Age is just a Number
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Chapter 13
Brie's POV
I woke up cuddling next to Harry.At first I was happy,until I realized why I stopped sleeping with him.He's going to be heart broken on tour.He's so dumb,he's going to make it hard on himself.I shake my head and sit up.Grabbing the pillow,I start to hit him with it.He woke right away,then grabbed the other pillow and started hitting me back.
"Harry,what are you doing here?"I whisper yell.
"I couldn't help myself,"he smirked.
"I told you why I stopped sleeping with you.So when you are on tour you won't be too used to it."
"I'm not going on tour,"he blurted.
He covered his mouth with his hand.My eyes widened.
"Wh-wh-what?"I stamper.
He looks like he's about to cry.What does he mean he's not going on tour.Of course he is,he's part of One Direction.He stares at me while in silence.I look at him puzzled.I just don't understand.One does not just say they aren't going on tour when they are the worlds most famous band.I don't understand,what is he hiding? I knew something was bothering him yesterday.But I knew he'd never admit it.He takes my hand and pulls me out of bed.
"Come on,I'll explain it to all of you,"he sighs.
I follow him downstairs.Surprisingly,everyone is up and dressed,Daddy Direction is to blame.They are sitting in the living room chatting.Harry and I sit down and they greet us.Harry sits there and talks to them like it's competely normal.The boys actually get into a conversation.He's putting it off,oh no this isn't happening.I can't take it anymore!
"Harold Edward Styles you better stop stalling and explain yourself!"
Everyone looks at us,confused.Yeah well I'm confused too guys.They look form Harry to me.He squeezes my hand tighter,why is he so upset? I watch him intently,his eyes start to water a bit and he's breathing is different.He has that same look in his eyes that he had yesterday when I asked him what was wrong.I'm worried,completely and utterly.Harry takes a deep breath and starts.
"Guys,I erm...um..so...basically I um was fired."
We all gasp.
"Well when I went to the meeting,Simon fired me.He said that he'd give me my job back if I stop dating Brie and go back with Maria."
"But I'm notgoing through with it."
I sit there in disbelief.This can't be happening,I'm the problem.I'm standing in the middle of the road blocking their path.
"Yes you are,"I protest.
"No Brie,I can't."
"Harry I'm keeping you from your dream.All the fame,money,and your fans."
"No you're not.My dream will always be complete with you in it.No matter if I'm not in One Direction."
I feel the tears well up in my eyes.I know what I have to do.It's so hard and so cruel,and I can't do it.I need to or Harry will never have a normal life.I'm holding him back.I always will,age isn't just a number.Age will always be the difference between if I can drink or not.Age is the difference between if I can drive.And most importantly age is the difference between me and the boy I love.I close my eyes and take a deep breath.
"Harry we need to break up,"I say quickly fighting the tears the best I can.
"No Brie,please!"
I gulp,there's a huge lump in my throat.My lips start to quiver,I can't do this.Stay strong Brie.
"Don't make this any harder then it needs to be.G-go and live your dream,I'm not standing in your way anymore."
"God dammit Brie you never were.Please don't do this!"
"I need to."
I get up and start to walk away.He grabs my wrist and pulls me back.
"Please don't,I love you,"he breathes.
That was the first time he ever told me he loved me.I never guessed it would be when I am breaking up with him.I always pictured that we'd be on some romantic date.He'd pull me really close and whisper it soflt in my ear.Then we'd kiss and the night would be perfect.But those are just fairy tales.This is real life,and in real life we can't work.It's not proper,us,we aren't proper.I desperately want to tell him I love him back.I look inti his gorgeouse eyes,they are red and filled with tears.He'll never have a normal life if you don't.
"I-I d-don't.You're l-letting your emotions get a-ahead of you.Goodbye Harry."
I jerk my wrist away and run upstairs.I lockthe door behind me and start packing my things.I can't stay here any longer,knowing I messed up his dream.I pack everything and put this on.http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=58073537 I take my sheets and rip them off the bed.I tie one end to the bed post and throw the other half out the window.I unlock the dooe and leave a note on the nightstand.With my backpack on and the suitcase in hand,I carefully slide down the sheets.Once I'm on the ground,I duck under the windows and start walking down the street.
Louis' POV
I'm beyond pissed.Simon had the balls to kick my best friend out of the band and black mail him with my sister.Nobody messes with my sister,no one.I watch her run up the stairs way from Harry.I know why she did this,she wanted him to follow his dreams.Brie has always put other peoplein front of herself.It wasn't fair that had to ruin her happiness.Harry curled up in a ball on the couch and started crying.Liam tried to comfort him,but it was no use.I knew Harry loved my sister and she loved him back.She won't let him know that because then he will be with her and be out of One Direction.I pull out my phone and call Simon.
"Yes."
"If Harry's out,we're all out."
