Something Great

Harry's POV

"What the fuck do you mean you took Lex to the hospital?" I yelled into the receiver. What was wrong, why was she there? Eleanor was saying something but I couldn't hear. Louis had walked up to me and I couldn't stand. Something was wrong with Lexi, she was in the hospital, what had I done?

"Mate, you okay?" I felt like I'd been kicked in the chest.

"Lexi, hospital."

I couldn't manage anything else. I moment later I faintly heard Louis' phone ring and in another moment he was yelling out orders. I was lifted from the ground, my legs too numb to walk, I was carried to a car. What if something happened to her, what if something is wrong with the baby?

"You guys can't just leave." Someone yelled. That concluded that Louis was leading the boys who were carrying me to a car to take me to Lex. Tears overwhelmed my face and I couldn't see anything.

"What if she's in pain? What if it's that stomach thing again?"

"That wasn't anything to worry about." Zayn reminded me.

"Something wasn't right. She wasn't telling me something. My babies." Sobbing now, my sentences didn't make since. "Lexi, and the baby, what if they're hurt? What if somethings wrong?"

"What if it's just nothing?" Niall tried to calm me. What if it was just nothing.

"Why's Eleanor calling then instead of her?!" I yelled.

Images of her lying on the bed all bandaged and wounded. Her eyes shut, but her stomach was big this time. The image of her lying helpless unconscious after the car accident, when I'd broken her leg crashing into the semi. She can't be hurt again. The baby.

"Oh god. The baby. What if somethings happened what if she-" Liam grabbed me and hugged me tight.

"Whatever has happened I know they two of you will get over. She'll be all right. She and the baby will be fine."

It didn't feel like that though. I felt like I'd already lost both of them.

"What If I've lost both of them?"

"Don't say that, you haven't. They're all right." Zayn said.

"Besides if anything was seriously wrong El would have said something." Louis spoke from the driver's seat.

"What if she did and I didn't hear. After she said Lex was in the hospital I wasn't sure what was happening."

"She's fine. They're both fine."

The second Louis had parked the car I ran out, pushing past security and everyone else who had recognized us. I jolted into the counter that was abandoned.

"Hello!" I called. "My wife is here, I need to see her!" I yelled louder.

"Sir you need to calm down." A male nurse said he walked behind the counter.

"I need to see my wife." I lowered my voice, but spoke with clenched teeth so it really wasn't any more calm.

"What's her name?"

"Lexi Styles. She's pregn-"

"OHHHH!" I was interrupted by a loud groan. Impossibly familiar.

"LEx!" The boys had just come in behind me, the tear began again and I ran to her. My baby was in pain. The nurse and boys had chased after me.

I saw El sitting outside a room.

"Where is she why's she screaming? LExi! I'm right here." As I stepped into the room another nurse stood in front of me. "You don't understand I'm her husband!"

"Harry?!"

"LEt me see her!"

"Sir I'm going to have to ask you to wait over there." She pointed at two chair sitting against a wall about fifty feet away.

"Tell me what's going on! Why's she crying?"

"Harry just do what she says!" I didn't understand how she could hear me.

"Please just tell me what's going on!"

It all happened so fast, the running and the yelling. The collapsing and the not breathing. My love, my wife, was in a hospital yelling out in pain and I didn't know why or how or anything. I felt completely useless and I just wanted to be near her.

"Lex." I tried saying.

"You still can't see her."

"Why not! I'm her husband!" My voice was scratchy and raw. I could barely talk. I stood, my legs feeling like jelly and ran the best I could. Arms wrapped around my and hands grabbed at me trying to hold me back. I did my best to fight them even though I knew they were just trying to help.

Eventually they gave up knowing I wouldn't. She was my wife for god's sake. When I stumbled to the door my body wouldn't move any further. Seeing her, shirt open and pants ripped. She had tubes coming from her mouth and her arms. The lights beat harshly down onto her. There was six or so people around her. And somehow I manged to see all this through my blury vision.

With arms fallen limp at my side my legs gave out again. The boys were around me in a second lifting me to the chair outside her door. She was out of my vision, but I could still hear her, hear them working on her.

I couldn't believe this was happening. It was so sudden as well. She must have had El take her here.

"Where's Eleanor?" Was the first thing I had said. I'd since wiped my eyes when the moisture had stopped. I could see them sitting with their hand in their laps, helpless.

"I'm right here Harry." She was sitting next to Louis, I didn't notice. Her eyes were just as red as mine.

"Did you pick her up to take her here?" Fear of something going on with Lexi and her not telling me invading my mind. The thought of her hiding her lack of comfort and pain from me terrified me.

El's eyes began to get wet again.

"Did she say how long she hasn't been feeling good?" I didn't dare admit to myself that Lexi was hiding her pain from me.

"She didn't say."

My head feel to my hands and oceans flowed from my eyes.

The only time I looked up was to see the hands on the clock have barely moved, It felt like eternity waiting for a Doctor to come out. Waiting for anyone to come out of the room. And only then it was to get more of something.

