Running Seemed Like A Good Idea
Chapter 3
Chapter 3 -
This is the day I've been dreading for the last week, because this is the day were those men come and take Harry away from me and to bootcamp. Harry and I were talking last night about him leaving in the morning, we promised each other to text, call, skype everyday. But now that those men are here I don't think I can even talk at all I watch Harry exit the front door along with everyone else to see him off, I can't bear to watch him leave so while everyone else is outside I run upstairs and into my room I lock the door and jump into my bed and cry until there's no more tears to cry. I think Harry noticed I wasn't there to see him go because Gemma came up and asked if I was okay and if I was going to wave goodbye to Harry. I told her no, no I'm not going to wave goodbye, and no I'm not okay, she tries to come in but realizes that the doors locked and she knows that I'm not going to open it for her, Gemma and I have a great relationship but when she went to university we kind of became distant and that's when Harry took over her place and became my best friend, Harry is the only one I'll talk to when I'm upset, and is the only one who I let into my room when the door is locked and a don't want to see anybody but him. I soon tire myself out from all the crying and ignoring and everything else that I fall into a deep sleep. I wake up at 3am and realize I didn't anything all of yesterday, I didn't leave this room at all, I decided that I was super hungry so unlocked my door quietly and made my way down stairs and into the kitchen, nobody is up, which is good for me, I don't really feel like talking to anybody right now. I make myself some sandwiches and walk into the lounge while eating them and grab the t.v remote and watch some crap show where people are talking about their problems and all that and some guy is trying to help them, well at least I think that's what he's doing, I don't really know I'm not paying attention. As soon as I finish my sandwiches I turn the t.v off and put my plate into the dishwasher and walk back up to my room. I once again lock the door and fall back to sleep.
I once again wake up from my peaceful sleep to a knock on the door, I think it's my mum but I'm not quite sure the person behind the door starts to speak and funny enough it was actually my mother. "Uh, Tegan sweetie, can you please come out and eat something please I don't want you to starve to death, and I want to see your beautiful face, I have pancakes ready if you want some." She tells me. I look at the clock by my bed and see that its lunchtime and my tummy's growling like I haven't fed it in days. I reluctantly get out of bed and walk towards my door and unlock it, I walk so slowly and I look real bad I could be mistaken for a Zombie soon. I trudge downstairs and find my mum in the kitchen with her back to me I grab a plate and put 3 large pancakes on it and smother them in maple syrup, I think mum heard me making all that noise because she turned around and saw me and screamed a little, I take a deep breath in "So I look that bad huh?" I ask her."What!, No, not at all sweetie, your beautiful" she looks at me again and answers my question, "Hmm, nice save I guess I'll just live with that for now, just until you decide to tell when I look as bad as I feel". I tell her, she just laughs and continues cooking the rest of the pancakes, I soon finish all my pancakes while mum decides to plan my day that I apparently am spending with her, Oh what joy (note sarcasm), I really feel like going back to bed but she forbid it so now I have to spend the day with her, well what's left of it anyway." So mum, what are we going to do today, hmm?" I ask her not really looking forward to the answer." Well I think we could go shopping and we can buy whatever you want." Hmm that does sound pretty good I mean I love shopping and clothing and food but I like the sound of watching a movie and snuggling up on the couch maybe watch something that will for sure make me cry just so I can pretend to cry about that when really I'm crying because I want, No! I need Harry here. I know it's selfish of me to want Harry here but I really don't care right now. He still hasn't texted, or called me like he promised to do so I decide to text him first.
To: Hazza is amazing<3
Hey Haz hows it going with bootcamp??
From: Tegan
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To: Teags is supermegafoxyawesomehot<3
Ollo! Tegalbegal its going okay I guess its been Pretty fun i've met some real cool people wbu?
From: Hazza
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To: Hazza is amazing<3
Oh thats cool hope they're not as cool as me Umm not much really just going shopping with Mum now.
From Tegan
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To: Teags is supermegafoxyawesomehot<3
Of course they're not as cool as you duh! And umm that sounds fun
From: Hazza _______________________________________
To: Hazza is amazing<3
Of course stupid question And no it doesn't sound fun, not at all
From: Tegan
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To: Teags is supermegafoxyawesomehot<3
Hahahaha yeah it was and cheer up bub I miss you heaps but I gotta go now sorry bye!