I hang up.All the ladsnod their heads in agreement.I get off the couch and go upstairs to comfort Brie.I find her bedroom door unlock which is surprising.The window is open,the closet is empty,everything is gone.No,no she can't be gone!Mum is going to kill me!NO,no,no!There's a note on the nightstand.I pick it up and start reading it.
Zayn
I love you.You are like an older brother to me.I can always come to you and talk about anything.I'm going to miss you so much,but I might see you again.Please don't be mad that I left,it's for the best.Also I might have put something in your shampoo so you might not want to use it again.Lol,love you.
Li-Li
There are so many things I want to tell you.One,your spoon fear is the funniest thing on the entire planet!LoL sorry but it is:)Two,you've always been there for me and I love it.Whenever I'm feeling down you always make me feel better.Three,I could hate you for making me dress up in the moring,but I don't.I love you like a brother and always will.
Ni
Guitar buddy!! I'm going to miss the heck out of you.You taught me to never let other peopleget me down.All the hate you get you don't deserve.Listen to me when I say you're perfect,perfect I say! All them bitches that don't want you should be sorry,they are missing your irish charm.LOL you kinda won me over with that accent.LOL jk I'm kidding,but I do love that accent.Anyway,I love you and don't be sad that I left,I'll see you soon hopefully.Love ya Ni.
Crash
I'm sorry I had to leave.Don't worry about me,I'm getting on the next train to Doncaster.Tell Simon Off for me cause I know you're going to.It was great to spend time with my brother again.I miss you lots when you're away.But I've got you on most listened to on my ipod so it's okay.You're the best brother a girl could ask for and I love you so much.I'm always thinking about you.Have fun on your next tour and hopefully I'll see you after.Please take care of Harry for me.Thanks Crash I love you<3
Styles
I know I said I don't love you.It was all a lie.I feel in love with you a very long time ago.When you asked me out I was sure I was dreaming.That first date was amazing.When you sang that song to me I cried because I was so happy,you felt the same way I did.You've always been there for me even before we were togetherIt's so hard to write were.I'm sorry that I may have broken your heart,but you need to live your dream.Go back to One Direction and go back with Maria.I'll be here when it's all over.Know that Team Stylinson will always be real in my heart as I hope it is in yours.You taught me that age is jst a number,but sadly reality doesn't think so.I love you Harry,always have,always will.I just wish I got one last kiss<3
You are all brothers to me (well except Harry,that would be weird)
and I love you all.
I'm sorry this summer didn't turn out the way we all planned.
But that's life.
Have fun on tour guys.
-Love always,Brie
Brie's POV
I woke up cuddling next to Harry.At first I was happy,until I realized why I stopped sleeping with him.He's going to be heart broken on tour.He's so dumb,he's going to make it hard on himself.I shake my head and sit up.Grabbing the pillow,I start to hit him with it.He woke right away,then grabbed the other pillow and started hitting me back.
"Harry,what are you doing here?"I whisper yell.
"I couldn't help myself,"he smirked.
"I told you why I stopped sleeping with you.So when you are on tour you won't be too used to it."
"I'm not going on tour,"he blurted.
He covered his mouth with his hand.My eyes widened.
"Wh-wh-what?"I stamper.
He looks like he's about to cry.What does he mean he's not going on tour.Of course he is,he's part of One Direction.He stares at me while in silence.I look at him puzzled.I just don't understand.One does not just say they aren't going on tour when they are the worlds most famous band.I don't understand,what is he hiding? I knew something was bothering him yesterday.But I knew he'd never admit it.He takes my hand and pulls me out of bed.
"Come on,I'll explain it to all of you,"he sighs.
I follow him downstairs.Surprisingly,everyone is up and dressed,Daddy Direction is to blame.They are sitting in the living room chatting.Harry and I sit down and they greet us.Harry sits there and talks to them like it's competely normal.The boys actually get into a conversation.He's putting it off,oh no this isn't happening.I can't take it anymore!
"Harold Edward Styles you better stop stalling and explain yourself!"
Everyone looks at us,confused.Yeah well I'm confused too guys.They look form Harry to me.He squeezes my hand tighter,why is he so upset? I watch him intently,his eyes start to water a bit and he's breathing is different.He has that same look in his eyes that he had yesterday when I asked him what was wrong.I'm worried,completely and utterly.Harry takes a deep breath and starts.
"Guys,I erm...um..so...basically I um was fired."
We all gasp.
"Well when I went to the meeting,Simon fired me.He said that he'd give me my job back if I stop dating Brie and go back with Maria."
"But I'm notgoing through with it."
I sit there in disbelief.This can't be happening,I'm the problem.I'm standing in the middle of the road blocking their path.
"Yes you are,"I protest.
"No Brie,I can't."
"Harry I'm keeping you from your dream.All the fame,money,and your fans."
"No you're not.My dream will always be complete with you in it.No matter if I'm not in One Direction."