It was like the car accident all over, except not only was Lexi fighting for life, our little baby girl was too. All because I was too dumb to see through Lex's lies. Was it even all right for me to be a little upset with her for not telling me. I shouldn't be mad, but I am. I am so fucking mad that she's not only put her life in danger, but our baby's life. God.

"I shouldn't be mad, but I am." It was only Louis, Niall, Eleanor and I now. The other boys had to make it home.

"Harry."

"No. I know she hid her pain. She hid it and now they're in there. She's in there! Who knows what's going on! Who knows if she'd even alive. Who fucking even knows if our baby is alive. Who fucking knows! And it's all because she didn't want to have me worry about her when I'm gone. That's why she comes, because she knows I'll worry if she isn't there. And now I've selfishly forced her to hide something and now she's in there! She's in there and I'm here and I don't know if she's even fucking alive I don't know! I don't know. I don't know."

"Harry."

"Calm dow-"

"Don't you even fucking say that. Until you're here in my seat waiting to find out if you've got a wife or child anymore. Until you're waiting to hear if you've still got the only two things in life you've ever wanted. Don't even tell me to fucking calm down. DON'T!" Louis tried to reach over to rub my back I yelled again. "Don't touch me."

I walked off know it was a lost cause.

"We love them too."

"NO." I stopped in my tracks. "No, you don't understand." Storming back over to where they now stood.

"Harry."

"Eleanor. I know you love her and whatever, but can't seriously sit there and tell me you're going through what I'm going through."

"Sir, I'm going to need you to calm down if you have any hope in going to talk to your wife."

"I can see her?" Light, the man from the hospital speaking to me was glowing.

"I'm afraid, not at this moment, but the doctor says things look promising, but like I said you need to calm down."

"Promising as in she's not dying?"

"I can't release any of that information." Suddenly I was as giddy as I was when she first kissed me.

"Do you know I'm her husband, I'm her husband. Surely you can tell me something." I pleaded, desperate to know if she'd be all right.

"I can't say, things look promising, that's all I can say."

I was on cloud nine. Thoughts of losing her evaporating along with any other dark ways this could have pan out..

"He says things look promising." I knew they heard, but I had to say it. The three of them met me in the middle, my blow up the farthest from their minds. They took me and let me sob into their arms. My sad, confused, angry, scared tears transformed into drops of happiness and relief.

I watched the clock very intently waiting as if would tell when I could Lex.

"Mr. Styles?" I stood. "You may see her now."

I walked to the doorway, but it felt like something wasn't allowing me in. I wanted in, I really wanted in, but I couldn't get my foot to take a step forward.

Lexi was laying there, her eyes squinty and her hair all all over the place.

"Harry?" She barley whispered. I was to her in an instant.

"Lex?"I leaned down to take her and in both of mine. I kissed them. Then I pushed some hair out of her face. I couldn't look at her stomach, I couldn't know if she was still pregnant. The nasty though invading my mind.

"I'm sorry."

"Shh, you're fine, shhh."

"I need you to know I'm so very sorry. So sorry."

My heart sunk and I was sure she was gone.

"Sorry to interrupt, but I should really inform you both of what's just happened." Silence. I was more terrified of what he was going to say. "Lexi came into the hospital with severe stomach pains. These pains are relatively normal for this time of the pregnancy, however, they raise some warnings. Lexi faded in and out of consciousness from pain, and that also raised warnings. We had to work hard to keep her conscious because obviously if anything were to happen to Lexi, it would also happen to your baby. The pain could have signified a miscarriage, however, as we did some more tests, it clear you little girl is still alive and well." Lex was crying and I was sure I was as well, her tight grip of my hand only tightened when we found out our little girl was still fighting.

"So is Lex all right?"

"For the most part, she will be restricted to a very limited amount of activity. You'll be on bed rest for no less then twenty hours, and the four hours must not be consecutive." That would kill her more then anything. "You are very lucky Mrs. Styles. Next time, call or see your doctor when the pains first are felt. You could have lost her."

The doctor left. Lex scooted over int he bed, silently asking me join her. I did, laying next to her, holding her.

"I love you so much Lexi, I don't know what I would have done."

Notes

all right so here's the update!!!! 2,000 views and ten comment till the next update... that shouldn't be hard at all. Also check back later and i"ll have updated this with all my social networking usernames, and then we can follow each other and stuff!

thanks for reading and it was nice talking to the one person that talked to me briefly int he comment.s

Love oyu all os much!!! And i really wanted to update sooner but I wanted to reach the other goal.... okay better start writing the next update:D

xxxSara

EDIT!!!!!
tumblr: penguinsandbowties.tumblr.com
twitter: @basicallysara
watpad: penguinsandbowties
instagram: blablablasara

also you guys reached the goal supa quick but I still have to write it... I've thought up what come next, it's just a matter of getting it written down.. more drama- don't you worry. And as a final note I might write the next chapter for a class, but probz not. IDK man... okay good days to all- hope yours are all beter then mine has been going.