From: Hazza
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To: Hazza is amazing<3
I miss you too and okays I love you also, bye talk to you later
From:Tegan
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Mum and I have now officially finished shopping I didn't buy much for myself, I guess my heart wasn't in the right place but I did get quite a lot of stuff for Harry though, I think I'm going to end up wearing them all at some point but I'm pretty sure he won't mind so long as I'm okay.
It's now been a month since I last spoke to Harry which is really upsetting me I mean I've left heaps of messages but he won't answer them, it's like he's disappeared from the face of the earth. I don't know what's going on, on the show cause I told them to not watch it while I was in the house or even speak of Harry around me. I kind of just moved on in my life realizing that I don't need him anymore, I found people who absolutely hate the show to hang out with, they treat me like I'm one of them, unlike everyone else in the school who just stares at me when I walk past, it really makes me uncomfortable when they do that but I don't think they care.
I was walking home from school the other day when I looked up at all the magazines on the stand at the dairy near my house and one caught my attention really quick because it had Harry and four other guys on the cover of it I decided to Buy it and take a look at what it was about. It turns out that Harry is now in a Boy Band called One Direction with four other super hot guys, apparently they came third in the competition and are like huge all over England. I was in my room staring at the magazine, thinking how much I actually really miss Harry and how much I would do just to see him and talk to him again.
I think I've gone mental because the next thing I know I'm packing my back pack with my clothes and grabbing my phone and wallet and leaving to find Harry. The group are staying in a hotel in London for a little while until things pick up, apparently, I don't actually know because well it was in a magazine and those things lie like all the time... right?.
After using all the money I had to get to London, after a long train ride I finally arrive to my destination. I'm walking down the street like a tourist with a map in my hands trying to find that hotel in which they're staying at. I'm just casually looking at the map in my hands while walking managing to walk past the people instead of into them, well that was until a few seconds ago. "Argh, watch it!" the guy that I walk into yells at me. "Me!? Are you serious? Why don't you watch it!?" I yell back at him "at least your ass doesn't hurt because you didn't fall over, unlike me". I say slowly getting back up onto my feet. "your not from around here are you?" "what makes you think that, Hmm?" I ask him not really in the mood to talk now."Well for starters you've got a map of London in your hands, and honestly you just don't really look like you're from here." He answers back nicer then he sounded before when I bumped into him."Oh, okay then well I'm not from London, I'm from Holmes Chapel and I'm looking for this hotel, do you happen to know where it is by any chance?" "Yeah course I know where it is, would you like me to take you there?" "Umm yes please, if you don't mind of course." "Of course I don't mind, here follow me. Oh I'm sorry where are my manners, I'm Samuel by the way, but most people just call me Sam though, you can call me either of those if you want." Hi I'm Tegan, but most people call me Tegan, you can call me either one of those if you want." I tell him. "Uhh, can I ask you something?" Sam asks me. "Sure, but you just did ask me something." I tell him. "Fine another question then." "Hmm, okay." "What's at this hotel, that isn't at any other hotel?" "Uhh, well let's just it's something that, there is only one of in the whole entire world, and leave it at that okay?" "Okay, well here we are, at the hotel you requested. Uhh I well I have to go now but I think you'll be okay now that you're here, so um I'll see you around, bye Tegan" " yeah see you around." Wow I'm finally here at the hotel that Harry is supposed to be staying at. I'm guessing that the group are here because well there is a huge group of screaming girls outside with signs saying 'I LOVE YOU ONE DIRECTION', and MARRY ME HARRY, ZAYN, LIAM, LOUIS, and NIALL, it honestly feels strange reading that random girls are asking my brother to marry them like wow, I push my way through to the front doors and get stopped by two huge security guards, "I'm sorry miss, but you cannot come in." "Uhh, actually I kinda need to go in because well I have a reservation here." "Umm, do you know who One Direction are?" one of the guards asks me, hmm should I lie to get in or tell the truth, uhh, lying it is." Who?", "One Direction" he answers me back."Uhh should I know who they are?" I ask acting all confused, he discusses I'm guessing about whether or not to let me in with the other guard, two minutes later he's opening the front door for me to go in and get my 'booking'. Because I didn't have an actual booking for this place I just sat on one of those really comfy seats( that like automatically help you relax and stuff like that) with my luggage next to me waiting for I don't even know just somebody or something that can take me to Harry.