I feel the tears well up in my eyes.I know what I have to do.It's so hard and so cruel,and I can't do it.I need to or Harry will never have a normal life.I'm holding him back.I always will,age isn't just a number.Age will always be the difference between if I can drink or not.Age is the difference between if I can drive.And most importantly age is the difference between me and the boy I love.I close my eyes and take a deep breath.
"Harry we need to break up,"I say quickly fighting the tears the best I can.
"No Brie,please!"
I gulp,there's a huge lump in my throat.My lips start to quiver,I can't do this.Stay strong Brie.
"Don't make this any harder then it needs to be.G-go and live your dream,I'm not standing in your way anymore."
"God dammit Brie you never were.Please don't do this!"
"I need to."
I get up and start to walk away.He grabs my wrist and pulls me back.
"Please don't,I love you,"he breathes.
That was the first time he ever told me he loved me.I never guessed it would be when I am breaking up with him.I always pictured that we'd be on some romantic date.He'd pull me really close and whisper it soflt in my ear.Then we'd kiss and the night would be perfect.But those are just fairy tales.This is real life,and in real life we can't work.It's not proper,us,we aren't proper.I desperately want to tell him I love him back.I look inti his gorgeouse eyes,they are red and filled with tears.He'll never have a normal life if you don't.
"I-I d-don't.You're l-letting your emotions get a-ahead of you.Goodbye Harry."
I jerk my wrist away and run upstairs.I lockthe door behind me and start packing my things.I can't stay here any longer,knowing I messed up his dream.I pack everything and put this on.http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=58073537 I take my sheets and rip them off the bed.I tie one end to the bed post and throw the other half out the window.I unlock the dooe and leave a note on the nightstand.With my backpack on and the suitcase in hand,I carefully slide down the sheets.Once I'm on the ground,I duck under the windows and start walking down the street.
Louis' POV
I'm beyond pissed.Simon had the balls to kick my best friend out of the band and black mail him with my sister.Nobody messes with my sister,no one.I watch her run up the stairs way from Harry.I know why she did this,she wanted him to follow his dreams.Brie has always put other peoplein front of herself.It wasn't fair that had to ruin her happiness.Harry curled up in a ball on the couch and started crying.Liam tried to comfort him,but it was no use.I knew Harry loved my sister and she loved him back.She won't let him know that because then he will be with her and be out of One Direction.I pull out my phone and call Simon.
"Yes."
"If Harry's out,we're all out."
I hang up.All the ladsnod their heads in agreement.I get off the couch and go upstairs to comfort Brie.I find her bedroom door unlock which is surprising.The window is open,the closet is empty,everything is gone.No,no she can't be gone!Mum is going to kill me!NO,no,no!There's a note on the nightstand.I pick it up and start reading it.
Zayn
I love you.You are like an older brother to me.I can always come to you and talk about anything.I'm going to miss you so much,but I might see you again.Please don't be mad that I left,it's for the best.Also I might have put something in your shampoo so you might not want to use it again.Lol,love you.
Li-Li
There are so many things I want to tell you.One,your spoon fear is the funniest thing on the entire planet!LoL sorry but it is:)Two,you've always been there for me and I love it.Whenever I'm feeling down you always make me feel better.Three,I could hate you for making me dress up in the moring,but I don't.I love you like a brother and always will.
Ni
Guitar buddy!! I'm going to miss the heck out of you.You taught me to never let other peopleget me down.All the hate you get you don't deserve.Listen to me when I say you're perfect,perfect I say! All them bitches that don't want you should be sorry,they are missing your irish charm.LOL you kinda won me over with that accent.LOL jk I'm kidding,but I do love that accent.Anyway,I love you and don't be sad that I left,I'll see you soon hopefully.Love ya Ni.
Crash
I'm sorry I had to leave.Don't worry about me,I'm getting on the next train to Doncaster.Tell Simon Off for me cause I know you're going to.It was great to spend time with my brother again.I miss you lots when you're away.But I've got you on most listened to on my ipod so it's okay.You're the best brother a girl could ask for and I love you so much.I'm always thinking about you.Have fun on your next tour and hopefully I'll see you after.Please take care of Harry for me.Thanks Crash I love you<3
Styles
I know I said I don't love you.It was all a lie.I feel in love with you a very long time ago.When you asked me out I was sure I was dreaming.That first date was amazing.When you sang that song to me I cried because I was so happy,you felt the same way I did.You've always been there for me even before we were togetherIt's so hard to write were.I'm sorry that I may have broken your heart,but you need to live your dream.Go back to One Direction and go back with Maria.I'll be here when it's all over.Know that Team Stylinson will always be real in my heart as I hope it is in yours.You taught me that age is jst a number,but sadly reality doesn't think so.I love you Harry,always have,always will.I just wish I got one last kiss<3
You are all brothers to me (well except Harry,that would be weird)
and I love you all.
I'm sorry this summer didn't turn out the way we all planned.
But that's life.
Have fun on tour guys.
-Love always,Brie
Notes
Hey guys this is chapter 13.Lots of love.-Estefani
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