You Only Find Love Once

Michaela's POV

Me and Dani just walked into Niall's, There was loads of people from work and just friends here. I saw Niall in the kitchen and dragged Dani with me.
"Niall"
"Hey, you finally got here, what took so long, wow you look amazing..." he trailed off looking me up and own. I blushed a bit from the attention.
"Thanks and me and the girl's was just getting ready that's all"
"Well could you help me with pouring the drinks" Niall smiled.
"Yeah course" i smiled back. "So where's Barbara"
"I think she's on the sofa talking to Sophia"
"Oh the two bitches together how sweet" i snorted.
"Can you try and not start a fight with any of them"
"i could try, but you know me i can't control myself sometimes" i smiled and fluttered my eyelashes acting innocent.
"Well try really hard because if you do, i got Paul here and he can deal with you" he crossed his arms.
"Aww, i love Paul he's like a teddy bear" i cooed.
"Oh am i" I heard and turned around to see Paul with a smirk on his face with arms crossed.
"Niall, why did you say that. I am so sorry Paul Niall has already started on the alcohol and he cant seem to shut up" i laughed nervously slapping his arm.
"I was the first one here, i know how much Niall has had" Paul smirked .
"Hahahaha funny one Paul, oh look Louis and El are calling, bye got to go" i rushed and tried to get away.
"Oh no you don't your coming with me" i heard and then was thrown over someone's shoulder.
"Paul if that's you put me down right now"
"Sorry Michaela, can't do that" Paul chuckled and took me out side the apartment.
Paul put me down and gave me a look.
"What" i laughed.
"I don't want you to start any fights tonight" he glared.
"I won't" i said and tried to push pass.
"I mean it, Niall won't be happy"

***
It has been two hours since me and the girls got here. so far, Paul and me had a heart to heart and he has been following me all night, Olivia has got to hickeys on her neck by guess who, Harry. Louis and Eleanor have been sitting in the corner giggling and kissing each other, they are both so drunk. Zayn and Perrie have completely disappeared. Liam has been ACTUALLY TALKING TO DANIELLE and it's like the old time when they was together, so sweet, Dani and Liam have been both laughing together. And Niall and Barbara have been in the kitchen talking, laughing FLIRTING, Well Barbara was going all slutty whore on Niall but he didn't notice. I miss talking to Niall.
"Paul, can i go talk to Niall" i asked "Look Barbara isn't with Niall anymore, please"
"Fine" he gave in.
I made my way over to Niall when...
"Where do you think your going" i heard and turned around to see Barbara.
"I'm going to speak to my best friend" i smirked and looked over at Paul, he wasn't looing over at my direction. "Where you going"
"Going to speak to MY friend Niall" she said getting in my face.
"Yeah, i don't think so"
"Why, its not like you own him" she smirked.
"You bitch" i spat and slapped her around the face, she stumbled back a bit and then all eyes was on us.
"How dare you" she screeched and then tackled me to the floor, she was pulling my hair and i was pulling hers. I started to hear a ripping sound and then looked down and saw a rip in my dress, Barbara looked at the rip and smirked she quickly got up and completely ripped it. my dress was ripped of my body and i was just standing there in my underwear, the room was silent with the music in the back round playing, all eyes was on me, i felt tears and then sprinted out Niall's apartment. Tears streaming down my eyes and opened my door and slammed it shut. i fell to the floor and cried.

***
It has been a couple hours since what happened at Niall's and i think i have run out of tears. i finally stopped crying. i was really thinking about what happened. Barbara won, she won over me, nobody has come to check on me, nothing. I went to my bathroom and looked at myself, i looked a wreck, make up smeared, mascara running down my cheeks, red puffy eyes and that's not the worst part, Barbara Won, i lost Niall. i felt useless, damaged, worthless, i looked over to my shower and that's where it sat, My Razor blade.

Notes

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