This is the day I've been dreading for the last week, because this is the day were those men come and take Harry away from me and to bootcamp. Harry and I were talking last night about him leaving in the morning, we promised each other to text, call, skype everyday. But now that those men are here I don't think I can even talk at all I watch Harry exit the front door along with everyone else to see him off, I can't bear to watch him leave so while everyone else is outside I run upstairs and into my room I lock the door and jump into my bed and cry until there's no more tears to cry. I think Harry noticed I wasn't there to see him go because Gemma came up and asked if I was okay and if I was going to wave goodbye to Harry. I told her no, no I'm not going to wave goodbye, and no I'm not okay, she tries to come in but realizes that the doors locked and she knows that I'm not going to open it for her, Gemma and I have a great relationship but when she went to university we kind of became distant and that's when Harry took over her place and became my best friend, Harry is the only one I'll talk to when I'm upset, and is the only one who I let into my room when the door is locked and a don't want to see anybody but him. I soon tire myself out from all the crying and ignoring and everything else that I fall into a deep sleep. I wake up at 3am and realize I didn't anything all of yesterday, I didn't leave this room at all, I decided that I was super hungry so unlocked my door quietly and made my way down stairs and into the kitchen, nobody is up, which is good for me, I don't really feel like talking to anybody right now. I make myself some sandwiches and walk into the lounge while eating them and grab the t.v remote and watch some crap show where people are talking about their problems and all that and some guy is trying to help them, well at least I think that's what he's doing, I don't really know I'm not paying attention. As soon as I finish my sandwiches I turn the t.v off and put my plate into the dishwasher and walk back up to my room. I once again lock the door and fall back to sleep.
I once again wake up from my peaceful sleep to a knock on the door, I think it's my mum but I'm not quite sure the person behind the door starts to speak and funny enough it was actually my mother. "Uh, Tegan sweetie, can you please come out and eat something please I don't want you to starve to death, and I want to see your beautiful face, I have pancakes ready if you want some." She tells me. I look at the clock by my bed and see that its lunchtime and my tummy's growling like I haven't fed it in days. I reluctantly get out of bed and walk towards my door and unlock it, I walk so slowly and I look real bad I could be mistaken for a Zombie soon. I trudge downstairs and find my mum in the kitchen with her back to me I grab a plate and put 3 large pancakes on it and smother them in maple syrup, I think mum heard me making all that noise because she turned around and saw me and screamed a little, I take a deep breath in "So I look that bad huh?" I ask her."What!, No, not at all sweetie, your beautiful" she looks at me again and answers my question, "Hmm, nice save I guess I'll just live with that for now, just until you decide to tell when I look as bad as I feel". I tell her, she just laughs and continues cooking the rest of the pancakes, I soon finish all my pancakes while mum decides to plan my day that I apparently am spending with her, Oh what joy (note sarcasm), I really feel like going back to bed but she forbid it so now I have to spend the day with her, well what's left of it anyway." So mum, what are we going to do today, hmm?" I ask her not really looking forward to the answer." Well I think we could go shopping and we can buy whatever you want." Hmm that does sound pretty good I mean I love shopping and clothing and food but I like the sound of watching a movie and snuggling up on the couch maybe watch something that will for sure make me cry just so I can pretend to cry about that when really I'm crying because I want, No! I need Harry here. I know it's selfish of me to want Harry here but I really don't care right now. He still hasn't texted, or called me like he promised to do so I decide to text him first.
To: Hazza is amazing<3
Hey Haz hows it going with bootcamp??
From: Tegan
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To: Teags is supermegafoxyawesomehot<3
Ollo! Tegalbegal its going okay I guess its been Pretty fun i've met some real cool people wbu?
From: Hazza
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To: Hazza is amazing<3
Oh thats cool hope they're not as cool as me Umm not much really just going shopping with Mum now.
From Tegan
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To: Teags is supermegafoxyawesomehot<3
Of course they're not as cool as you duh! And umm that sounds fun
From: Hazza _______________________________________
To: Hazza is amazing<3
Of course stupid question And no it doesn't sound fun, not at all
From: Tegan
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To: Teags is supermegafoxyawesomehot<3
Hahahaha yeah it was and cheer up bub I miss you heaps but I gotta go now sorry bye!
From: Hazza
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To: Hazza is amazing<3
I miss you too and okays I love you also, bye talk to you later
From:Tegan
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Mum and I have now officially finished shopping I didn't buy much for myself, I guess my heart wasn't in the right place but I did get quite a lot of stuff for Harry though, I think I'm going to end up wearing them all at some point but I'm pretty sure he won't mind so long as I'm okay.
