervous and scared.

"She's pretty,your girlfriend?"The girl asks.

"Thank you,and yes.I'm going to visit her."

"That's sweet.I'm Bell by the way."

"Harry."I hold out my hand and she shakes it.

"You wouldn't happen to be Harry Styles would you? I promise I won't tell,"She whispers.

"Yeah."

"I'm a huge fan,I love all of you,"She gushes.

"Thank you.If you want,we can take a picture."

"I'd love that!"

She pulls out a digital camera from her bag.I hold it out infront of us and snap a few pictures.We did a couple of different poses and faces.It was all fun,it lifted my spirits up a bit.I signed a few things for her and she was so happy.Making her smie made me feel really good inside,I love all of our fans so much.The rest of the trip just sort of flew by.The ext thing I knew,the train pulled into the station in Doncaster.I gave Bell a hug and thank her for her company.

"She's really lucky,you know."

"I'm just as lucky to have her.I can't imagone life without her."

"Aww,that's so sweet.Well goodbye Harry,thanks for everything."

"You too."

We hugged one more time and went our separate ways.I walked out into the parking lot and started to thing up a plan.Okay so I'll take the bus to Brie's house and surprise her.Or Mrs.Tomlinson could just pick me up?Across the parkind lot is Mrs.Tomlinson waving at me.I walk over to her and give her a hug.

"Hello Harry."

"Hi.How did you know I was going to be here?"

"Louis called.I thought you might need a ride,"She smiles

I hug her again and get into the car.She hops back in and starts driving home.It's awkwardly silent,until she breaks the ice.

"She's missed you.you know?"

I missed her as well."

"Harry she does nothing all day.She does nothing.She's so ahead on school work it's not even funny.Then she slowly losing the onterest in her guitar because she plays it so much.She just sit around doing nothing."

"That sounds like exactly what I've been doing without her."

"She needs you Harry,More then she'll ever admit."

"I know,I need her too."

We pull infront of their house a short while later.Mrs.Tomlionson drops me off and goes back to work.I sit down on their front lawn thonking of how to surprise her.Screw it,I can't wait any longer.I stand back up and walk to the door.I set my duffle down next to me and knock on the door.A minute later,my beautiful Brie answers the door.She looked at me with wide,wet eyes.Has she been crying?I grabbed her waist and picked her up spinning her around.She giggled softly.I pulled her into my arms and held her tightly.

"I missed you so much Tommo,"I whisper to her.

"I missed you to Curly."

I grabbed her face in my hand and smashed my lip to hers.Kissing her very gently,but passonatley at the same time.She kissed back almost instantly.My heart started mealting from the inside out.Did I do it?Did I get my Brie back?

Notes

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