It's now been a month since I last spoke to Harry which is really upsetting me I mean I've left heaps of messages but he won't answer them, it's like he's disappeared from the face of the earth. I don't know what's going on, on the show cause I told them to not watch it while I was in the house or even speak of Harry around me. I kind of just moved on in my life realizing that I don't need him anymore, I found people who absolutely hate the show to hang out with, they treat me like I'm one of them, unlike everyone else in the school who just stares at me when I walk past, it really makes me uncomfortable when they do that but I don't think they care.
I was walking home from school the other day when I looked up at all the magazines on the stand at the dairy near my house and one caught my attention really quick because it had Harry and four other guys on the cover of it I decided to Buy it and take a look at what it was about. It turns out that Harry is now in a Boy Band called One Direction with four other super hot guys, apparently they came third in the competition and are like huge all over England. I was in my room staring at the magazine, thinking how much I actually really miss Harry and how much I would do just to see him and talk to him again.
I think I've gone mental because the next thing I know I'm packing my back pack with my clothes and grabbing my phone and wallet and leaving to find Harry. The group are staying in a hotel in London for a little while until things pick up, apparently, I don't actually know because well it was in a magazine and those things lie like all the time... right?.
After using all the money I had to get to London, after a long train ride I finally arrive to my destination. I'm walking down the street like a tourist with a map in my hands trying to find that hotel in which they're staying at. I'm just casually looking at the map in my hands while walking managing to walk past the people instead of into them, well that was until a few seconds ago. "Argh, watch it!" the guy that I walk into yells at me. "Me!? Are you serious? Why don't you watch it!?" I yell back at him "at least your ass doesn't hurt because you didn't fall over, unlike me". I say slowly getting back up onto my feet. "your not from around here are you?" "what makes you think that, Hmm?" I ask him not really in the mood to talk now."Well for starters you've got a map of London in your hands, and honestly you just don't really look like you're from here." He answers back nicer then he sounded before when I bumped into him."Oh, okay then well I'm not from London, I'm from Holmes Chapel and I'm looking for this hotel, do you happen to know where it is by any chance?" "Yeah course I know where it is, would you like me to take you there?" "Umm yes please, if you don't mind of course." "Of course I don't mind, here follow me. Oh I'm sorry where are my manners, I'm Samuel by the way, but most people just call me Sam though, you can call me either of those if you want." Hi I'm Tegan, but most people call me Tegan, you can call me either one of those if you want." I tell him. "Uhh, can I ask you something?" Sam asks me. "Sure, but you just did ask me something." I tell him. "Fine another question then." "Hmm, okay." "What's at this hotel, that isn't at any other hotel?" "Uhh, well let's just it's something that, there is only one of in the whole entire world, and leave it at that okay?" "Okay, well here we are, at the hotel you requested. Uhh I well I have to go now but I think you'll be okay now that you're here, so um I'll see you around, bye Tegan" " yeah see you around." Wow I'm finally here at the hotel that Harry is supposed to be staying at. I'm guessing that the group are here because well there is a huge group of screaming girls outside with signs saying 'I LOVE YOU ONE DIRECTION', and MARRY ME HARRY, ZAYN, LIAM, LOUIS, and NIALL, it honestly feels strange reading that random girls are asking my brother to marry them like wow, I push my way through to the front doors and get stopped by two huge security guards, "I'm sorry miss, but you cannot come in." "Uhh, actually I kinda need to go in because well I have a reservation here." "Umm, do you know who One Direction are?" one of the guards asks me, hmm should I lie to get in or tell the truth, uhh, lying it is." Who?", "One Direction" he answers me back."Uhh should I know who they are?" I ask acting all confused, he discusses I'm guessing about whether or not to let me in with the other guard, two minutes later he's opening the front door for me to go in and get my 'booking'. Because I didn't have an actual booking for this place I just sat on one of those really comfy seats( that like automatically help you relax and stuff like that) with my luggage next to me waiting for I don't even know just somebody or something that can take me to Harry.
Notes
sorry it's so late people I started back at school and well college sucks it takes all my spare time but umm I will try and have chptrs 4&5 up soon okays? if not soon then at some pointlove you amazing readers xoxo :) <3
7/18/13